Love Also Breathes In Hate

Outsider?!

Rose

The ride back to the pack house was arduous and full of tension. The tension was so thick that it could be cut with a knife. But this was not it. One question that was hammering in my mind was how were they able to cross the boundary of the pack? It was obvious that they knew exactly where the pack house was. They knew the route to the school. They knew where I was. It couldn't have happened without the help of an insider. Who could the traitor be? I am sure the same thing was bugging him too. The way he is frowning, his hands touching his chin, rubbing it, tugging on the hair of his beard slightly. He is deep in thought.

The Redmoon pack is known for its unity and loyalty, so who could it be?

Currently, we are going back in his SUV. He mind linked Christian to come and pick us up and also bring him some clothes to wear. He is wearing slacks and a shirt.

Although I hate him, I can't deny the fact that he looked so mouth-watering without wearing anything. Not that now he doesn't look like a Greek God himself but the view of his defined abs, those strong arms, those toned thighs, his hairy chest, not enough to look like fur but enough to tug on, it gave him a rugged look. Oh, I so much want to rip that off with my bare hands for doing that heinous act with me and of course, his not-so-small friend down south.

'You liked it' my subconscious mocked me.

Shut up!! I think I should have a long chit-chat with my subconscious someday soon.

The ride back to the pack house is just 20 minutes, but it was the longest 20 minutes of my life.

Christian was driving the car and judging by the look on his face, it seems as if something was terribly wrong with him. His hands were gripping the steering wheel so hard that it seemed like it might break any minute, his jaw was clenched, and a frown was marring his face as if he was in deep thought. They are both in their own worlds. Then something clicked with me. God, I am a horrible, horrible person!!

“Oh my! Is everyone okay in the pack? Is my family alright?!” I shrieked. I can't believe that I literally forgot to ask that. That's all because of this psycho sitting in the front seat. He was watching me in the rearview mirror the whole time.

I heard Christian take a deep breath before answering.

“Some warriors were injured, but everything is under control. Two-three maids were also injured, they had been near the pack boundaries” In the latter part he growled. Then he continued keeping his wolf at bay, “We figured that they only harmed us physically. Even though they had used their hypnotism. It could be due to one of two things, either their hypnotic skills are in deep s**t or---”

“Just answer what she asked. Don't discuss the pack's personal matters with an outsider.” The Alpha c*m psycho rebuked in his gravelly voice.

“Outsider? Who do you think is an outsider here?” What an actual f**k is this? I was already pissed at him, and he was pushing my buttons.

“Did I give you permission to speak to me? Who the f**k do you think I am?! Just know your f*****g place before speaking to me!” His growled voice boomed in the car and I jerked as if somebody slapped me. I was stunned. His beautiful gray eyes were showing how pissed he was. His lips were pressed in a thin line.

Really? Am I an outsider to him?

When Chris was about to talk some sense into him, he held his hand up, silencing him. He added with a grimace, “And the answer to your stupid question is…you! You are a human, a weakling, and will always be an outsider. So stick to your f*****g place!"

Ouch! That definitely felt like a slap.

My lips quivered and something wet trailed down my cheeks. I didn't even realize that I was crying. I thought I needed glasses now.

“Stop it, dude!” Christian growled.

But Xavier and I kept looking at each other. His nostril flared and he racked his hands through his soft hair. Ah, my vision was blurry, but I clearly saw it. The way his eyes softened looking at my tear-filled eyes and then he masked it again.

One thing is definitely clear as the sky today. He is a f*****g asshole!!

The car came to an abrupt halt and when I looked out, we were in front of the pack house and my family was waiting for me in the foyer.

I quickly got out of the car and ran until I was in my Pops arms.

My Pops scooped me up in his arms and was consoling me. That made me cry even harder. Does that ever happen to you, when you are with the one person you are most comfortable with and want to pour your heart out to them? To tell them whatever happened to you, even the smallest detail, but you also don't want to worry them? That was exactly what was happening to me.

“Shh… It's okay. See now your Pops is here. You are with me now. Nobody is taking you away from me. Shh… My child” He cooed to me while rubbing my back and kissing my temple.

How should I tell him that I am not only crying because I was on the verge of being kidnapped and God knows what would have happened to me after that, but this stupid Alpha spoke so cruelly to me!

What's happening to me? When did he become so important to me?!

Wiping my tears, he asked while looking into my eyes "Are you okay? Did they hurt you, my baby? Are you hurt?”

