Regrets of love
Goddess of Flower's POV
All my maids were running around to
protect me from losing all my magical powers,.....
I know I will not make it after using my last cultivation to bring my child to life,
I cried in pain, granting all my magical powers to bring to life a new born to the heavenly kingdom.
I cried out in pain, shouting in agony. My heart burns in regret knowing the only man I love and desire to spend thousand years with is getting married to my best friend, that drains out my strength, the heartbreak is refreshed.
I was called to myself when I heard Push after the count of three, one.... Two.... Three "said Rima my head maids", am tired I cried out, "my goddess" keep pushing, at this point all my maids come together using their magical power to support me bring to live the little goddess.
I couldn't imagine a day like this will come, that I will regret my words and action, but I had to protect him I say to myself, I needed to pay the price for his safety and am not regretting saving him but am regretting hurt him that much, I love him and I can't bear to live without him, life is meaningless without him in it,
"Guma" I really love you so much and he loves me even more.
I was lost in thought of him, his charming face, pointed noise, his smile rain down water, no wonder in his the God of water.
I remembered when he held my hands to profess his love to me,. our... our first kiss was the best thing that had ever happen to me...
The night we made love was magical, the chemistry between us was irresistible.
All the sweet moment was coming back to me in a flash, i still remembered how his hands runs through my hair tucking them behind my ears.....
I smiled in awe of his touch,. he held my waist so close and pull me closer to himself not letting air to pass in between us.... I gaps in pleasure of his grips... I felt he never want to let me go, I closed my eyes, my lips was slightly open yearning for his, I felt his lips against mine, my heartbeat increased has his fingers runs through my neck, I try to pull my lips but his domineering act took over and I let him rule as I feel his hands running through my neck to my back, I was so deep in kissing him that I moaned out in pleasure, I was so wet in between my legs, my legs were shaking has I couldn't control the shivering weave from my innermost being, he felt it when he run his fingers through them.... I gapped in sweetness and he gently pull me back to the bed and ask me if I desire to make love to him, I couldn't resist him, I was short of breath, I was lost of words has I was gaping for air, I finally said yes, without wasting a second, my eyes plugged to his, I could feel how much he want that moment to be special, I close my eyes as he gently undress me and himself, I was so excited in my body that I could feel every movement of his fingers on my skin, he quickly fix is lips against mine.... Ah!
I was pulled out of my fantasy world with Rima's voice shouting in Joy, little goddess has arrived she smiled and said "goddess" we have the little one here, I opened my eyes, I could not control my smile with the little strength in me, I saw his face has I looked at Oduma's face, I named my daughter "Oduma".
I want to protect my daughter from meeting the same fate as mine, I was desperate to shield my child,
I remembered the only way to protect her was to give her exiler, I know was dieing and I will not be around to protect her, I don't want her father to know about her existence, before giving birth I have used half of my cultivation to create barriers from the other realms for my child's safety I gave up everything to protect her, I gave my last instructions to Rima never to allow my daughter out of this realm until she is 10,000 years and I used my last magical power to formulate the exiler to repeal love and implanted it in her soul, so she will not experience the pain, bitterness and sorrow of love that I have experienced. I was so happy to see my baby smiling at me. I smiled back and closed my eyes...
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God of Water's POV
My heart pants as I walk down the aisle holding the hand of a woman I have no affection for.
I can't say anything because the woman I desire gave up on our love, I can't fight for the woman I want to spend the rest of my life with.
The heavenly emperor has order the marriage between me and "goddess of day" and it was so painful that I can't marry the woman I love "Nima", I cried silently in pain and my heart longing to hold the woman I desire in my arms, soon her face flash in front of me, her smile held up to my loins.
I remembered the first kiss I gave her, her smile was so mild that could melt a rock, the first night we made love was beautiful, I could feel her tender n****e pressing against my chest, her lips was so sweet, I pull her so close I never wanted to let her go, my hand was r***d around her little waist and I could feel her gasping out in pleasure of my touch, I want time to stop because I never want that day to end. Her breathe on my neck has a scent of sweet rose, I was lost in her I couldn't imagine not having her that night, I only want to bury myself in her as my magic stick pull stronger and lingering to penetrate in between her legs so deep.
I was lost in deep thoughts and didn't know when we got to the presences of the heavenly emperor and empress for us to exchange the marriage vows.
suddenly I felt a part of me, leaving me, I wondered what would be the reason, a sharp pain passes through my heart I can't understand what was going on but I desire to find out if Nima was alright... I could smell her scent around me, I desperately look around to see if she was here,
I regret letting her go but how can I fight for our love when she gave up on me?
"my heart bleed"
I might be physically getting married to another woman but my heart belongs to Nima alone. I came back to myself when I hear the heavenly emperor saying our marriage has create a great bond between the two families and our first daughter will marry his first son. I wasn't expecting any child from her. Soon my attention was drawn back to my heart "(where Nima live forever)" and I can't understand why I feel such pain and sudden loneliness at heart..
I remembered all the sweet time we had at the river bam, her beautiful smile, her lovely sweet rose scent, her melodious voice, I can't help myself as the only name that my heart calls out is Nima, at this point I couldn't control my heartbeat, . I was loosing it....its racing so fast... in pain I screamed out her name......"Nima" and fell on my face.