SHATTERED IN LOVE

It was a normal boring day.... I was laying in bed, Treating myself with junk food and was constantly thinking about my boyfriend , the love of my life and that’s when my phone rang. It was Sarah's call, she is one of my closest friends from last three years, and she always finds a way to cheer me up. I picked her call… "Hey babe what are you doing, she asked! " Nothing, just lying on my bed and watching Movie" I replied …. “Okay, so I called you because Paul and I are going to a party at Mason's place tonight, and we want you to join us, we'll pick you up”, she said excitedly yayyyy partyyyy I will come… I answered with excitement! My (P.O.V - Point Of View):- I am totally a party person, this will be so much fun! "I wanted to ask you something important just tell me or I will kill you", she told me threateningly :/ Ah jeez What happened??? I asked with a confused look … "What should I wear to the party, you know Paul will be there?", She asked umm you should wear something cute or sexy, I am sure you'll look good in anything I have to go now; my mom is calling we will discuss this later and I hung up. I was excited to see mason and I also felt tired, so I went to sleep I am Yennifer knightly… I live in Victorville, California., with my mother... my parents are divorced, and I have no siblings about my dad what should I say I just don't like him. He makes our life living hell, i m happy he is not with us … And my mom, she is a sweetheart, she is introvert in nature but loves me a lot. I am a college going student, I studied from Azusa Pacific High, I have completed my schooling and now i m pursuing my graduation from University but I have no plans … I am home sick and lazy by choice I don't like waking up early in the morning and working hard to fetch my goals that's totally not my thing I love playing guitar as a hobby, spending time with my boyfriend and partying with my friends. I'm just a kiddish girl who lives in her LALA LAND, who thinks she is the most beautiful girl and Some prince charming would come in her life and will take her to another world …in the world there would only three things exist- love, romance, loads and loads of s*x and eventually, I found that perfectly imperfect love 5 years ago in my school…. Right now, I’m 19 and my boyfriend Aiden. He is 23 and a rich businessman. He is my bae we both love each other so much; he means the world to me. He is the most loving person I have ever met; he is perfect inside out. But sporadically, he is acting weird and becomes very possessive , but there was a time when I was a hundred times more possessive than him, now I am cool but whatever bad happened between us, we always find a way out, and I know He loves me, I love him too, and I can't destroy my relationship so I’m trying to fix myself I am not interested in any guy apart from my boyfriend like yes, maybe I will have small crushes on someone but nothing more…. In the Evening- Holy s**t I overslept, I woke up Sarah is going to kill me for sure. So I went straight to the washroom to take shower.. I was getting ready for the party… I was also thinking about Mason. He has invited me to his place. blood rushed into my head only the thought of him being interested in me made me feel weak inside, something was pulling me closer to him. Something I can't define, well nevermind ... What should I wear to the party, I wanted to wear something sexy. Then… I wore a beautiful body fit little red dress which would perfectly fit on my curves, accentuating them even further, for the 19-year-old, I got a bosom that any other girl would envy of. I opened my straight medium hair and applied some lipstick. I wanted him to notice me but why?? like why I care when I already have a boyfriend I only do this when… ahh let it be! Alright, let's get this over with … Paul and Sarah came to my house to pick me up “Looking so good I am impressed” Paul said to me in a mischievous tone! “I always look good”, I retorted back with a smile you look good too Sarah Paul said ... "Thank You! I am glad you noticed", Sarah replied. After a while, I was at the party with Sarah, Paul, and Mason... that was the time I noticed Mason, He wore a white body fit shirt with a blue ripped jeans i can clearly see his abs outside from his shirt. he looked so hot and attractive. we all were having fun. I came a bit closer to him… He took a deep breath and raised his one eyebrow while he gently examined me with a playful smile so.” how's your school” I asked … ”I haven't seen much, but it's nice" he said with a devilish smirk ..... Let's get drunk, Paul said “I don't want to drink, You guys carry on” I said awkwardly… " What is this Yennifer, just try it", Sarah said forcefully … before I could speak mason came up with a defensive tone and said, "don't force her" also he handed me a mocktail instead of a cocktail... He told me that "it's completely fine if you want to avoid drinking" …. I said yeah thanks… “Who wishes to join me for a dance", Paul asked "No need to ask me