The Alpha's Runt Mate (complete)

Chapter 8: Willa POV

Chapter 8: Willa

(Mature/s****l content warning)

Curiosity and a new sense of lust took control of me as I explored my handsome mate's body. He was fit and despite my disgust with Lucas I couldn't take my eyes or hands off Nate. He seemed surprised by my actions but I could not resist testing the boundaries he had made such a big deal of for my sake. I felt his erection pulsating under the material of his boxers. 

I was scared but I was even more curious. Could a p***s be pleasurable and not scary? My wolf was begging me to release it and find out. I very carefully tugged at the material and pulled the underwear from his legs. I felt him shake beneath me. He was breathing hard, holding back more moans. 

I stared at it for a moment. It was big. He was bigger than Lucas. The thought of that being inside me one day made me shake with both pleasure and pain. My wolf was screaming inside my head at this point so I just went for it. I spat into my hand and closed my wet fingers around it like Lucas had taught me and stroked it up and down. Nate moaned. "Oh goddess," he breathed out lowly with a growl. I picked up the pace of my strokes.

I wasn't ready for mating but I was ready to experience some pleasure instead of pain. My wolf gave me instructions on what to do. I thought I'd choke on my own saliva when she told me to touch myself while touching Nate. I looked to Nate wondering if I should ask him but he looked lost in the pleasure of my hand stroking him. I continued to touch him and then did something I'd never done before--I put my fingers to the place between my legs and gently rubbed. I felt tingles and a wetness seeping onto my fingers and panties. "Oh goddess," I muttered aloud. I hadn't planned on it. The next thing I knew Nate was watching me touch myself and him. He had lust in his eyes.

"I want you so bad right now," he said, his eyes flickering between black and blue. His wolf was coming to the surface. I hadn't met his wolf yet nor had he met mine. "I want you to continue. I want to watch you c*m," he said, his eyes pitch black. I was officially with his wolf. 

I hesitated but resumed touching myself. I brought my mouth to his p***s and told him to warn me before be ejaculated. The lustful wolf nodded. It was strange seeing my mate with black eyes. I heard him moan when my lips kissed the head and brought him into my mouth. I stroked the base and sucked on the head. I felt it grow in my mouth and his whole body shook with arousal. I felt my body become hotter and my heart racing. I felt my vaginal muscles clench and I moaned out loud. I let go of his p***s for a moment so I could enjoy the pleasure I was experiencing. After a few moments I breathed out and then licked his p***s up and down again. Within seconds he was telling me he was about to c*m. I had planned to pull away but decided to wrap my lips around the head and swallow it. It wasn't as terrible as when it was with Lucas. My wolf purred in contentment.

I licked the salty taste from my lips and turned back to look at my mate. His wolf was still in control. He leaned towards me, grabbing my chin, and said "That was wonderful, Little Mate." He gave me a quick kiss before he leaned back and seconds later his eyes were blue again.

"What happened?" He asked, genuine confusion in his baby blues. I stared. "Ummm...your wolf took over. I got aroused and gave you a blow job." He stared back at me, concern in his eyes, "What? Willa, oh my God, did he force you?!" I shook my head, "No, he was fine. It was my choice." I smiled, I liked that word. Choice. It had been my choice. "I even swallowed and didn't hate it," I stated proudly. He stared at me surprised. "Wait, so my wolf locked me out and I missed out on my first orgasm with my mate? Damn it!" I laughed at him and his dramatic reaction.

"Is an orgasm where your body heats up, clenches, and shakes?" He nodded. I felt my smile grow, "Then I had my first ever orgasm today! That was fun!" His jaw dropped open. "Are you saying my wolf did that too?" I shook my head, "No, my wolf instructed me on how to touch myself so it would feel good. He didn't touch me once, except when he grabbed my chin and kissed me." He fake cried "I missed Willa's first orgasm!" I smacked his arm. "It's okay because one day..." I felt embarrassed but he wasn't going to let me off that easy. He looked to me seriously. "One day what?" I felt myself blush as I said "One day soon we will mate and you'll give me a better orgasm. That's what my wolf says anyway." His eyes grew big and he licked his lips. "Can I kiss you?" He asked with longing. I nodded, "Yes, my dear mate you may." He brought his lips to mine and it felt amazing.