Her Human Mate

11. Leilani *MATURE CONTENT*

GET OUT, GET OUT GET OUT.... I need to leave out of this classroom right now because I f**k some s**t up.

I snap my book shut and  feel twenty five pair of eyes on me as I stand to my feet to leave.

"Miss Smith, are you alright?  Misses Charles asks while looking concerned.

Be calm Lani.... "Yeah, I just feel sick. aight." I snap causing everyone to look at me shocked and gasp. Sis, that was not calm at all!

"Yes, I know I can talk for f**ks sake." I mumble while rolling my eyes.

"Leilani....." Misses Charles starts to say.

"Look, I really don't mean to be a f**kin b***h right now, aight? But like I said I don't feel good and I need to go like right now. I say while grabbing my stuff and shoving it in my Balenciaga backpack while walking out the door. The whole class just watches me looking shocked as h*ll that I flipped out like. I look back and glare at Sebastian until I close the classroom door. I quickly make my way down the corridor.

"My parents were right, I should have stayed my black a** at home... What a f**kin....." 

"Leilani, Wait up ma." Sebastian calls after me.

"F**k you and go to h*ll." I yell behind me but quickly  cover my mouth in surprise. FML...Ugh I can't believe I just said that. 

I start walking faster because I can hear he's catching up to me but he eventually catches up to me, he grabs my arm and make me face him.

"Wassup with you ma? You aight?" He asked looking concerned.

I take a few minutes and just look into his eyes, his scent hit me like a ton of bricks and I instantly calm down. The more his scent hit my nostrils the more my body relaxes but I'm still pretty p***ed with him.

"Nothing, I'm good. Look just leave me alone aight..." I say removing my arm from his grip, but he quickly grabs me again. I yank my arm back out of his grip again and he gives me a look I can't really decipher.

"Shorty, you mad at me or something." He asked looking hurt.

"I have no reason to be mad at you, Why the f**k would I be? I mean you ain't gotta talk to me... I understand that; that kiss didn't mean s**t to you." I say crossing my arms.

"You upset because I ignored you in class ma?" He asked raising an eyebrow.

"Whatever, I'm out of here." I say before turning around to continue to walk out of the building, but before I can take a step he grabs me again and pulls me in an empty classroom.

"What do you want for me? I need to go." I say. I need to hurry up and get the f**k out of here before I spazz out , I shouldn't be out in public right now.

He turns around and walks to the door and locks it, once he locks the door he walks back over to me and grabs my backpack from my shoulder and puts it on the floor. He grabs my face and stares into my eyes for a while before he says anything.

"Shorty, I can't even lie to you right now. You are always on my mind ma I can't get you off my mind even if I wanted to. I don't know what you done to me but your crazy as f**k if you think I didn't want to look at you when I walked into class. I don't know what's going on and you know I have a girlfriend but ever since our first kiss I've been waiting to do this again." He says before pulling me close to him and kissing me like I would disappear at any giving moment. His mouth attacks mine with hunger, need and dominance, and just like that all of my anger is gone.

I feel his tongue slide across my lips asking for entrance, when I didn't give it to him he bites my bottom lip. I let out a small gasp and as soon as I open my mouth he slips his tongue in my mouth. I can taste his tongue and that ignites another emotion inside of me that I can only describe as need. I pull him closer while he feels all over my body. He grabs my a** and makes his way up to my hips, then I feel him slide his hand under my shirt and make his way up to my b****ts. He squeezes them, I gasp when I feel his hands on my bare skin... it feels like pure bliss.

"D**n baby, why is it like this with you??" He ask breaking the kiss.

MORE MORE MORE... I NEED MORE  "I don't know I wish I could tell you." I say trying not to moan when I feel his hard big d**k press up against my stomach. My arousal spikes about 2 million percent ; I can barely f**kin breathe, I don't understand these feelings inside of me but I find my self soon trying to rip his clothes off so I can have skin to skin contact. Before I could realize what was happening we were both undressed. Sebastian went inside his MCM backpack and took out a c****m. 

