Alpha Dax - My mate has a son!

Chapter 2

“How could this happen to me?” I screamed as I took the last gulp drink I ordered. I shouldn’t have allowed Mary bring her cousin to the party, atleast this would have made me live in my carefully planned fantasy for a little bit. The hair I spent so much styling was now sticking out in different directions and I was here sitting at a local pub, far away from home trying to drown myself in alcohol while Shawn was somewhere with his mate. The thoughts alone made me want to smash the glass against the wall and scream my heads off.

People have been staring at me here and I don’t care, I probably looked like a crazy woman with all her hair out and mascara smudged from all the crying I’ve done, I have ordered way more than any drink I can take tonight and I still keep ordering for more. I just wanted to be numb, I didn’t want to feel anything anymore. It was crazy and I can’t keep up with the pain. I needed to let it out.

I don’t know where my phone was, I probably threw it away somewhere and everything else in my bag. The bartender came to my table with another set of newly mixed drinks and I flash him a toothy grin whic he returned with a smile of his and a mock salute. Going home from here tonight would just make matters worse when I can go to bed with a total stranger. f**k the moon goddess for pairing my mate with someone that’s not me. She did this to me intentionally, the b***h was a bastard. I would never trust her anymore, I was done with this fate nonsense.

“I’m glad we both share something in common. Our hate for the moon goddess.” Someone said and I jolted. I didn’t realize i wasn’t sitting alone anymore and I didn’t know when this person came close to me. My instant reaction was to recoil but I remembered I wasn’t the old me anymore. For anyone cares, my old life has been tossed out. I was no longer the Luna to be, Shawn’s Nate already took that. I was just the daughter of the pack doctor and one who didn’t have a mate at eighteen. Sad stuffs.

I reached out to pick my drink and the man beat me to it. He grabbed it and he took a gulp before he dropped it back. I was so mad because why would he do that to me, this was my drink and I have no idea why he was taking it like it was his. I didn’t want to say anything tonight anymore, so I just stood up. I was going to sit at another table and drink more drink.

“I thought we were friends now, why are you walking away from me?” He said and I hate to admit how deep his voice resonated inside my head. I turned to take a closer look at me and he looked so hot and scary at the same time. I don’t know how to put it but he looked like a man I don’t want to mess with yet he was so tempting. Like something I shouldn’t be doing but I totally want to do. It was crazy.

“We aren’t friends, I don’t even know you’re first name and you don’t know mine. I don’t want to be friends with anyone because they watch you get humiliated and THEY f*****g ENJOY IT TOO.” I screamed back at him and I realized I’ve gone too far. He didn’t even know me before and he shouldn’t be the one on the receiving end of my anger but I can’t help it.

“That makes it two things that we both agree on. The moon goddess is a total b***h and friendship are silly. So let’s find a new title.” He replied me with amusement clouding his features and I was getting pissed. This man seemed to be enjoying whatever it is that is happening here and he seemed to love it more too. I am too mad to do anything else.

“What do you say about me easing off those tension in your body and letting off those anger in a very nice way?” He asked and his voice suddenly dropped an octave lower. I was taken back by his boldness and Of course I found it hot. If anything, nothing is going according to plan in my life. I was saving myself for tonight with Shawn but that’s ruined already. What’s more to lose?

“What do you say to that?” He asked with a wink and I grabbed my drink from the table and I took a long gulp that left my throat burning. That’s exactly what I wanted and I enjoyed the way his eyes never left mine even while I was drinking. This man looked like the perfect distraction and I am going to take it. This is probably one of the most stupid thing I’m going to do in my life but I don’t really care. I would do the whatever he says and I would leave regrets for morning.

“Your place or mine?” I leaned in before whispering despite knowing that my place was a no go area and mom would probably kill me if she finds out that I’m about to go to bed with a stranger I’ve barely spoken to for ten minutes and I’m about to give myself to him. Anyways, this is a new me and I don’t really care what mom or anyone thinks at this point. Shawn and his mate can really go f**k themselves.

“Actually, I have a better suggestion. A cabin up in the woods, a nice place for you to let out all those pent up s****l urges and you can scream as loud as you want. That’s better in my opinion.” He replied and I was starting to have second thoughts. Maybe I should have just ignored him. What if he kills me in the woods and my mom finds my body. I look at him again and I made my decision. He looks too hot to kill anyone and he’s probably going to be a one time thing, we would never see each other again if we are being honest. I just wanted to live tonight as it is, we would focus on tomorrow when it comes.

“The cabin sounds great and yes you’re right, I really need to release some anger and steam.” I whispered back and that seemed to be the go ahead that he needs. He walked to the bartender to make payment for the drinks while I wait for him to come back. Tonight would change the whole game, I can feel it. Tonight definitely didn’t go as planned but I have a feeling it would be better.

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We barely made it inside the cabin before we started kissing, he had kept his hands on my thigh all through the ride from the bar up to the cabin and I was dying for his touch already.

“Look at me baby, are you sure you want this?” He asked in a low voice and I’ve never been more sure of anything in my life. Do I want this extremely sexy stranger to f**k the hell out of me while I forget that my boyfriend has found his mate and I would not be the Luna of this pack like I have always dreamed? Yes! I nodded and he closed the door after us.

He pinned me to the wall before raising my hands up above my head. It’s seems our handsome stranger loves to be in control here. I’ve always been a good little girl so I’m going to give him just that without hesitation. I pushed out my chest a little bit and my boobs were sprawled in his face. I hear him curse under his breath before he kissed me squarely on the lips.

There was nothing gentle about the kiss and it was perfectly rough, I kind of love it. His free hands found the back of my dress fast and he unzipped the dress. He unhooked my b*a and I watched the way his eyes raked over my boobs in hunger. He released my hands before bringing them to cup mg breast.

“They are so beautiful mama. I could stare at them all day long.” He whispered and that turned me on more. The way his eyes darkened greedily and the way he couldn’t keep them off my chest made me feel more beautiful than I was. This man was going to do an amazing job making me escape the shitty reality that’s my life, I can’t wait.