GILDA'S POV
I could not tell anyone about it. I also could not tell Japheth about it; I did not want to cause trouble with his family.
I didnt want to be the reason he gets into any trouble with his family.
" Is there something wrong?" Angel wrote.
I got back myself after she tapped me. I was meant to feed her, yet my hands stayed stuck in the plate. My mind was messed up, so I held my hands still while I thought about what I was going to do.
I was so angry that things were not going according to how I wanted them to go, but there was nothing I could do about it.
" I'm good," I said.
Was I really good? It was way too obvious that I was not good, but I had to pull off a good face to not let anyone worry about me or anything that concerns me.
I was already doing too much, and
