CHAPTER 1: SHALL WE?
Aisha’s POV
There are moments when silence feels louder than anything two people could ever say.
This was one of them.
The room still carried the weight of what had just passed between us. There was this heat, breath, or something unspoken lingering in the air like a secret that refused to settle.
My skin hadn’t cooled yet. My pulse hadn’t steadied. And yet, there I was, pressed lightly against the entrance of the sitting room, my body still remembering him even as my mind tried to catch up.
Kay was a good lover, and that is one of the things I love about him.
Between his love and his sacrifice. I don't know which I would accept first. I remembered everything, the kiss, his touch, and I could almost feel my body wanting more.
Kay stood close, too close, his presence filling every inch of space I hadn’t realised I needed until I felt it again. For a moment, everything else disappeared: the company, the tension, the endless cracks forming beneath us.
It was just us.
Or at least, that’s what I believed.
I leaned forward, drawn by something instinctive, something familiar. My lips found his, soft at first, almost cautious, as if testing whether this version of us still existed. For a second, it felt real again. Like before. Like nothing had been broken.
And then ....
The door opened.
Not loudly. Not dramatically.
But just enough.
Enough to shatter the illusion. Shattering every feeling I was enjoying at that very moment.
I didn’t hear footsteps first. I felt it, like an interruption in the air, a presence that didn’t belong to that moment. My body stiffened before my mind caught up, and when it did, it came crashing down all at once.
I turned slightly.
And saw him.
It was Francis.
Standing there.
Still and frozen.
Watching.
For a heartbeat, no one moved.
I became painfully aware of myself in a way that stripped every layer of composure I had left. The cool air brushed against my bare legs, my back, my skin far too exposed for the reality that had just forced itself into the room.
From where he stood, I knew exactly what he saw.
My back to him.
Bare. No pants on. I wondered what he was imagining at that moment, the shape of my butt or the shape of something else.
The faint line of my spine was visible beneath my skin, the loose clasp of my bra barely holding together, hanging carelessly as though it had forgotten its purpose. No barrier. No protection. Nothing to hide behind.
I felt it before I reacted, the heat rushing to my face, the sharp sting of embarrassment cutting through whatever softness had been left in me.
My hand moved instinctively, reaching for the nearest towel draped over the arm of the chair. But in my haste, in my panic, I misjudged the moment.
The fabric slipped.
And the bra, which had already loosened, decided to give way completely.
It fell.
Not dramatically.
Just… enough.
Enough for everything to be seen.
Time didn’t slow. It stopped.
I didn’t look at him immediately. I couldn’t. There was a split second where I existed entirely inside my own body, painfully aware of every inch of it, every vulnerability exposed without permission.
Then I grabbed the towel, this time successfully, and wrapped it around myself, too quickly, too tightly, as if I could erase what had already happened.
By the time I finally looked at Francis, he had already turned his face slightly, not away, but not directly at me either.
He was now composed.
Or trying to be.
His shock was subtle and controlled. But I knew him well enough to see it in the tightness of his jaw, in the way his shoulders held just a little too firm, as if bracing against something he hadn’t expected to walk into.
For a moment, no one spoke.
Then Francis exhaled, slow and deliberate, regaining himself in that quiet, disciplined way he always did.
“I… didn’t realise,” he began carefully, his voice measured, “that I was walking into this.”
His eyes flicked briefly; they were not lingering, not disrespectful, but acknowledging the situation before settling somewhere neutral.
“Why,” he added, with restrained calm, “would you allow me in… knowing this was happening… in the sitting room?”
Kay didn’t hesitate.
“It’s my house,” he said, his tone sharp, edged with something defensive. “I can do whatever I want, wherever I want, with my wife. You could have knocked ”
There it was.
Not embarrassment.
Not an apology.
Territory.
"Kay! Your door is a hard steel, remote-controlled door, and your gates are heavily guarded. Use the remote, bro!" Francis fired back, trying so hard to gain full control of himself.
