Chapter1
The ballroom lights blurred into a thousand stabbing crystals.
My emerald gown felt tighter with every breath, the vintage silk Caleb had chosen pressing against my ribs like a warning I hadn’t understood yet.
I stood on the dais beside him, hand in his, heart hammering as he raised our joined fingers for the entire pack and media to see.
“Tonight,” his voice thundered through the room, “we celebrate the bond that…”
The the double doors exploded open.
Whispers filled the hall.
Rain soaked wind rushed in. A woman in white staggered forward, pale gold hair plastered to her face, bruises blooming on her cheek, eyes wide and glassy.
“Sienna???”
Caleb’s grip slackened. Then vanished.
His scent changed in an instant sharp, feral, protective in a way it had never been for me. My wolf whimpered inside my chest, confused, clawing at nothing.
He moved before I could speak his name.
Long strides down the steps.
Through the parted crowd. He caught her as she collapsed, lifted her into his arms like she was made of glass.
Her head fell against his shoulder. He pressed his lips to her hair.
“You’re safe,” he rasped. “I’ve got you, baby.”
I’ve got you.
The words sliced through me cleaner than any blade.
He didn’t look back. Not once.
He carried her away, barking orders to the guards: “East suite. Doctor. Now. No one disturbs us.”
And the doors slammed shut behind them.
I stood frozen under the spotlight, alone on the dais, hundreds of eyes burning holes through the lace mask.
Whispers erupted like wildfire.
She’s back.
The true mate.
The contract is over.
Tears scalded behind my eyes. I ripped the mask off, lace tearing against my skin. The cool air hit my face, but it didn’t stop the shaking.
My wolf howled silently inside me hurt, betrayed, desperate. The bond I’d felt for three years stretched thin, then snapped like a thread pulled too hard.
I stumbled off the dais. Through the staring crowd. Down endless hallways. Into our bedroom his bedroom.
The contract sat in the drawer like it had been waiting for this moment. Permanent union. Luna title. I thought everything I’d believed was coming tonight.
Then…
My eyes snapped open.
Soft sunlight poured through massive floor to ceiling windows.
The sheets beside me were cold.
Caleb had already left for his workout or his calls.
I was lying in the master bedroom at Blackwood Villa.
My heart slammed against my ribs so hard I thought it might crack them.
It had been a dream.
A nightmare so vivid I could still taste the salt of my tears, feel the tear of lace against my cheek.
“f**k,” I murmured.
My hands trembled as I sat up, pressing them to my face.
Three years.
Three whole years of waking up in this life that still felt borrowed.
Three years since the crash, blank mind, no name, no past.
The dressing room door creaked open.
Caleb stepped out, adjusting cufflinks on a charcoal gray suit. Tall, broad shouldered, amber eyes already searching my face like he was looking for cracks.
“You’re awake,” he said, voice low and rolling.
I swallowed hard, the echo of his voice from the dream “You’re safe. I’ve got you” ringing in my ears.
“Good morning,” I managed, forcing the words past the lump in my throat.
He crossed to me, tucked a strand of silver blonde hair behind my ear. Fingers lingered. Possessive. Familiar.
“You look beautiful this morning,” he said softly. “Ravishing.”
The word hit different now.
I forced a smile.
“Thanks, Caleb,” I replied with a playful little shrug, trying to keep things light.
He didn’t smile back. Not fully.
“Wear the white Chanel suit today,” he said. “For the board meeting. And the pearls I bought you last month.”
I hesitated, fingers brushing the hem of my silk nightgown.
“The Chanel feels a little formal for a Tuesday, don’t you think? I was hoping to wear that silk wrap dress, the one we got in Paris.”
“The Chanel, Ella.”
His tone wasn’t harsh. But it was final.
The kind of voice that ended discussions. Alpha command wrapped in velvet.
“It suits you,” he added. “Makes you look distinguished. Elegant.”
It makes me look like a ghost, I thought.
But I didn’t say it.
I just nodded.
“Of course,” I said, tilting my head slightly, the small gesture of submission I’d perfected over the years. “Pearls and Chanel it is.”
I rolled my eyes with a teasing smile, hoping he’d loosen up.
He didn’t.
Just brushed his thumb along my jaw, a fleeting touch, before turning toward the door.
“Pack meeting first. Then the luncheon. Driver will be ready at eleven. Don’t be late.”
He paused.
“The elders are always watching. Looking for reasons to question you. The ‘woman without a pack.’”
His words carried a quiet warning.
“I’ll be perfect,” I promised softly. “Like always.”
He gave a slight nod and left.
The door clicked shut behind him.
And just like that, the room felt bigger. Emptier.
Blackwood Global headquarters rose like a blade of glass and steel against the city skyline.
As Caleb’s official “contract lover” a title the media loved to twist with envy and gossip I was expected to play the perfect role.
The soft to his sharp.
The grace beside his power.
At the luncheon, I sat beside him in the executive boardroom, smiling at all the right moments. Laughing lightly. Discussing the pack’s charity foundations with practiced charm.
To the world, I had it all.
Billionaire Alpha mate. Private jets. Designer everything. Untouchable protection.
But sitting there, in that stiff white suit, pearls cool against my throat, it all started feeling like a costume.
One that didn’t quite fit.
The elders were deep in conversation territory disputes, quarterly profits when it hit me.
A sudden wave of vertigo.
My hand trembled around the water glass.
Then a flash.
A dark, rain slicked road.
The sharp smell of blood and burning rubber.
A woman’s scream, raw, desperate, tearing through the night forest.
And eyes.
Cold.
Amber.
Staring down at me.
I gasped.
My free hand flew to my temple as the room spun.
“Ella?”
Caleb’s voice cut through the fog like a knife.
I blinked hard, pulling myself back.
Every pair of eyes in the room was on me.
Caleb’s hand gripped my arm, firm, protective, his Alpha aura flaring just enough to silence any whispers.
“I’m sorry,” I managed, heat rushing to my cheeks. “Just a dizzy spell. It’s warm in here.”
His gaze searched mine.
Sharp.
Suspicious.
For one brief second, I saw something flicker in his eyes.
Not concern.
Fear.
Not of losing me.
But of me remembering.
“My Luna is still recovering from her condition,” he announced, voice booming with authority.
No one dared question it.
“We’re ending the meeting here.”
The room cleared quickly.
When we were alone, he didn’t ask if I was okay.
He turned to me, jaw tight.
“Was it a memory?”
His voice was low. Controlled. But I heard the edge.
“I don’t know,” I whispered. “It was just a sound. A scream.”
He stepped closer.
Cupped my face in both hands.
Those amber eyes locked onto mine, and the pull hit me again, stronger than ever.
That deep, biological need.
I wanted him to mark me.
Claim me.
Make the emptiness in my head disappear.
“The accident was traumatic, Ella,” he said firmly. “Your mind is protecting you. Don’t go digging for things that will only hurt you.”
He pressed a kiss to my forehead, slow, deliberate.
Like he was sealing a promise.
“You have everything you need now. You have me.”
I nodded, leaning into his warmth.
“Okay, Caleb.”
I wanted to believe him.
I wanted this life to be real.
But as I caught my reflection in the dark glass of the boardroom window,
White suit. Pearls. Perfect hair.
I looked like a stranger.
Beautiful.
Polished.
Empty.
And deep down, in the quiet parts of my soul,
I knew.
The name Ella wasn’t mine.
It was just the one he gave the woman he pulled from the crash.
The one he decided would take her place.