What Vyrion Believe
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His partners?
partners...?
now he lost it.
"you know you also don't have logic explain why your opinion is true, right?" corale ask, put high defensive not to let tiny hope crack into her deep heart.
"i can't argue about that," vyrion simply says with closed eyes, thinking deeply what happened past days, "i have strong feeling about you."
strong feelings?
"remember our night talk before i drank antidote?"
he remembers!
"yes."
"the truth is ... i remember our time include our first meeting. still ... my feeling haven't change," he explain in sense calm, "that's why i hesitate. i afraid i betray my love for vordelia. i keep shut my mouth, keep telling myself: is this right? i fall in love at two women at the same time?"
he so frustrated even thinking to drank the truth potion again to erased this feeling. corale desperate voice is the one who stop him doing it, not vordelia.
"when i sense your power, is strike me like bullet. maybe what i feeling for you is what i feeling for vordelia," vyrion continued, "you are my lost love. because to tell the truth, that truth potion effect is to awaken what we been feeling, deep feeling who lay on our heart."
"vyrion ..." corale didn't know what to say. she think he didn't care about her anymore, but he been thinking her, their relationship. mostly he heart is torn between her and vordelia, "i ... i ... when we first meet, my body act weird, longing for you, something i don't understand."
"anything else?"
corale really shy talking about her personal feeling, but since vyrion honest to her right now, she dedicated doing the same, "i felt weird needing to stay close to you. i thought because i'm so lonely, didn't have friends back in my hometown. now, maybe that is start my crush on you." as she finished says that, she covered her red face with her hands.
so embarrassing.
"thank you for saying all this," vyrion says, "i still don't know what happened with vordelia to confirm my speculation. you want to help me this time, right?"
help him meaning dreaming about his memories.
her heart will be break again seeing him being intimate with vordelia.
but...
if what vyrion think is true ...
she's vordelia ... then she shouldn't feeling all blue.
still...
her and vordelia appearance really different. just their color eyes is the same.
"is not like i control my dreams, if that dream appear again, there's nothing i can do beside watch," corale explain, then turn around shyly, "just hope not sexy dream again."
vyrion cheek heat up too. since she dream that, that become his memories now, "yeah, i don't want to see my s*x life." even sweet love making.
"please don't say anymore," corale really embarrassed right now.
vyrion turn away, hiding his embarrassed as well, "let's hope not."
corale awkwardly plays the tip of her shoe to the floor. and she hold her breath when felt his arm around her body, tenderly embracing from behind.
"even it's happen i'm okay too, because i'm doing it with you," vyrion whispered hotly on her ear.
"you so sure i'm vordelia," corale says, his warm breath took her voice away, she can only whispered too, "what happen if i'm not her?"
he betrayed his love life.
"what i believe is based what i feel, see, and you feel towards me," vyrion explained, "i knew vordelia gone, but i believe she reincarnation, and is you."
"vyrion ..."
"don't you feel something when i touch you?"
yes.
corale have a strange argue to touch more.
"there's something i want to try but not sure you want it," vyrion says.
corale suddenly curious what is it, "you can tell me."
instead answer with words, vyrion choose to touch her lips with his finger.
corale cheek heated up again.
no way.
"remember your promise?"
corale refused to say anything, but didn't stop him turn her body around facing him. she immideately look away, unable to meet eye.
"you say something i'm not myself. now i'm vyrion you knew."
"that promise contract already over, vyrion~" corale playfully reminds him, hiding away her shyness.
vyrion let out tiny laugh, before serious again, "what about you want then? want to do it?"
corale refused to answer this either.
"should i seduce you?" vyrion voice become mischievous.
"please no." just thinking that makes corale blushing madly, "i just ... not so sure myself. i afraid i'm not vordelia."
she felt like she home-wrecker if getting physical contact with vyrion if turn out she not vordelia.
"i just messing with you," vyrion says, "just go to sleep, corale."
maybe tonight dream could answer more their question.
***
from vyrion perspective
***
vyrion let out long breath.
this is it.
the trial to become human.
so he can be with vordelia in next life.
vyrion excited and nervous at the same time. he don't know how many steps he should faced to passed the trial.
people tells him that trial is so hard, almost nobody failed or change their choice become human.
but vyrion already prepared all this time.
a hundred years have passed, vordelia is still waiting for them so they can be together.
"lord vyrion!"
vyrion turn his head a bit, "vega?"
"i heard the news, so i been searching for you," vega says, "so this is it then?"
"yes." vyrion hate saying goodbye, thats why he refused to tell vega the day he participate trial, "you'll be fine without me. you grow so much."
vega already tear up hear vyrion saying.
"h-hey, this is not goodbye," vyrion trying to cheer her up, but failed terribly, she started sob! "now you making me hesitate to participate this trial." he really bad express his feeling to someone he care about, sometimes people mistake him to be cold type.
"i'm just sad," vega nearly choked out told that, "but i knew you love for vordelia is so strong."
"can't say that with people watching over us," vyrion clear his throat to make her realize they in public place, "anyway, you'll be watching over us in future. i see not so much difference." although, he can't see her since he became human later.
"i know, i'm just sad!" vega reiterates the reason.
vyrion stay silent for moment, "if you say so. later."
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