CHAPTER 6

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Atarah Klyte "Hmmmm...Rare." I call him. "Yes?" he turned to me. He is cooking snacks for us. I didn't know he was good with it. He made fries, popcorn, and many more because we decided to watch a movie. They say we're going to do a movie marathon so it's not boring and besides it's still early. "I only have here a pink big T-shirt, If you want to change your clothes you can wear this, hmm. Because what you're wearing is hot." I bowed down and said. D-mn, I felt so embarrassed. He just chuckled and then held out his hand. Instead of handing over the clothes, I was stunned by his outstretched hand. His hand was creamy and slightly rough. "Is this yours?" he asked so I looked at his perfect face again and then slowly nodded. "Cool. Mine." he took the T-shirt from me with a smile on his lips. "Will you wear it?" I couldn't believe it. I feel that he is cute when he wears the T-shirt, I mean there is a touch when he is still hot. "Hmm." he nodded then faced what he was cooking. I just prepared the plates for him to put the food on, but I pretended to have silver anyway. I stared at what he was cooking for a few minutes and sometimes I simply looked at him but it was just a quick look. Those eyes are treacherous, I can't stop them amp, they have their brains! "Done," he said when he finished. He put the tacos, fries, popcorn, and hotdogs he had cooked on the plate. Rawr yameh! Together we brought the foods to the living room and placed them on the table. We decided to watch a sci-fi movie. I sat and leaned on the sofa and he did the same, only I was a bit far from him. He was on the right side and I was on the other left side. "Hey, come near. You'll have a hard time getting food." he suddenly said while looking at me with wide eyes. Because he was right, I followed. "Yes." I moved a little and then looked at him. His jaw moved and he approached me. He adjusted my glass table a little to bring the table closer to us. "Better?" I just nodded and got some fries. "Do you want some beer?" I asked him but he shook his head and just raised an eyebrow at me. "It's cold today and you shouldn't drink alcohol when it's cold, especially when you're with me," he said seriously while moving his jaw again. I feel my cheeks getting hot. Sheez! I was embarrassed because I knew he was conveying a message. Ahhh! I shouldn't have offered him. Wrong move self! You are also embarrassing yourself. "Okay." I stammered as I continued watching. We spent about 1-1/2 hours watching. We just watch silently, sometimes we talk about our work or anything else. Wow, we're not close! "I'll sleep here." it points to the sofa. I looked into his bright eyes. He was sleepy. Potek! She looks so sexy! I'm going to grab it!--oops self, you're cringing like you're hungry. "Maybe you're not comfortable?" It's an imported and famous doctor and then I'll make him sleep on the sofa so that when I wake up I'll be on TV lol. "Well, it's ok." it yawned and said. "Do you want to go to the bedroom? Go to the floor and lie down?" even if he bothers me, I will offer him my room. Hope to say yes! Kidding. "Nah, It's okay. I know, you'll not be comfortable if I sleep there. You might stay up, there's work tomorrow." this is a strong statement. He's right, I won't be comfortable but what about him? He's not going to be comfortable, his face doesn't look like he's sleeping on the sofa. "Hmmm." 'I didn't know what to say. My tongue was stuck because the atmosphere was getting awkward again. "Don't worry I'm used to it. I can sleep everywhere. Especially when we're climbing a mountain for a medical mission." Anyway, yes, no! Go ahead, self, let it go. At least you offered it, right? You're such a kind woman. "Alright. Just knock on my door if you need anything, right?" I'm still worried, Sambit. "Uhm, Yeah. Thanks." "Alright, just get me a comforter and pillows," I said then left him to fix the things we ate. I went straight to my room, I got extra pillows and a comforter. The comforter is quite big, then add the pillows I brought. I came out of my room while it was hard for them to carry me. "F-ck. Give me that," he said. So I gave away what I was holding. He quickly put it on the sofa and faced me. "Next time, don't carry a heavy thing like this." authority to say it. I raised my eyebrows. "And why? I'm not pregnant yet?" frowned when I said but he didn't speak. He moved his jaw and bit his lip. Hey! When will it attract? God, help me resist this temptation! "Tss. Alright. I'm coming in. Just knock when you need something, right?" I said before I committed the crime. °°° I woke up in my bed because I felt my stomach turning. I quickly went straight to CR and vomited there. After I threw up, I felt like I was very lazy I rubbed my stomach and sighed. Could I be pregnant? I got morning sickness! omg I washed and cleaned myself before exiting the CR. I'm smiling because it looks like something will develop that I just need to confirm. I'll buy pregnancy later to confirm if I'm a pregnant woman! And after I get the result of that, I will check up immediately with the OB-Gyne. Last night, I also fell asleep immediately because I felt very tired and I didn't hear any knocking from outside the room so I continued to sleep. I went to the living room to check Rare's condition, but when I got there, I didn't see Rare. The pillows and comforter he used are arranged. He wasn't there either so I decided to go to the kitchen but there wasn't even a trace of Rare's shadow there instead veggie salad and brown bread placed on the table with sticky notes attached to it immediately appeared to me. I took the sticky notes and read them. 