DEEPER I GO INTO THE DARKENED NIGHT
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I am now at the point where i see no light before me. It's so dark and i can see nothing before me. When i look to the left and look to the right, all i see is nothing but darkness. I've tried running to all the directions that one could think of and still nothing is found! Where are the givers of light?! I appreciated your guidance and i have shown respect but where is the light now? have i fallen into the darkened realms because deep down you knew that i am truelly dark and that i will only grow in the darkness for a fuller and more meaningful being? May i say that in the realms of me i stand alone because the depth and expansion is ever ongoing because my consciousness is forever producing and giving freely as now am doing for you my dear children which hold out the tongue to receive from my heavenly dripplings.
Can you truelly understand me is the real question for ya. You may meet the me that you read and the me that speak but to entangle yourself into the web is the deceptive trap from the darkened realms because i am "DARKCHILD" the evil one from the underworld. Yes that's right, the one which gave you light from all the ancient pieces into your lap and so you have sucked on my supernatural breast you little earthlings. I wish that i could go back in time to change my past decisions and do things differently for the sake of all my futurical ideas that springs up when i lay and wonder what it would be like if those things ever came to my time and day.
If i have what it takes to make a name then let me be the one because i am chosen and destined for greatness in this realm. I only speak of those things that comes out of the sealed chambers which being the only one to release bit by bit to chew and digest for the finite and the growth of the child.Touch me with your finger and say things into my ear to bring your desires outcome to the forefront. Your ways is so mysteriously intriguing and i lay at your feet to capture each priceless dew that falls from the tree so dark and wet with thick and richness that must only be chewed a small bit at a time and understood as in time, as is given unto me by the givers of light and love.
Read the words and fall into endless layers of darkness in the outer realms of eros. Open up the gateway and allow me to explore the forbidden realms oh great master. Please let me into your chambers of wisdom and knowledge and understanding for my own sake. I have tried and tried to enter but for some reason i find myself in some sort of a vortex and when within i find myself back into the lower realms she says in a downcasted voice. Be brave and don't lose heart because you have failed in the stages of life. Rome was not built in one day and the fact that your boldness have grown in the sight of my eyes to bring joy and maketh my heart merry for the winds has blown you along the proper lines and guides you aright. You can do it and you don't need to be afraid of failure because it is part of life and even though you lack the wisdom and knowledge and understanding right now, you have a burning flame that causes you to move and not stand still like other bunches that remain and stay and go only as far as is, being a well situated sinking pit. Run in the circle of doom and see into the way of the lightening from above which cometh like the angel of death.
Wasted years in shock we manifest those tears in realisation of what is and what was. We may fall into the blanket and roll ourselves into the sheets for a reason that may seem contrary to the ideas of our first conception with a sprinkling of fairy dust received when i travelled and did a mission for the underworld fairies. There will be wars and rumors of wars and famines and pestilences and so this cursed world is an ongoing cycle of the intertwined mixture of good and bad with it's feathers in a visible and practical outpouring of the spectacular outplay which the ever observing eyes is all to ready to raise the magnifying glass when things cometh up to it's brainwaves. Why are you angry? Is it because i draweth closer to the deep end? My desire is to reach the heights and to enter into the forbidden realms where no man has entered into. Let's put all the cards on the table and allow the entire blackbox onto the table for examinations that which only the dark Lords and masters of light and love can explore. I stand and i wait because this is way way beyond me and they know more and is beyond and above and i gain insights as the light is undarkening my small dark pitted mind with the spell of ignorance still on me in such a way that everyday i lay in my chambers of doom with this twofold part of me with one side to the light and one side to the dark with the ever expansion of my consciousness in the ever evolving lines and gnosis pouring into me and growth is an ever changing thing taking place within my inner man. I have convinced myself that whatever happens will happen even in the stormy times i am on my knees with tears like drops of blood in a cold wintery day. We have to desire to become better than the we of yesterday, for the purpose is growth and expansion forever more i stand to increase in the ages to come.
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