Hiatus

-Helon- He's so handsome!! Indeed! My heart! Can we tell to someone our true feelings, the way that we can't hurt them? The fact, that the words that you try'n to compose, whether you say it in a good tone, when the text are just the same, the impact will always have been there. You can't filter the words by just using it in a beautiful way. These species are really annoying me to hell! 'Dang! Please look at me!' 'Baby I'm here!' 'Students watch your manners!' How about the fact that you can't rule your people? Can you just give up and let it slide? How can you control the higher one, if you didn't have the authority? How come you become a puppet of your own kingdom? 'Introduce yourself, Mister.' 'Hello, I'm Arcon Havel from district lV.' 'Alright, you can sit next to Mr. Madrig.' Do you also hate those people being insensitive? Being their prey is not cool. Can you tell those people to stop their gossiping when their subject was being around? 'Our section was blessed with handsome babies! ' 'My prince and my husband are here!!' 'He's really cold, but yummy!' Can you associate yourself with unknown people for the sake of not being alone? I know half of you are doing it, it's not really a secret word to hide. Last resort, can you tell the reason why most of people are making you feel uncomfortable by staring like they didn't have anything business to deal with. Is it mandatory to stared at someone you didn't know? Or if your curious at something? Do you know the phrase 'Curiosity can lead you to danger?' To think of it, danger is everywhere, you can't hide from it. If danger run into your door, might as well, just face it and fight to overcome it. "Hey! Can you guide me here?" Can you tell their real intention, by just looking at them? People are always seeking for trouble. .... but how about those people that really shouting for a help? This is the real problem of humans. We can't read them. We can't judge them. That's why it's hard to believed, it's hard to give your trust. "Bro to Earth!" Trust, my hand guide my pen to write that word. Easy to write, but not to give. It's not a candy, by the way. "Your weird." Is it weird for me to protect myself? People nowadays are just focus on nothing. I think that the words 'weird' suits them better. I heard the rang of the bell. I pack my things and ready to leave the room. What's the real purpose of studying, when you need to get to know others and let them invade your life and privacy. Being a human, I need to follow the reason why I am alive. I need to make a better living, get a bigger achievement and not wasting my time to someone. I'm not the only one who said that. I wear my earphone. People are wasting their time praising for someone, they are not even god. I'm somehow ashamed on them. "Wait, dude! You're really quiet. Huh? C'mon, lead me to the cafeteria, I'm starving." Aside from that, there are people that once you make them feel not welcome, they will still stick on you, like a leech. I can't really understand them. "Hey! Dude!" I stop myself from walking, I stared blankly at him. This is not really cool. I snatch my earphone from his ear. What a guy. "Naririnig mo naman pala, but your still quiet." because when I'm about to operate my phone, he come out from nowhere. I stare at my watch, it's already 10, I need to eat faster. I make my way out and head to the cafeteria. I know he's on my back. As expected, the cafeteria was full. I'm not really like this kind of student. I woke up late and didn't have time to cook for my food, that's why. I get in line, this is just normal, for a normal person. If you grow up and still lining for something, that means you didn't do your purpose of living. When I finish my study, I need to work until I reach the top, that's the god purpose for human, by the way. Can you curse someone for pulling your arm without your permission? So what? if he asked your permission, would you accept it and let them do it? "Sit, bro! My treat!" Last question, can you also feel something in your stomach when someone offered you a food? I didn't eat breakfast before coming here, so I think, it's just normal for hungry people. So, what's the fuss with me being uncomfortable, when I look at his smile ear to ear? I cringe and turn away from him, I exit myself from that place. My stomach was not feeling well. 'I need to go to the bathroom, first' *** Can you tell the reason why people always giving a smile to unknown person? -Lynex