Beta's Abused and Rejected Mate

Chapter 8

I think we are in heaven Matthew feeling a nice cold breeze over my body the breeze brings a smell. Its strawberry and chocolate. Wow it’s so nice the smell keeps getting stronger. I can feel a hand on my face and sparks shoot through my skin where they touch me.

Matthew pushes himself forward as I’m weak he opens my eyes and there is a real angel in front of me she short but her legs are sexy she’s wearing shorts which curve her big bum and hip’s she’s toned a white tank top that shows off her sizeable breast, small face with lots of freckles full lips red hair in a bun and her eye’s wow they are emerald green they look just like my rosebud’s eye’s. I was getting lost in her eyes when I heard Matthew say mate wait what did he say? My eyes were closing NO NO I want to look into them eye’s.

Me and Matthew are playing in the pond Mummy and Luna tell us all time not to play here but it’s nice, so we do it anyway. Theodore is your cousin and your girlfriends coming today? Laughing at Matthew, yes, they are coming soon, I must get her a present. We race back to the pack house mummy is waiting for me. Mum, are we going to get Rose a present before they come? Yes, Theodore don’t worry I have not forgotten let’s get you in the car so we can go shopping. We get to the mall I want to get Rose something shiny. Me and mummy walk around, mummy sees a jewellers so we go inside I can’t help but smile at all these shiny things I know my Rose would love. Then I see a necklace it’s a love hear with green stone in the middle the stone looks just like her eyes, mummy that’s the one I want. Mummy smiles down at me that’s a good choice, you can have writing on the back of it if you like. Say’s the man behind the black counter, can I have,

My ForEver RoseBud X T X

Mummy smiles and she pays the man, we must wait for him to write on it, so we go and get food. I have a burger and chips mummy has a milkshake. Once we finish eating, we go back and pick up her necklace I’m so excited to give this to Rose. In the car on the way back to the pack house I’m bouncing in my seat, I can’t wait to see Rose back at the pack house Rose is already there. Sprinting into the house Rose is sitting on the sofa with her mam and dad, Rose sees me her face lights up making me go red in the face. Rose tiptoes excitedly over to me giving me a big hug, I hug her back hard I have missed you so much. You have been gone soooooooooooo long this time, look I have something for you. I just picked it up, taking Rose by the hand and walking to the sofa, I give Rose the box and she opens it. Her green eyes start to shine her smile makes me smile kissing her check we both go red. Wow Theodore, mummy daddy look what Theodore got me, it’s a heart and the green stone is just like my eyes. I hope you are my mate when we are big Theodore, I love you. I smile at Rose I know in my heart that when we are big you will be my mate, I love you. Know look at the back of the necklace My ForEver RoseBud X T X. Will you wear it? Then you will always have my heart with you.

I’m standing on what look like a cloud looking around I don’t see anything. Then behind me someone coughs and I swing around a lady is sitting on a tree swing. Walking over to her I see that she has porcelain white skin silver hair and grey eyes she starts talking to me. Come sit with me child, there is a lot you need to know before you decide to go back. Go back but I don’t want to go back after what they have done to me. Can I stay with my family?

Dear child sit and listen I cannot stop everything that my children do. I have written books for you all to learn from, most do and are wonderful, some like the pack you have been with have not. I’m truly sorry for what you have been through. You have a great future ahead if you choose. You see I just showed you a memory of your first mate Rose, even from babies you both new you were mates. After everything that has happened with this pack, I thought I would give them a chance to redeem them self. By giving you Amy as a mate in the hopes that you 2 would turn the pack around and make it bigger and better than before. When she rejected you, I couldn’t believe it, it’s extremely rare for a wolf to reject their mate. So, I gave you back to your first mate Rose. You 2 will be happy and see no more pain or suffering in your future. So, Theodore what do you say? Stay with me and be with your parents? Or go back with Matthew as your wolf be with Rose and live a happy life?

Sitting on the swing I think for some time then mum dad and Matthew come walking over to me. I give them all a hug and cry, what are you guys doing here? The Moon Goddess wanted you to have a little time with use before you go back because you are going back, Theodore you have so much life left in you. I look at my mum smiling while she talks to me, how I have missed her voice. Son, you have been through hard times we have been watching at times, if your mother could die again, she would have, the day you had a fight with Peter at school and they beat you almost to death. Your mother begged for the Goddess to let you die so you would be with us once more and we could protect you. Looking at my dad I start to cry, they wanted me here with them they wanted to be with me, I wanted to die dad I wanted to be with you mum and Matthew it’s all my fault this has all happened. I was the one that wanted to go that far out into the woods that day Matthew had a funny feeling saying we should stay in the safe zone. I laughed and told him he was being a baby, so he came with me if I had listened then none of this would have happened. Sitting there I cry more in my mam and dads’ arms, once I finish crying Matthew come’s over patting me on the back.

Theodore don’t worry yourself over it I decided to come with you, you didn’t drag me out there I could have gone home and told my mum, and you would have got in to loads of trouble I would have laughed so much. You need to get over its Theo life happens, we have no control over it, plus I’m your wolf know I get to hear everything your thinking of, and I get to control you as I’m clearly much stronger than you. We all laugh at Matthew he’s right things may not have turned out how I would have liked but that’s life we must move on. Do I move on as in be here with them or do I go back and find out what’s in store for me, would I really get my Rose back?? My mum calls me. Theodore it’s time to make your decision, I want you to go back and have a happy life. Yor father wants the same for you sweetheart, plus you will have Matthew with you all the time almost like before and you will have your Rose. What do you say?

I look between the 3 of them and there nodding their heads at me, indicating that they want me to go back to the hell I just came from. Will I get to see you and dad again? Mum shakes her head no with tears in her eyes she kisses my head dad gives me a hug and we say goodbye. Well Matthew just the 2 of us then let’s go tell the Moon Goddess that we are going back to hell. As I say these words, she pops up out of nowhere scaring me I scream and Matthew laughs. Prick. So, you have decided to go back to your body, just so you know you won’t remember any of this when you go back. What? I need to remember this. Shaking her head at me she kisses my forehead and then I’m in blackness Matthew wear, are you? I’m here Theo back in your head there’s no need to shout. I don’t want to lose the time I just spent with mum and dad it was amazing to see them and hear their voices. Relax we will be waking up soon you have healed some, but we are very weak so it’s going to take a long time to heal. Let’s hope we get some food as that will help a lot as you are starved.