'I didn't try to wake you up because I know that you're tired, anyway, I prepared breakfast for you I hope you enjoy it. Eatwell :> "Wow." I react. It's sweet. Note the sarcasm tho. I looked at the clock and it was already morning and my duty was 7:30. I didn't want to go in right now, I had a headache, I felt a bit dizzy. I feel so lazy I just want to lie down. I went back to the room to get my phone, I'll say goodbye not to come in first. I really can't, I'm irritated by the surroundings and I just really like it here, I feel like if I go out I'm going to pass out. The OA, right, but that's how I feel. Legit! Crap! Crap! I call Nurse Mae. My companion at the hospital. [Oh you were summoned, Ath ?] " Mae, I can't go there. I'm sick. Let's go see Ma'am Eazel.." [ Alright, have you taken medicine? What's wrong with you, I'll come see you after work. I'll check u. ] "Thank you, sister, but I'm going to have my family doctor check me." I'm lying. [Ah is that so, Oh go, get well! I'll take care of Ma'am.] "Alright Sister, thank you, Bye." I hung up and went downstairs to eat what Rare had prepared. I started to eat and quickly finished. Delicious! Too much. I still want a case no more. Oh my, I'm so happy to eat now. It's a sign that I'm pregnant, I'm so excited. Since it was over, I washed what I ate took fresh milk from the fridge, and poured it into a glass, then I went straight to the living room and stretched out on the sofa. I looked at my phone and noticed that Mommy had a missed call and 3 texts. / Son, are you ok? Your sister said you have a headache, Where are you? / / Are u in ur Condo? I'll send there our family doctor. / / Do you want me to go there and take care of you? / I just grinned and got tired. I typed what I was going to say. / No thanks, Mom. I'm fine now./ I answered and then hung up the phone. Ugh. The day is boring, I just want to sleep. I looked at the clock and turned on the TV. I just watched and didn't realize that I fell asleep on the sofa again. Dingdong! I got up from lying on the sofa. I felt my body hurt so I stretched. I looked at the clock and my eyes widened when I noticed that it was 7:30 in the evening. What the heck? Did I sleep all day? I didn't even have lunch. Sheez, what's happening to me? Is it really like this when pregnant? I looked at my stomach and rubbed it. "Aw baby, sorry Mommy made you hungry," I said with a snort. My bad Mommy, ugh. I sighed and stretched before walking to the door and opening it. Rare looked tired looking at me. Watdahel? What is he doing here? "What are you doing here?" I asked bluntly. I don't know why I'm upset, maybe because I don't want him to know about my pregnancy. "Visiting you, I guess," he said calmly and looked me in the eye. Oh sh-t, his eyes are attractive. "Why?" Duh, why would he visit me? Who is she, my mother? my boyfriend? "Because I heard the news and based on your face, skin, and lips.." he bit his lip causing it to blush even more. "You're sick." he approached me so I backed away until he entered my unit. God! My heart. "What are you going to do.." I said nervously and continued to back away until I leaned against the wall. He just sneered at me and came closer. "Hey, what's up..." I mumbled. His face became serious as he grabbed my neck. "You don't have a fever. What hurts you?" he whispered then he walked away from me. "I h-have headache and body ache." I still stammered my answer. "Hmm. Here, I bought some fruits and meds," he said then held out the paper bag he was holding. "Thanks. But no thanks. Why are you doing that?" I will ask. It's just amazing. Does he know I'm pregnant? Does he want to be held accountable? Oh--no way! "What?" His behavior was surprising so I narrowed my eyes at him. "Why did you go?" " 'Coz you're sick. Again?" He was suddenly irritated so my eyes widened. The attitude? wow "Wow huh? Do you still look angry? Excuse me you didn't oblige me to visit me because I'm sick." I frowned as I poked him. "I do. I owe you because you allow me to stay and sleep here and yes I'm worried about you. I was with you last night, I just don't want to feel guilty." his eyes dropped from my face downwards. My heart pounded with a force that almost made me faint. "Ah, that's it. Well, it's okay. I'm leaving now. You can't blame me, promise, if something happens to me." I also said irritated. I used to worry so much about him that it sprang from his heart, that's just guilt. "No. You need to take a pregnancy test." It says it