twice", I said while my legs are on the floor then we started dancing, It was fun… but Mason was just enjoying his drink in the corner of room. Sarah and Paul shared a history as they dated few months ago, but now they are not together anymore but somehow manged to be friends again . She always wanted to make Paul jealous with mason … Because she still has feelings for Paul. Mason does Know about Sarah's plan … And about me, I am having great time with my friends, but I want some alone time with mason, I don't know why. When Sarah started dancing with Paul I needed some fresh air, So, I went to other room which is Mason's room. as I entered in his room, I looked around. He is one of the most popular yet bad boy in school, I was expecting that his room will be a mess instead of that his room was very clean even cleaner than mine .his room is not so big but still, it's looking pretty cool the bed is right by the door, there are four pillows and a brown blanket on his bed there is a big painting in front of his cosy bed, a soft couch and also balcony outside his room with a beautiful view. I went straight to the balcony I was enjoying the view, a cold wind was blowing that was touching my face… Seeing mason coming towards me, I smiled mischievously and turned towards him, then I told him in a childish way “baby where were you … I missed you so much” ;) and he started laughing, I always tease him. He is a High School kid and Sarah's best friend they are classmates, I heard some noises, I thought his mom was coming, so I kissed mason on his cheek… Again, just to tease him more but this time, He was amazed yet smiled romantically then he came closer to me and whispered in my ear, "I really wanted to kiss you” he said with an intense look. my heart was breathing quickly. "Only if it's okay to u you" he asked, "Kinda okay"I answered him quickly, in my mind I was thinking hell yeah ugh knees just hold me…Softly he slowly rubbed his fingers on my back pulling me closer to him, it made a shiver ran down my spine, He stared at me with a long gentle expression in his eyes. His other hand held my cheek while moving his thumb slowly up and down, I took a long deep breath while biting my lip. I promised myself that I will never do this to Aiden but His lips are seemed so soft and like they are meant to be mine.. Both of our heartbeats were beating crucially fast not because of fear that I have a boyfriend, but because of pleasure and lust. I felt safe, like nothing could destroy this moment. This moment at 4 am, Suddenly I hear some footsteps coming inside the room … "Erm we apologize for interrupting you two lovebirds, but we have to go", Paul said with a confused look. Sara's's P.O.V. -This wasn't supposed to happen! How could she do this? My P.O.V—why does this feel so awkward, I didn't even Kiss him He was just holding me tightly and we were just looking at each other intensely... But, is it morally correct to be with someone else? Am I really being the b***h here? God! I shouldn’t have come to this party. I knew some this was amiss. Hope, I can put this behind "Yes, morons you just disturbed our little romantic moment", mason replied while pulling his eyebrow… Ah! I was just kidding it's not what it looks like we were just having fresh air then He walked into his room ignoring me like I didn't even exist there… Running away from embarrassment, I went outside his house with Paul and Sarah. They drove me home, in our way we all were silent, Sarah looked so pissed. I didn’t understand why and when I reached home I went straight to my bed I was hell tired also I wasn't in a right state of mind to think about anything whatever that has happened, so I closed my eyes and drifted into a slumber sleep... In the morning, My head was pounding due to lack of sleep, and I was confused. All i could think of was Mason... Why am I thinking too much about him? Did I really do anything wrong just by visiting my friends party? Can a girl can’t even have some time out for herself when her boyfriend is ignoring her texts like she never existed? What happened last night was that I was about to kiss someone I barely know... in my defence, I liked him and Now that I am fully awake, I should stick on to the fact that, I am a committed girl, I have a boyfriend what I was doing? what did it mean to me? what did it even mean to Mason? What is going on between us... Damn! I will go mad with this thought of remorse. For gods’ sake! I didn’t do anything wrong!!! Why did he just ignore me, I am not weak ,I never have been but I guess you Mason , you make me weak, you show me some unexpected hopes and lies that can never come true, and it feels like I am getting wrapped in them like never before, I don't know why is this happening to me… … Deep down I knew it was going to happen eventually. When I cast my eyes on him for the first time, I knew this hot guy would be a troublemaker for me…that night was just the beginning of something big, It all started from where I first saw him.........................