Now that was the answer to the questions I've been looking for, foryears.
I could never explain the voices in my head, and he just told me who they were. yes, I knew who they were. They were the ancestors that lives in me. They gave me the power of those before me and those I will join when I leave this place.
I always wondered what kept talking on in my head for years, now i understood.
I was in the lineage of the Alpha and I was the present one.
They were back again the voices were back again. I could hear them arguing in my head they were like a thousand different voices living in my head.
I couldn't bear this anymore. I just wanted to move, I just wanted to die I just wanted to stay away from this voices.
I never begged for this power, I never asked for it. It was forced upon me, this isn't what I wanted to be, I wanted a normal life but they didn't let me live the life I always wanted.
I could hear them back again, more like they were looking for a way out of this crap for me. why, I never begged them, I never asked for their help. All I needed was my head, all I needed was full control of my body.
Why me?? this was the question I asked myself for years, that was the most dominant thing in my head, and that was the question I never really got an answer to. I never asked anyone for this power, neither did I beg anyone for this responsibility. I was an innocent child coming to the world knowing nothing, but here I was at the mercy of some weird looking dude. I needed help quite alright, but not from the same people that destroyed my life.
"Look I understand with you, that was the same question I asked myself when I discovered what I was in, and that was the same reason why I decided I wasn't just going to sit back and watch them control me. I was going to do something unique. I was gonna get the Alpha and create a new reality, create everything from the scratch, from the very dawn of time, but this time around, you and I would be the leaders, no one will be able to come in our way, and I need you as much as you need me, stand with me and we'll do this together I can't do it alone I need to powers of time and with the alpha with me, we can change everything."
He was giving me an offer, an offer I didn't want to reject, an offer I was looking for all this years. sincerely I could do anything to get rid of the voices in my head right now, but something about it didn't feel right. like something about this guy wasn't right, and something about me wouldn't let me go. yes it was my mother I cant leave my mother back here and go away she was the only hope I had left in this life the only thing I held onto, the only thing that kept me alive all this years. My mother, and I was going to spend the rest of my life keeping and saving her no matter how long it took, no matter how hard it was, I was going to keep her safe and that was the only reason I wasn't getting the of the voices in my head with a chance in front of me.
They were back again, they started shouting, then all of a sudden everything was still, there was no noise in my head, every where was silent then I had a still voice, it was the one I had nickname The godfather, the one who control the rest of the voices. He was saying something to me, I tried my best to listen I concentrated all my brain nerves on him, he was telling me what to do.I had to time travel. He had told me this many times, but each time I tried it would drain my energy and leave me half Dead on the floor, but I wasn't going to fall here not in front of this guy, not today, but I guess that was the only thing I could do, it took the most out of me and it took a lot of focus and concentration I had to think deeply in order to be able to go back to the past. I close my eyes and thoughtof the year I was born and in the blink of an eye I was laying on my back, somewhere in the sands of time.
"Well done kiddo, you made it. Now all you have to do is stop your self from dying"
My vision was becoming blurry, it was gradually fading away. Yes, that was the power draining every last bit of energy from me.

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