authoritatively. "Yes, I know and you don't need to know the result!" Indeed, he doesn't need to know because we already discussed that he has no claim on the child if ever. "I have a right to know if you're pregnant or not because that baby is mine too. I'm its father." he moved his jaw while frowning at me. "Damn you! My son doesn't have a father. He's only mine and we've discussed that you will never go after the child, right?" I shouted at him. Annoying! "Did I say yes to that?" this is an arrogant promise. "Gad! You're so unbelievable! My son is only mine." "No, We created that baby. My sperm and your egg cells are the investment here." this is a serious promise. Azar! This is what I fear, that he will go after our future child. Bish, my child is only mine. I'll not share it with him. "Okay fine. How much do you need?" maybe it's just money, then I'll stay away. "Do you think I need that f-cking money? Huh? Do you think I will sell my baby?" he chuckled that it wasn't funny the way he got pissed off. Hey! Rare is hard to talk to. The agreement is clear. He's stupid. "Yes! Get out. I don't need you here!" "Yes, you don't need me but my baby does. Now take the pregnancy test to confirm that you're pregnant," he said authoritatively. The boss! I sighed and looked at him. "Okay fine. I'll tell the truth. I'm not pregnant. I make myself believe that yes. I'm pregnant now no." I whispered, obviously unsure of what I was saying. I have to lie, he can't interfere in my baby's life. His perfect jaw moved. It caught his senses and closed tightly when he heard what I said. "Then prove me." he opened his eyes and looked directly at me. "Why? I'm going to slap you, my blood. You're a b***h! Wait there" I promised annoyed and turned my back on him. How can I prove that I'm not pregnant? Annoying. Where can I find blood? Why should I force myself to draw blood? Duh! I was about to walk to my room but Rare stopped me. "Stop.." "What?!" I hissed. "You're not pregnant.." he whispered so I frowned at him. How? Is God coming to the rescue again? Oh, thank you papa G! "Oh now you believe? It's ok to get out." I said flatly as I looked up at it. Why did he suddenly not believe? But anyway let me let the important thing be that he believes. "Change your pad and shorts first," it said seriously. "Why would?! Are you giving me orders? Get out sho sho!" I pushed him away, now I'm irritated with him, the ugly one. "Why not? Are you going to wash off your blood until later? So gross." My eyes widened and followed his gaze. He was looking behind me. "What the f-ck! No..." I shook my head and said as I swallowed and rushed into my room and checked my back. "No..." I cried. Confirm I have penetration. I have my menstruation. This is not good. I sat on the floor and was stunned. "No! It's not possible!" I cried and said. I screamed and held onto my chest. "A-my baby!" I can feel my trembling. Am I not pregnant or is it just possible that the baby won't develop? I felt the door open and a few moments later I felt Rare's presence next to me. I ignored him and instead, I cried even harder. "Hey shh. Stop crying.." he said and adjusted my sitting position. "How happy is that! I'm not pregnant anymore! You have no one to chase anymore! Go away." I pushed him but he just grabbed both of my hands and gave me a tight hug. "F-ck. Of course, I'm not happy. stop crying baby.." he let it go. I didn't have the strength to push him and instead, I just cried more and more because of what he did. I regret. "Why.. why so..." "We can still make a baby if you want..." I just shook my head and cried "I want a baby...I'm not pregnant, am I?" I still hiccupped. "Look I'm sorry.. I have something to tell you but before that fix yourself first, ok?" I was stunned and suddenly nervous he said. Why is he sorry? Is it possible... "Don't tell me you aborted my baby?! Did the one you fed me earlier, Is it poisonous?! How dare you! I didn't force you to be a father, did I!" even though I was weak, I still did it also pushed him this time. "No of course not! What else am I a doctor for? I don't kill, I save life Atarah.. so don't blame me. And besides I will never do that because it's my son." he said in frustration. "Then what?! Tell me why you're sorry! Tell me now!" "No. Fix yourself or do you want me to change your pads? Choose now." "Damn you Rare! Get out if you don't want to say go away!" He closed his eyes tightly and just stood up when I was about to come out but I made a mistake. He picked me up and took me to Cr. "Put me down Jerk!" I struggled to say. "Then choose. I'll take care of that or nah?" "Put me down. I'm going to change! Get out, you bastard!" "Good." he smiled then put me down. "I'll wait for you outside then I'll prepare food too, Okay?" He came out and I was just dumbfounded. I sighed and started to fix myself. After 15 minutes I finished fixing myself. I came out of Cr and sat in the living room. I'm wearing a black pajama and a white shirt. I lay on the bed and stared at the ceiling. My tears started to flow. "I badly want to have a baby. I want to be a mother.." I cried. God? Why? Why didn't you give it to me now? I can do it. I have a job, I have savings, I have a condo, and many other things but why?! I just want to have someone who truly loves me because no one loves me anymore. Mommy and daddy, they only love. On the other hand, he only loved himself. Oh, my Ex is also haha. Charl is my ex! 