The Lonely Girl

My name is Gabriella and this is my story. I am socially awkward and have no friends. The people I thought were my friends were fake and always wanted something from me. After 1 year of dealing with all this fakeness, I decided that I would close my walls and the person that I can be my true self around would be the closest to my heart. I thought that I would never be able to have any friends that I could be my true self around until he came around and stole my heart. I have had a crush on him for months but he is older than I am and I don't think he wants anything to do with me. Every time we text, I go back to read all the messages. He is the most real one ever. A lot of guys have asked me out but I declined them kindly because I don't believe I have a heart until my golden boy. I used to be so heartless until he came around and turned me into a softie really fast. The only time I felt emotions was when I listened to music. I hope the dreams I have about my crush come true.