Chapter 1: The Last Five Years
The rain hitting the glass of the top-floor office sounded like tiny stones thrown against a window. Inside, the room was quiet except for the low hum of the air conditioner and the steady clicking of Isla Sinclair’s keyboard.
She did not look up when the heavy oak door clicked open. After five years of working as Damian Ashford’s primary executive secretary, she knew his schedule down to the exact second. He always arrived back from his overseas meetings at precisely eight o'clock on a Tuesday evening, carrying the same quiet, suffocating coldness that made everyone else in the building step out of his way.
"Isla," Damian’s voice was deep, smooth, and entirely empty of warmth. "Where are the Q3 audit files for the London branch? I need them on my desk before I leave for the board meeting."
"They are right here, Mr. Ashford," Isla said, her voice steady. She reached for the black leather folder sitting neatly on the edge of her immaculate mahogany desk.
As she stood up to hand it to him, a sudden, sharp pain flared deep in her lower stomach. Isla gasped softly, her fingers gripping the edge of the desk to steady herself. The room tilted for a fraction of a second, the gray skyline outside blurring into a smear of city lights.
Damian did not catch her fall or ask if she was alright. He merely frowned, his dark eyes narrowing at the slight delay. He snatched the folder from her trembling fingers.
"Focus, Isla," he said, his tone biting. "I pay you to be efficient, not clumsy. If you are coming down with something, take your medicine at home. I have no room for mistakes this week."
"Yes, Mr. Ashford," she whispered, swallowing hard against the sudden metallic taste of rising panic in her throat.
He turned on his heel and walked into his private inner office, the heavy door sliding shut behind him with a dull thud.
Isla collapsed back into her ergonomic chair, pressing a cold hand flat against her stomach. Her heart thudded wildly against her ribs. It was not just exhaustion or stress. She had known for three days, but today the physical reality of it had finally caught up with her. She was pregnant. And the father was the man currently sitting thirty feet away behind a wall of soundproof glass—a man who looked at her every single day and saw nothing more than a useful tool.
A sharp wave of nausea forced her to her feet. She grabbed her bag from the drawer and hurried down the hall to the women's restroom, splashing cold water over her face. Staring into the mirror, she took ragged breaths, looking closely at her own reflection.
She looked tired. Dark circles shadowed her eyes, and her hair was pulled back into a simple, tight bun. But as she traced the line of her jaw and looked at the sharp curve of her nose, a bitter realization hit her chest like a physical blow.
Same sharp chin, Damian’s voice from earlier that afternoon echoed in her memory.
She hadn't meant to eavesdrop. Earlier that day, she had gone to the executive lounge to deliver coffee when she heard Damian talking with his longtime friend, Sebastian Calloway. She had paused by the partially opened door, hearing her own name dropped into a conversation that turned her blood cold.
"Why keep her around so long, Damian?" Sebastian had asked, laughing lightly. "Isla is practically glued to your desk.”
"She looks like her," Damian had replied, his tone entirely flat, entirely detached. "Same profile. Same way she tucks her hair behind her ear when she is stressed. Sometimes, when the lighting hits the office glass just right... I almost forgot Lilian is gone."
Lilian.
Lilian Dawson—Damian’s late fiancée, who had passed away in a tragic accident four years ago, right before they were supposed to marry. When Isla had been hired five years ago, she had earned her position entirely through her sharp mind and relentless work ethic. But when Lilian died a year later, Damian had slowly retreated into his grief, and his traumatized mind had latched onto Isla—unconsciously turning her hard-earned presence into a comforting shadow of the woman he lost. Isla had spent the last four years thinking her silent devotion was slowly melting his ice.
Instead, she was just a ghost-repellent. A breathing placeholder for a dead woman.
A convenient face to look at when he wanted to pretend the past never happened.
Standing in the quiet restroom with the rain still pouring outside, Isla felt all the warmth leave her body. The love, the patience, the endless hours she had poured into keeping his life running smoothly—it all turned to dust in a single second. He didn't value her. He didn't even truly see her. He just saw a reflection of a ghost.
She walked back out to her desk. The office was quiet. Damian was still locked inside his office, buried in paperwork, completely unaware of what was happening outside his glass walls.
Isla opened her desk drawer. She pulled out a clean sheet of white paper and a pen. Her hand didn't even shake as she wrote down the words she had never imagined she would write.
Effective immediately, I am resigning from my position as executive secretary.
She didn't write a long explanation. She didn't thank him for the opportunity. She simply signed her full name at the bottom: Isla Sinclair.
She neatly placed the resignation letter directly in the center of his keyboard, right where he would see it the second he stepped out of his office. Then, she unpinned her company ID badge and laid it gently on top of the paper.
Her phone buzzed in her pocket. It was a text message from her landlord reminding her that rent was due, but it didn't scare her anymore. What scared her was the thought of staying here one more minute, carrying a child who would only ever be viewed as an extension of a ghost.
She grabbed her coat, wrapped it tightly around her shoulders, and turned toward the elevators. The digital numbers above the doors ticked downward.
She hit the down button, listening to the soft click as the elevator doors slid open. She stepped inside, pressing the lobby button without looking back once.