CHAPTER 80 LOLA’S POV FEW YEARS AGO For the next couple of days, I tried calling Zach but still, my calls went straight to voicemail. I had gone checking on him at his parent’s house but every damn time but I was unable to find him. After a week is when it really dawned to me that he actually left me. It was hard to accept. I loved him with every bit of my heart. Apart from that, I am expecting his baby. How am I supposed to go through this pregnancy alone? How am I supposed to manage this alone? How could he possibly do this to me yet he was so much in love with me? I didn't understand where he got the courage to do this to me. What do I do to really deserve this kind of treatment? I could not fathom. I was tucked in my bed all day long. My insides still felt raw as if winter wind

