I don't know what exactly happened, but after that scene, Alpha Fenrir seems like distancing himself. Or is it just me? Am I getting too assumed just because of meri’s words? Am I assuming things just because I slept with him? I sigh. Maybe yes. Maybe I just assumed things.
I chuckled bitterly. Just because he stopped Therese from pushing me in the stairs, I already hoped that thing had changed. I forgot that destiny won’t be changed in an instant. Coming back to my reality, I realized that maybe Alpha Fenrir just stops Therese because he is worried for her. And it is his responsibility as well once Therese, or any member of him got in that kind of situation. Shaking my head, I just continue cooking. Seconds later, a familiar scent embraces my sense of smell which made me rooted in my place. However, with all my strength, I calmly compose myself and bows on him without looking.
And just like the other day, he went out of the kitchen right away he had his water.
I tilted my head. Why does it hurt a little? I should be happy. I should be celebrating because he is making me a favor by helping me in ignoring him. I should be happy because for the past week, ignoring him is what I have been doing. But why does it hurt me? My jaw clenches. I hope too much on Meri’s words that my perspective towards Alpha Fenrir suddenly changed. And I hate it to the core. I should be hating him. Not…seeing him on a different way.
‘Oh sh*t,’ I murmur right after I cut myself because of what I was thinking.
‘What happened?’ Alpha Fenrir asks which surprises me.
For a moment, my heart stops beating. The time stops running. And my world started to spin wildly. I felt the butterflies on my stomach, celebrating. I heard the birds, singing. And for a moment, I saw the hearts chasing me. I swallowed hard when Alpha Fenrir reaches for my hand squeezes my index finger for the blood to come out. Seconds later, he washes my finger and carefully lets it go.
The moment he let go of my hand, a pang of disappointment flashes inside me. it felt like I wasn’t more. I want him to hold me more. And with an instant, a flashback of that night rushes inside my mind which made me shiver. I closes my eyes and purses my lips1 I can hear myself moaning! Pleading for more!
‘Oh god…’ I whisper silently. And when I open my eyes, I met Alpha Fenrir’s glistening eyes as he smirks.
‘It seems like you finally remember that night,’ he exclaimed.
With a swift move, my hand flew on his mouth to cover it. Preventing him from speaking. But it was a wrong move. Because I felt his tongue licks my palm which sent volts of electricity to my body. Grinning widely, Alpha Fenrir stands up straight and gets his glass of water.
‘Good that you finally remember that night,’ he said as he leans closer to my ear. ‘Looking forward to hear you moan for me, again.’
I’m sure that it was just a dream. I know that Alpha Fenrir is just toying me. I know that he is just playing me on his hand. I’m sure of that. But despite that belief, I still feel that my heart likes the feeling whenever Alpha Fenrir is around, especially when he is close to me. Despite the fact that he knows my sin, I could still feel like my heart screams for his attention.
But I know that I must stop myself. Or I will totally fall on his trap.
When I sense that he is coming, I immediately went inside the bathroom which is located on the far corner behind a wall. I thought that Alpha Fenrir already distances himself. But after I cut myself, after that scene, he is back to himself again. And it makes me think that he is a bipolar person.
I tilted my head as I bend forward in the toilet to wipes its corner. When I first saw him, Alpha Fenrir has the cold aura that will surely freeze you once you meet his eyes. But lately, he becomes warmer. He stops Therese from pushing me on the stairs, and then he took care of my cut. Then last time, he scolds me first thing in the morning just because I brought Beta Augustin a snack on his room.
‘Ah…this is what I want for breakfast,’ his familiar voice echoes behind me and his breathe touches my nape while his crouch his poking me from behind. Later, his long arms fall on my side as his hands settled on the toilets top. I shut my eyes! I was bending and he bends on me too! ‘Well prepared,’ he whispers and kiss my nape.
I’m sure that I lock the door when I get inside. So, how come Alpha Fenrir got inside!? And sh*t. Why didn’t I feel him coming in!? Am I too deep with my thoughts that I become unaware with my surrounding? Now, I am cornered!
Yet my heart and body are loving it…
‘Alpha, I am still cleaning the bathroom,’ I said. ‘But if you will going to use it, I’ll excuse myself.’
He smirks from behind. ‘Why excuse yourself? I want to use it with you…’
Damn that temptation! I shut my eyes harder right after Alpha Fenrir closes the thinnest gap between us. I could wholly feel his manhood poking me from behind.
