Prologue
I, personally think that, loving someone is like a permanent pen. You can't easily erase the happiness and pain, memories of all the sleepless nights and tears you've spent with that someone just like how pencil and eraser fixes a mistake. Permanent pen might possibly be erased with correction tapes, yes. However, it leaves mark just like a wounded heart ended up with scars.
I am known as the well-mannered and the well-disciplined daughter of the Wang Family, I never disobeyed my parents nor make things that could harm their names. I grow up together with a lot of guards and with different nanny along the years. My parents are always not around, but they always make sure that things around me are all under controlled.
As I grow older I realize that my life wasn't been MY life at all, I never got a chance to decide on my own, I never got a chance to choose or do whatever I have wanted. And I guess I just exist in this world like an accessory that could make them look good.
But things changes when I met this guy, I feel different everytime I keep my eyes on his. It is the first time that I have wanted something that is my family had already given to me. But I guess, what I might want the most, won't be mine either.
School's different. I am known here as a little brat with a nasty attitude, people always talk behind my back and no one ever bothered to ask me to be their friend. Yet, I never had problems with my grades, so I guess things are imperfect perfect for me.
It's been a year since I was standing in-front of the classroom's window watching outside the school field staring at a cool guy playing soccer.
"He's indeed beautiful." - me while drooling
Who knows that I'll be in love with the guy I'm staring with that day? It's been a year and that guy remains to be always beyond my reach, 'coz no matter how hard I tried to capture his heart, his heart already belongs to someone else. His name is Zyair Johannes,
and he is my fiancé.
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