He starts kissing me again while picking me up with pure determination in his green eyes, he walks over to the closet desk and sit me down on it without breaking the kiss. I glide my fingers all over his silky smooth back and feel his muscles flex. He breaks the kiss and I hear the rip of the foil package between our bodies, once he slides it on he makes his way down to my yoni and pushes my white lace thong to the side. He looks so mesmerizing the way he's looking at himself stroking my wet p***y, my cheeks start to heat up when I realize I was so unprepared for what's happening right now. 

F**k Leilani yo a** didn't even shave.

He doesn't seem to care though, he keeps stoking my p***y to where my legs start to shake uncontrollably. I'm wet as f**k, like Niagara Falls wet, I release a pain cry when his finger brushes over my throbbing pearl. 

"F**K ME! F**K ME RIGHT NOW !' I scream in my head.

"D**n shorty, You wet as f**k for me right now." Sebastian says in a low husky voice. He closes his eyes for a few seconds before he groans and pulls me roughly to the edge of the desk. I grip the sides of the desk to keep from falling off, but it also makes my excitement grow even more. I feel the tip of his d**k rub up and down between my thighs and my heart starts beating like crazy.

"Am I really going to lose my v-card like this?" I ask myself. "You f**kin right" I say to myself.

He grips me  my thighs and slams his d**k inside of me so hard I cry out in pain, my head falls back and my legs shakes uncontrollably around his waist. I feel a pinch of my hymen breaking and a throbbing pain soon comes afterwards. Sebastian quickly pulls all the way out and looks down at me. He's looking at me I see he's confused with a mixture of scared as well.

"Shorty, you a f**kin virgin?" He asks.

Maybe I should have told him. "Ummm.... well I-I-I'm not anymore." I say grabbing him and trying to push him back inside of me. He resists so I stop trying.

"Nah ma, I can't even do you like that shorty. You deserve better than this s**t." He says shaking his head.

"N***a it's to f**kin late for all that s**t so get out ya feelings, aight? So you better bring yo a** back over here and f**k me... Make this s**t memorable." 

"F**k." He looks so conflicted, but I don't give a f**k about none of that I need him to move or something to get rid of this ache I have in between my thighs because what we doing right now ain't cutting it for me.

"Look Sebastian, it's okay I wanted this and I still want it. I know you want it to so just please give me what we both need right now."

That seems to snap him out of whatever state he was in because he finally comes back over to me and grab my thighs and slides up inside of me painfully slow. He leans over me and wraps one of his arms around my back, I wrap my arms around his neck so I don't fall off this little a** desk. I close my eyes and whimper from the pain, I don't know what the pain is from.. Is it from the loss of my virginity? or his he to big?

"D**n, you aight lil mama? He ask pulling me closer, I can feel he's worried but the more he moves the less pain I feel and the more pleasure I feel. I don't want him to ever stop.

"Yes, just please don't stop." I say moaning.

I bite my lip trying not to moan and hiss because of the pain i'm feeling, but I can't help it and I keep clenching my thighs around his waist. He groans every time I do, it's the way he groans that makes me cry out and moan in pleasure. It makes me feel so good knowing I'm making him makes those beautiful sounds, once he starts going deeper I dig my nails into his skin.

"GOD, OH MY F**KIN GOD." I moan.

"This ain't God shorty." He says. He holds me tighter and starts going faster while switching his angle. I have to suck in a deep breathe to keep myself from screaming at how good this s**t feels. I feel myself climbing higher and higher to my very first o****m and it feels good to know it won't be by my own hands. It feels even better knowing that it's my actually mate that's making me feel likes this and giving it to me. I feel so many emotions awake inside of me, I resist the urge to rest back on my elbows and look up at him in his eyes and touch all over his rock hard chest. I notice he has tattoos all over his chest but I can't seem to focus on his chest to make out what they are.

He looks down at me with and intense stare that makes my body shudder. Everything inside of me feels ten time fold, I feel so tense and tight but this doesn't feel like when I make myself c*m.. This feeling, this feeling is more.

