"BROKEN HARTED"

"why ! i gave you my love ,care, everything but you left as if it was nothing" screamed Linda hart,she was filled with anger she layed on the bed looking at the ceiling she wore a saggy trouser and a big hoodie,she felt naked as she began to think about the past of her old lover suddenly the mother opened the door and saw linda on the bed linda did not realise her mum's presence because she was deep in thought until the mother held her hands then linda was shocked and she came back to reality. "my daughter why are crying, i told you that u have to move on please you will find other guys that will love you" "but mum you can't understand" she stared at her mum, Linda looked so pale her lips were breaking she still continued to stare at her mum allowing what she said to sink in her mum hands ,as she began to speak her voice cracked and her eyes were swollen"mum you don't understand you can't understand me you don't get how it hurts to love someone with all your heart " i understand my dear but sometimes you have to let it go" "mum!" linda shouted with anger "i gave out my virginity " pointing to the mum "he used me mum" the mother was shocked to hear the news"what ! you did what" "yes mum i gave him what he does not deserve " her eyes was so watery as she began to speak"mum i hate Paul, i need to take a walk down the street" as she stood up from her bed the mum remained silent and shocked " mum i need to go out so please can you excuse me let me lock my door"the mother stood up and she went directly to the kitchen. Linda loved the breeze therefore she normally walk out in the street ,as she was strolling she saw the coffee shop paul and her normally go to, her countenance changed to the state of being emotional her eyes were about to be red but she squeezed her hand and put her hands in her hoddy pocket , controlling her tears because she was outside suddenly she sighted paul sweeping the street and her heart began to move faster ,paul wore a blue shirt and a black trousers that has been worn out he worked in the community service and earned little when linda sighted him she was not angry but disappointed. Linda nodded her head and as she began to walk closer to paul but she could not bear her emotions Paul sighted her and he starred at Linda for a while and continued sweeping ,when paul continued sweeping Linda's eye was about to be red her lips were shaking but she tried to put up a smile but she can't while paul just continued sweeping linda felt like shouting but she does not want to shout because she was in the street. linda ran home. "uh finally" standing at her house door "hello! is anybody home" then the father opened the door and she entered and the father closed the door, suddenly the mum came out from the kitchen she just starred at Linda and nodded her head even the father linda felt so ashamed of herself she knew her parent will be so disappointed for loosing her virginity .Linda could not stand the silence so she ran to her room then she locked the door quickly but her heart still kept on pounding,then linda climbed on her bed and sat down like the position of a yoga practice ,she did not know what to do "uh ! everything is just meaningless " then a tear dropped from her eyes rolling down to her cheek as she began to look at Paul's pictures plasterd on the wall "he does not even care about how i feel he just continued sweeping then he starred at me and not even a word" linda cried and cried no one could hear her voice cause she talked slowly and quietly. "i thought you will come back to me but i guess is true when you meant it OH MY GOD !!!! (screamed linda) i so much regret meeting you . linda stood up from her bed and she began to stare at Paul's picture she went closer to the frame and she began to use her thumb to clean the picture gently" i thought u said we will be together forever " linda talked gently and softly " but its a lie " she began to be teary "you lied paul you used me because you thought your ex will come back" linda climbed on her bed and she lied down facing the ceiling she barely blinked her eyes linda just did not say anything she just lied on the bed like a statue she did not move any part of her body. The next morning jake sat beside linda and he covered his nose because she was stinking so bad, jake actually wanted to surprise his sister because it has been a while they have seen each other " good morning sis" linda did not notice his brother's presence so jake brought out his little trumpet from his green jean pocket and blew it in her ears " booooooh" (horned the trumpet) then suddenly linda woke up with a shock her heart was beating so fast she thought there was a loud earth quake she did not still notice her brother's presence due to the panick Jake still stared at her thinking she was just exaggerating lind cleaned her eyes because it was blurry then she turned her face to the right and noticed it was jake "OH MY GOD Jake when did you arrive" Linda eyes were opened and she covered her mouth due to the excitement of the brother arrival "yes sis am back i have alot of experience to share" jake excited "oh tell me I want to know how your camp holiday was" linda was eager to know " ok sis at first there was a discovery we discovered fossils i was so happy and every night all the campers will gather round and produce a fire wood and everyone will put their mash mellows on the fire " "wow so you enjoyed your self" surprised Linda " yh big sis i miss you so much " Jake was so happy to see his big sister "yh even me" then suddenly jake squeezed his face as if he is eager to know something "yh sis i wanted to ask you a question why are you so dirty and your hair is messy i know u sis you really care about your beauty care but now you look like you haven't been taking care of your self" " well am not actually alright now not emotionally stable" linda felt a sense of disappointment " sister tell me why you are not stable please" jake was so eager to know ,and his mood was like someone who has not eaten for 3 month " am okay brother you are to young to understand you're just 11 years " " but sis it does not matter i can still understand you ,and again what of uncle Paul it's been a while i have heard about him" linda just stared at him and watched how he just continued talking " and again why is your room filled with uncle Paul's picture are you obsessed ? " " no i am not" linda talked to him tiredly "are u guys not together ? " we are not" linda tried to hold are tears but jake knew she wanted to cry linda moisturized her lips using her saliva because her lips were dry " let me guess you guys are not together" " OH MY GOD!! ( linda pretending to laugh) you are so funny " Linda's eye began to turn red but she managed to put up a smile " sister let it flow" said jake linda starred at jake when she blinked her eyes tears rolled from her cheek she began to shout with all her strength "I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE !! " linda screamed while crying and her voice sounded like she was groaning jake stared at her and allowed his sister to express all her pain " why will he do this to me ( speaking in silence) i don't understand what i did wrong jake mum can't understand me even dad also my friends i don't take care of my self again also i don't talk to people again am not lively help jake " " sister i understand you i know its not easy to let go but just be happy ,i get you its like loosing mr bannicles ( Jake's teddy bear) " linda laughed a little " ok lets talk this through give me a plot account of how u guys met" " it all started" linda said