‘Alpha,’ I called, trying to warn him from my tone. But it betrayed me as if sounded like I am pleading me.
‘Hmm?’ he hummed and licks my neck up to my ears. I giggle despite me stopping myself to react. ‘It’s hard to resist the feeling, right?’ he asks and licks me harder.
Oh gosh. I couldn’t bear it anymore. If I can’t escape right now, I’ll end up pleading on him. And that’s the least thing I want to happen! No. That night between us won’t happen again! I won’t commit the same mistake again.
But hell. Alpha Fenrir is too much for a temptation!
‘Alpha, someone might come in and use the bathroom,’ I reason. But he declined it.
‘We have our own bathroom in our rooms. And you perfectly know that we rarely use this,’ he answers and licks me deeper. Now, his hand slowly moves to hold me on my waist. I shiver. And he felt that. ‘That’s only a simple touch. Are you already turned on?’
I shook my head. I should fight this temptation. ‘No, Alpha. And I will continue cleaning the bathroom.’ And I tried to move. But he just deepened his manhood, making me feel that he is already turned on.
‘Since you are not yet turned on, then let me turn you on,’ he huskily said and tighten his hold on my waist as he pulls me closer to him.
His hard manhood pokes me deeper and I could already feel my precious, Cumming on its own. Damn it. I shut my eyes, trying to distract him, but he didn’t let me escape his hold. He now starts rubbing his manhood on me as he licks me. I tried to stop him from pleading, but it only falls on a deaf ear. He just continues rubbing his shaft on me as he licks me. And I’m close on losing it.
‘Alpha, they might be awake now,’ I said, but he just chuckled.
‘It’s just nearing four in the morning,’ he said which surprises me. ‘You always wake up around three-thirty in the morning.’
‘But Alpha—’ his index finger touches my lips, stopping me from speaking.
‘Tell me, are you now turned on?’ he asks while he moves.
I shook my head. I will make him stop on his own. He won’t know that I was already turned on! If I keep on saying that I wasn’t turned on, he’ll later stops. That’s what I thought. Because he just continues tempting me.
‘I won’t let you live this bathroom without Cumming for me,’ he said like threatening me.
And before I could even speak, his left hand that is holding my waist flew to my br*ast and he cups it hungrily. His right hand instantly followed but it went inside my pajama, inside my undy. And when he touches my gem. I almost scream. Good thing I was able to stop myself.
‘Not turned on, huh?’ he teases after he touches my gem and found out that I already had my pre-c*m.
‘Alpha,’ I said, trying to firm my voice. But it always betrayed me.
‘What? Tell me what you want, and I’ll do it for you,’ he said without any hesitation.
I want to cry after I heard that. It felt like the table has turned. Right now, it’s Alpha Fenrir who is willing to run my command. But instead of saying what I want, I just bit my lower lip and let him do what he wants.
Minutes later, I was already panting right after I c*m. He withdraws his hand and steps back. I bravely turned around and face as I fix my undy and pajama. To my surprises, Alpha Fenrir licks his finger with my juice in there. I saw how he loves my reaction. He grins devilishly at me as I look away and can’t help but pout.
What the hell!? And you still have the guts to pout, Hydra? just wow!
Moments later, what happened finally sinks into me. now, I’m shied to look at him.
‘It is a shame that I slept with an omega. It is a shame that I entertained an omega,’ he said, and I was hurt. Is he back in his real self again? I was right, he was just playing, right? ‘But what can I do? I tasted a one of a kind tasted,’ he said, sounded like teasing me. ‘Anyway, I like my breakfast today.’ He then left the bathroom.
With a weak knee, I slowly sit on the toilet and reminisce what just happened. When I finally gather a strength, I return to what I was doing and finished my house chore. Then at seven in the morning, everyone was already awake. I serve them as they eat. And there was Alpha Fenrir, teasing me with the way he looks.
And when the devil really plays, he’s unstoppable.
‘What’s in your neck?’ he asks casually.
With a natural instinct, I quickly touch my neck. There, I felt something. Mirroring on the glass reflection, I saw a hickey on my neck! I controlled myself and calmed it. I should act natural!
‘Ah, it’s just an insect bite,’ I reason. And I felt how Alpha Fenrir grins.