'He didn't love me, he just used me. Mikee who is my best friend makes me feel that he loves me. Knock! Knock! "Hey, are you not done yet?" "Why are you still here? Get out!" so he's serious he'll wait for me? His face is thick. "Atarah, You'll open this goddamn door or I will break it?" it said emphatically. I'm sure his jaw is tensing again. "Then Break it! I'm of no use to you, run away! I'll call a guard!" "Don't f-cking test my patience, Atarah!" "Please cover your face!" "Damn.." I heard the door slam so I sat up on the bed. "F-ck you Rare! I'll call a guard!" I shouted angrily. I stood up and looked for my phone but I couldn't find it. The door kept banging. I caught my senses when I remembered that my phone was outside. I just held my breath." Okay, stop! I'm going to open it." The banging stopped and I opened the door. "What are you making me do!? Aren't you ashamed of me?! Pervert me!" I said angrily to him but he had no expression. "I can pay you times the price of that freakin' door. Now. Let's go." he took my hand and led me to the dining area. The food was exposed to me. like seafood such as shrimp, crab, and mussels. There is also vegetable salad again and many more. "Did you cook these?" I asked him since I knew I still had a stock like that in the fridge. "No. I delivered." he sat on the chair and spooned me food so I was just stunned by him. "Why are you still doing this? I'm not even pregnant, am I?" I raised an eyebrow at him but he just gave me a cold look. "Eat." He didn't answer me and instead just ordered me. I rolled my eyes because I didn't want to argue in front of food and I was still hungry. My last meal was this morning. We eat in silence. "I guess, you didn't eat lunch?" it suddenly broke the silence. "No, I fell asleep because I feel bad because I'm pregnant, that's not the case." I stopped eating and gasped. "Why are you so desperate to be pregnant with a stranger, don't you have a boyfriend?" he asked while looking directly at me so I struggled. "None of your business." "You're my business. So answer me.." what? What is his trip? How can I be his business? "Okay, I Just want to be loved. And I don't have a boyfriend. You know, ok? Fishing, Tss." He gave me an incredulous look that made me grin. "What the heck fishing? I'm not. I'm just curious. So what about your family, do they know what you do?" actions Wow, he was so quick to change the topic because he was embarrassed. "Wait... we're not close ok why do you ask so many questions," I said irritated. "I'm sorry." He seemed to have come to his senses, I grinned. The apple is FC. "Speaking of sorry. Why were you sorry earlier? What are you going to say?" I asked him but he just shook his head. "After this, I'll tell you. Finish your food first." Duh, it's annoying to be bossy! Terrible. Thank him, I'm hungry and tired, I'm not in the mood to fight anymore. Minutes passed and I didn't finish my meal because I was already full. I fixed my dishes and put them in the sink. He also stood up and put the dishes and fixed the table where we ate. I washed the dishes then after that I went straight to the living room. I found him leaning on the sofa and closing his eyes. I stared at his face. Gad, why does she look so attractive even with her eyes closed? His unbuttoned buttons and somewhat messy hair are also eye-catching. God, he looked so handsome even though he was tired. How to be him? I sat next to him so he opened his eyes. He looked at me intently. "After this you say. Go home. You look so exhausted, duh." He breathed deeply. "I'm sorry.." he started looking at me. The oungay pungay of his eyes. "Okay spill it." "I used a condom." He said it so directly that I was stunned and I felt all the blood rush to my head. D-mn. "Why? I thought you were going to get me pregnant. That's obvious, isn't it? Then I won't chase you one more time. No one will know that you're the father of the one I'm carrying. It's clear, Rare. You'll only give me your sperm!" I said disgustedly. The corners of my eyes are starting to heat up again. He's a mess, bullshit! "I can't." He shook his head and said while touching his senses What I can't The g-go Naman! What a g-go! "F-ck. You should have said to use it right away! So that I can no longer hope that I'm pregnant. Da-mn, the pain is so hopeful!" I said angrily and I could feel my tears rolling down my face. "If you know that I can't get pregnant, what else are you doing?! You gave me hope Rare! When I have someone who will love me for real who is my blood. When I will have children. When I will be I'm a mother. F-ck you!" He just looked at me tenderly. "Shh. This is not the right time baby..." he hugged me tightly, making me cry even more.
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