I shook my head in denial and again hugged him.

"Ro” Sophia tugged at my dress. I looked down, and she asked in her baby voice, “Are you okay? You know, I am going to make them eat broccoli. You don't worry” she hates when I cry in front of her and always consoles me like that.

I couldn't help but giggle. She is such a cutie. I scooped her in my arms and kissed her cheeks.

Bryan stroked my hair and when I looked up, he assured me, “we'll talk about this later. Hmm. Go have some rest.” he smiled. I nodded and asked them if they were okay, to which they said yes.

“Yeah, Steve is also fine. He's currently helping the doctors to take care of the injured warriors.”

Steve is in his third year of college. He always wanted to become a doctor like Pops, so he went ahead in that field. Whereas Bryan is one of the top warriors of our pack, and it's a high possibility he could become third in command. Male Gamma.

There is only Female Gamma, Sandra, as he had known her for a long time and has also tested her skills while she visits him on a quarterly basis but didn't get a chance to test any males.

I looked back one last time before going in, only to see that he and Christian are already heading off somewhere. We looked at each other before I made my way inside.

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Third-person POV :

Rose was now in her room doing her favorite activity rather than sleeping. Eating, crying, cursing, and again back to eating.

She is now in a half lying and half sitting position while her half-eaten Doritos packet is lying on her tummy and her donuts packet is lying somewhere in the room. When she is sad, she eats sweets and when she becomes extremely sad she eats both sweet and spicy.

And today is that kind of day!

She was extremely hurt when Xavier spoke to her like that today. She didn't even know that someone could hurt her so much when she didn't care about them. In the past people have also hurt her but she never felt like this because of it.

She recalled his words.

'Did I give you permission to speak to me?'

She mocked him by making faces while mimicking him.

Why the hell would I need your permission? Cowdunk! She shoved some Doritos in her mouth, munching loudly. Wishing she could eat him like that.

'Who the f**k do you think I am?!'

An arrogant, egoistical, d**k headed, a B-f*****g-ig assholistic Alpha!! She wiped her tears.

'Just know your f*****g place before speaking to me!'

My place is much higher than yours! I was generous enough to speak to you, usually, I wouldn't even pay attention to people like you, much less talk to them!!

'Don't discuss the pack's personal matters with an outsider.'

Outsider? Outsider my ass!! I know this place and it's routes better than you, i***t and if I was an outsider why were you shoving your tongue down my throat? Huh?! she growled, or she tried to, but she looked like a cat who was hissing.

Her brown hair was tied up in a messy bun. She was wearing a loose T-shirt and cotton polka dot shorts. Her emerald eyes were puffy, her nose and cheeks were red from crying, and her mouth was full of what she was eating.

Her chin and the corner of her lips bore the proof of her wild eating.

She dropped the packet on the bedside and thought about what Christian said whilst licking her fingers.

If their hypnotic skills were not good then, why did they hurry? I mean if they wanted they could have waited, it's not like I was going anywhere if it all only happened because of me. They had time, they could have made a proper plan, so then why now? Were they stupid enough to underestimate the power of that psycho?

He is well known in the community of LWB (Lycan, werewolves, werebears) then why? The wheels were turning and wild thoughts rumbled through her mind.

The knock on her door stopped her brainstorming. With a heavy sigh, she got up and opened the door. There was a girl who was about her age and who had a bandage around her head.

“Yes?” Rose asked

“Hello. I came here to inform you that Sir Alpha called you to his office.” The girl answered in a timid voice.

“Why?” she couldn't help but bite out.

The nerve of this man! She thought

“Umm… I don't know, maybe to discuss something, but Sir Beta was also there” the girl replied, and when she mentioned Sir Beta, she blushed, which didn't go unnoticed by Rose.

Weird. She thought.

But all thoughts were thrown out of the window when she heard he wanted a discussion.

Discuss my ass!! I'll show him today where his true place is. Rose was determined today.

“Okay, let's go”. She said, but the girl looked her up and down with wide eyes. How can she go like this? The girl thought.

“Like this?” she asked gesturing towards her clothes, but Rose ignored her and said

“Yeah… so?"

“Bu…but…hey listen!!” Before she could complete her sentence, Rose was already gone, moving like a bullet train. The girl was left with wide eyes.

Rose was really mad today, and when she reached the office, she didn't bother to knock on the door. She opened it and went inside.