"PLEASE." I cry out as I close my eyes and feel the build up reaching it's peak. "That ....." I don't get to finish my sentence because my o****m rips through me and tears me apart inside and out. I can only tighten my walls around his d**k as I try not to scream out and get us caught. I feel him slow down as I ride out my o****m, when does that only heightens and prolongs it. His strokes are deadly.. So long and so deep that I lose my mind with the way he making me feel right now.

"D**n Baby, I swear I don't want to stop. Yo s**t feels to good. I hear him say before he kisses me.

"I wonder if he f**ks and talk to Breanna like this." 

I start to feel guilty. "We should stop Sebastian this ain't right or fair to your girlfriend." I say.

"It's too late for that shorty.. I can't stop now and I know you don't want me to stop." He whispers against my lips and grabbing my b*****s, I arch my back... I feel so alive, I feel so much everywhere. I can barely function right now. I feel myself getting ready to c*m again. What the actual f**k

"Leilani, look at me when you are c**ming." He says so I open my eyes and see he's staring straight at me. "If we never get to do this again I want to remember how you look when I'm f**kin you and when you c*m."

All I can do is nod my head because I suddenly lose sense of time, place, who the f**k I am when I climax so hard it makes the room spin. He looks at me with his lips parted, his green eyes are hooded and then I see him make the most intense expression and grunts before burying himself deeper. I realize he's c***in as well. My stomach flutters then my it clenches in pain, so I grip his d**k so hard I swear I heard him breathe my name. 

At least it wasn't Breanna

Breanna... F**K! That thought alone makes me forget all about the pleasure he just made me feel and feel rage build up inside of me. He bends down and tries to kiss me but I move my head away.

"Sebastian this ain't right.. We shouldn't have done this, I don't think it's fair too Breanna." Mates or not we are so freaking wrong for this. 

Please don't say that." He says looking hurt.

"I'm sorry." I say pushing him back.

I suck in a sharp breathe once he pulls all the way out. I want to get up and run away as far as I can but the way my legs are set up, they feel like jello and are sore as h*ll. So I just sit on the desk for a couple of seconds until I can collect myself.

OH F**K ME.. there's blood all over the desk, how f**kin embarrassing.

I hear water running so I turn around and see Sebastian hold some paper towels under the water. He rings them out and come back over to me. "Here use these." He says and hands me the paper towels. I start wiping myself and the paper towels are so warm and soothing, I sigh and close my eyes as I gently wipe myself clean. For some strange reason the aftermath didn't hurt as bad as I thought it would.

"I'm so sorry Leilani, I wish you would have told me. I swear I wouldn't have done you like that... I mean for f**ks sake I took your d**n virginity.. Your f**kin virginity shorty."

"Shhh, You need to calm down before someone hears us." I say as I wipe the desk down. I feel so sorry for whoever seats in this seat.

"Look, one of these day you will be grateful it was you who took my virginity and not someone else. So just relax it's not that big of deal. Trust me."

"What the f**k you mean I'll be grateful me?" 

The bell rings as soon as I put my jacket on. "Look, I've already told you why." I say while picking up my backpack so I can leave. Something is holding me back so I turn and look to see Sebastian sitting on a different desk in only his jeans looking so sad. I want to run over to him and comfort him but I can't.

"Look, I won't be in school for a couple months. I can't really be around people, especially you. I can't really tell you why, but I mean if you somehow figure it out I will find a way to try and see you aight?'

"What the f**k does that mean shorty? Did this what we just did mean anything to you?" He says as he narrows his eyes at me.

"Yes it did mean something to me more than you know, Also it means...." I gasp and I feel a stabbing pain in my stomach. F**k I'm hungry and I need to eat ASAP. "I gotta go." I say as I run out of the door into the crowd of people. I quickly hop in the car and rip open my little cooler with the rest of the meat inside. there ain't much but f**k it, I rush to eat it all and I feel the hunger pains quickly go away. The meat I just had isn't going to last long before the pain is back, I ain't going to make it all the way home.

F**K, I'm going to have to call my parents. 

S**T S**T S**T