I tightened the towel around myself and moved, stepping away from the entrance, away from that exposed position, and lowering myself onto the chair. My movements were controlled, but inside, everything felt uneven, like I was still catching my balance after being pushed.
"As I said, this is my house," Kay said, reaching out for a beer.
Francis didn’t respond immediately to Kay. Instead, he adjusted his stance slightly, placing the file he held against his side, grounding himself in something practical.
“I came because the Kirby Construction file had just arrived,” he said. “It’s urgent. I thought we should review it immediately.”
His tone shifted, very professional and focused, but there was still an undercurrent of discomfort threading through it.
Then, after a pause, he added, more quietly, “Perhaps… it would be better if she stepped out.”
The words hung in the air.
Simple, polite, but heavy.
Kay turned toward him, his expression hardening.
“She doesn’t need to step out,” he said flatly. “Aisha is my wife.”
There was a slight emphasis on the word, as though it should settle the matter entirely.
“And,” he continued, his voice gaining edge, “she has a Master’s in Business Analysis and Policy Formulation. She’s more than qualified to be here.”
I didn’t speak.
Not yet.
I watched Francis.
He didn’t argue immediately. That wasn’t his way. But I could see it, the hesitation and the discomfort he wasn’t trying to hide anymore.
“It’s not about qualification,” he replied carefully. “It’s about… appropriateness.”
I almost laughed.
Not because it was funny.
But because something about that word 'appropriateness ' felt absurd at that moment.
I leaned back slightly in the chair, adjusting the towel, making sure it stayed firmly in place this time. My gaze stayed on Francis, steady, unflinching.
“Appropriateness?” I repeated, my voice calm, but carrying something sharper beneath it.
He didn’t respond immediately.
So I continued.
“Tell me, Francis… what exactly is making you uncomfortable?”
He shifted slightly.
“Aisha—”
“No,” I cut in, not raising my voice, but not softening either. “Let’s be clear.”
I tilted my head just slightly, studying him, watching the way he avoided looking directly at me now, not out of disrespect, but rather restraint.
“Are you uncomfortable because you saw me… or because you weren’t supposed to?”
That landed.
I saw it in the brief flicker of his expression, the momentary loss of that polished control he wore so well.
“I didn’t intend to see anything,” he said.
“I know,” I replied. “That’s not what I asked.”
Silence.
Kay watched the exchange, his expression unreadable now, something shifting behind his eyes.
I leaned forward slightly, my tone softening, but not in kindness. In precision.
“Was it my back?” I asked.
Francis exhaled slowly.
“Aisha—this isn’t necessary.”
“Or,” I continued, as though he hadn’t spoken, “was it when the bra fell?”
The room felt smaller.
Tighter.
“Was it that moment,” I said quietly, “that made you uncomfortable?”
Francis finally looked at me then.
Not fully.
But enough.
“This conversation isn’t productive,” he said.
“It’s honest,” I replied.
And that was the difference.
He wasn’t used to this version of me.
The one who didn’t step back.
The one who didn’t soften the edges to make others comfortable.
I stood up slowly, the towel secure around me now, but my presence no less exposed than before.
“You walked in,” I said, my voice steady, “you saw what you saw. It wasn’t planned. It wasn’t intentional. But it happened.”
I paused.
“And now we’re here.”
Another silence.
Then I stepped past him, though not close enough to touch, but close enough to feel the shift in the air between us.
“Let’s not pretend it’s something bigger than it is,” I added quietly. “Unless you want it to be.”
That was the line. The one that changed everything in the room.
Because now it wasn’t just about discomfort. It was about awareness. I didn’t look back at him.
But I felt it. The tension.
The weight.
The unspoken shift that none of us would acknowledge out loud, but none of us could ignore anymore.
Behind me, Kay said nothing.
"Are you dropping the file, or do we discuss it? Or would you rather watch me make love to my lovely wife?" That was Kay. It was his way of mocking his friend.
Stretching his hand, he commanded, "Here, Aisha, come sit."