TALES UNTOLD

CHAPTER 7: "MOVING ON "

SUNNY ROWEN (PRESENT)

The pain that you feel when your mentally hurt is greater then the pain you feel when your physically unwell. Both in their own way are destructive however there's an 'off' button for only one. Physical pain quiets the heinous and crude voices you hear when mentally hurt? Now if any sane person they would've chose none but those hurt phenomenally by the world and its agenda chose physical pain rather then the pain inducing mental t*****e.

Its a lesson for those who think they'll be fine before they know it. No you don't recover you only learn to live with it rather then getting over it. it's painful to accept but the world doesn't stop because reality is hitting you hard infact you'll watch as every ounce of happiness is shredded infront of your very eyes, the world waiting for you to break. The goal has always been don't let them see . Fool them of who you are and who you should've been. Turn out to be what you wanted to be not what they wanted. This is your life and you should be the one controlling the remote.

I walked away from tris this is how it should be.

If he's fine without me and can live knowing I may drop dead then he's dead in my eyes too.

It should've always been like this . I was the one bawling for his attention while he could care less and I've had enough. its draining to love someone who doesn't even know you exist and no matter how much you fool yourself you'll never earn a place in their heart if you had a place you wouldn't have been earning it.