Disturbing Passion

"It wasn't even a failed grade Heather, just calm and explain to them that this semester is quite hard that's why," Ressee mumbled and try to calm me down through our phone call but I couldn't help it, hindi ko maiwasang hindi magpanic sa t'wing naiisip ko ang magiging reaksyon ni Mommy lalo na ni Daddy.   Muli akong pumasok sa Elexir pagkatapos nang tawag na 'yon. As much as Renaissance wants to be with me, she just can't, sangkaterba kasi ang hinaharap niyang problema ngayon ana lang talaga ay matulungan s'ya ni Klau.   At the fourth glass of my cocktail drink, naramdaman ko na ang epekto non sa 'kin. Hindi naman mataas ang alcohol tolerance ko kaya't hindi ko alam kung bakit ba naisipan kong uminom ng marami. Baka dahil na rin siguro sa stress at frustration sa mga nangyayari.   Lumalalim ang gabi at kasabay non ay ang pagdami ng mga basong nasa harapan ko, but I couldn't stop myself from drinking more. It feels like finally, I'd be a rebel towards them if I go home drunk and wasted. Just for this night I don't want to be the Fraier's perfect daughter.   Hilong-hilo na 'ko at nang tumunog ang cellphone ko ay wala sa sarili ko 'yong nasagot at itinapat sa 'king tainga. Father's horrifying voice and rant woke me up, natauhan ako bigla. "Heather Allyrica! You'd be dead if you don't go home this instant!" Bago pa man ako makasagot ay namatay na ang tawag.   Damn it! I am so dead.   Pinilit kong tumayo at maglakad palabas ng Elexir kahit na parang umiikot na ang paligid hanggang sa mabangga ko ang isang lalaki at natapon ang inuming hawak n'ya. "Sorry..." My sentence hang in mid-air as I finally get to see the stranger's dashing and handsome face that you would want to stare at it for the rest of your life. He is a Godlike, jaw-dropping, and underwear dropping God-like.   Maybe it was the alcohol or maybe  I am not in control of myself but whatever it is, I am bold enough to snake my arms around his nape and pull him closer.   He stood there rigidly and watch me in an intimidating manner, but who cares? I am attracted to him. Bumaba ang tingin n'ya sa labi ko nang binasa ko 'yon atsaka ako pumikit at hinila pa s'ya lalo papalapit sa 'kin. When his hand touched my waist it definitely sends shiver to my spine that I actually want to stop now.   Pakiramdam ko napaka-delikado nang ginagawa ko ngayon. Something about him tells me that this man should be off limit and that I should stay away from him.   "I guess you're trying to seduce me, Little Girl," he murmured softly and it feels like a soft music to my ears. I wanna hear it again!   Marahan akong tumawa. "Why? Do you find this little girl seductive?" I asked back, nanghahamon. Oh God! It's really the alcohol that is talking. Hindi s'ya kaagad na nagsalita ngunit sumilay ang isang mapaglarong ngiti sa labi n'ya. Mas humigpit ang pagkakahawak n'ya sa bewan ko at hinapit n'ya pa ako lalo palapit sa kanya.   Slowly and as if he's seducing me, teasing me. He lean towards my ear and whisper something. "Indirect answers hmm? Say it, you wanna get lay?" He asked. Napasinghap ako at kapag kwan at napapikit nang maglapat na ang labi naming dalawa. I almost stiffled a moan at the sensation his making me feel. Lahat ay bago para sa 'kin, foreign and pleasurble it is.   Tumigil s'ya sa ginagawa at tinitigan ako. I bit my lower lips and try to calm myself but it won't work as it keep on beating drastically. How can he do this to me? Argh! "Not in here." He whisper and drag me out of the bar.   Ano bang ginagawa ko?   Saan n'ya ko dadalhin?