Once this mysterious project ends, once he’s passed all those exams... Where will he go back to? Who will he go back to? 5.2The subsequent days in the monastery passed one by one, similar to each other, monotonous and predictable in the even rhythm of classes and meals. Ted found it harder and harder to get up in the morning and in the evening he was frequently was unable to fall asleep despite the overwhelming fatigue. The nights became more difficult. Once he didn’t even manage to fall asleep until the early morning; the next day he felt terrible, as if he were almost unconscious. The symptoms were obvious. Although he did not want to admit it, he had fallen into depression. He noticed how much trouble concentrating he had, still he blamed the fatigue. What was much worse was the la

