DEEP CALLS UNTO DEEP

Every way in the way is a bright light that leads into a far country, the light shines into the darkened sky, for further i pray would i ever see beyond this day. Make way for me oh Lord, let me see into the future today, i long for the day that i know what lies ahead because my visions brings grief to my soul because i am perplexed and i know not whether it will come to fulfill what it produced and if it merely exists as some ideas and thoughts and shall it stay forever more? Make time for me, mommy make time, why do you always treat me like a child when you know that my measure has increased and my voice has broken? please heed unto my cry, for i am not a child! she looks at me and says that i am a child and lessons have not been learned and my ears is wet with immaturity and i may have many years to come if i am spared and lucky to see new numbers unfold every year. I think that i should respect her and her ways, for i am well assured that she loves me. A mother ever so caring and loving is a good thing to see and know. Begin to understand that we have a pattern here, see, look, touch, feel whether you can touch the untouchable. the world that we live in are two worlds. The physical world and the Spiritual world are very real and very much mysterious. I may not have the answer to every question but a direct revelation from Holy Writ has brought comfort to my soul on why we are here and what we must do if we want to path this earth and go to be in heaven someday. What is love? I sit as a man child, thinking, why have i not found it yet? my mom and dad said that i must be patient and continue to pray about it, but everyone else seems to be getting married. It feels so unfair that i am still a single man with desires and hopes and dreams that just doesn't come to the surface of reality. Why does this happen to some people? why can't we all go thru the same obstables in every detail simultaneously at the same time? would we understand one another better? or will we yet find way to eliminate one another because the reality is real differences between us and so shall we maintain it until death do us part. Sink deeper into the pit, we shall all stand before the God of the bible someday and we shall give an account of every deed and word. I believe in seeking peace with all men because it is better to live in a world where there is more peace than violence. I may share a piece with you and you may be glad today but tomorrow you'd wanna take me out because your desire was not met and i have fallen into your path on that unfortunate day. Oh great one, you truelly loved us all when you sent your only begotten Son to die on the cross for our sins. Repeation is good for human beings, like babies that needs milk and food to grow. I'd like to have a kid someday, but only with the one that i truelly love. I seek the kind of love where no obstables or waters or any life crises can quench it. It must stand the test of time and produce from the start to the end without fail. I am perhaps no different but unique in my own way, so may i say that i will find and rightly so i believe but God willing for length of days is not in my hands. Enduring unto the end of my time is no easy task for me. I am constantly in a cycle of the mere winds that blows from the highs and lows from beneath and beyond the unseen forces. Why did the wind blow me to and fro? Am i so weak and blinded by my physical sightedness? I pray and long for the day to go beyond this uncertain bubbles that floats like lofty castle before my very eyes. I am gonna make this pain from within my chest burst and break the silence of my once flowery teapot on the night stand of westchesters knee deep sunken sweat. Marvel not at my deepness in the pitch black darkened eyelashes of the black scarecrow that stands so mysterious in each coming and going seasons of the years. May they which stand in the watery places plant each seed in an orderly fashion for each one teach one for the sake of wisdom, knowledge and experience in life's realities to push the mere ignorance of the fruitless womb into the birth giving teachers we now beheld in the classrooms today. Hooray! Hooray! to the gnosis of today. Educate me oh great masters of the seas, make wet my understanding with dripping honey from the fountains from beyond the here and now. Do not think that i am come to leave you high and dry, i am come to put my claws of wisdom and press my nails of knowledge into your brain and allow a portal to open up into your brain while i magically pour into your folder the finite scope of my choice for the greater good of your well being. I know exactly how much to give and how much to take away my dear child from beneath. For if i say eyes open, your eyes will be opened and you shall receive the brief light that i have given you my little one. Now free yourself from all that which you have learned so far by way of your passing by what you have thought to be the light factories of the literature in the dark realms for now.