Chapter 1 The Order That Was Too Good to Be True
The order came in at 4:47 on a Friday afternoon, and for a second I actually let myself believe the day might end well.
Ninety-nine long-stem Ecuadorian roses. Three hundred dollars, expedited delivery, hand-lettered card. On Valentine's Day week, that was the kind of order that made the whole shift tolerable. I ran a small floral studio called Thorne & Petal on the north side of Bellhaven, a coastal city where old money and new money fought quietly over the same stretch of shoreline. My shop sat tucked between a bridal boutique and a coffee bar that charged six dollars for oat milk, and I had spent three years building a reputation for arrangements that got photographed at weddings and galas and the occasional charity auction.
I was good at my job. That was the one thing nobody could take from me.
I pulled up the order details. Customer name: Julian Cross. Delivery address: a penthouse on Harbor Ridge, the kind of building where the doorman wore a suit and the elevators smelled like sandalwood. The card message was short.
To my love. Tonight we tell them. It's ours now.
I stared at it a beat longer than I meant to. There was something about the phrasing that sat sideways in my chest, but I had learned a long time ago not to read too much into other people's love letters. I had my own history with men who wrote pretty things they didn't mean.
"Liv, you okay?"
My assistant, Maren, leaned against the counter with a box of ribbon spools in her arms. She was twenty-two, sharp as a tack, and had a habit of reading customers better than I did.
"Fine," I said. "Big order. Harbor Ridge."
She whistled. "Old money or new?"
"Does it matter?"
"It matters if they tip."
I laughed and started pulling roses from the cooler. Ninety-nine stems. I counted them twice because once, in my first year, I had sent ninety-eight and the bride had noticed. That bride had been an heiress, and the review she left me had nearly closed the shop. I had learned that rich people did not forgive small mistakes. They just remembered them.
I finished the arrangement at 6:15. Deep red blooms, tightly clustered, wrapped in black paper with a single length of gold ribbon. It looked like something out of a magazine. I wrote the card in my own hand, because the order specified hand-lettered, and I had a steady cursive that clients paid extra for.
Then I locked up and drove home to my apartment on the south side, where the rent was reasonable and the neighbors were loud and nobody expected me to be anything but what I was.
At 7:02 my phone buzzed with a refund request.
I was on my couch with a glass of wine and a container of takeout, and I almost ignored it. But the notification said the order number matched the Cross delivery, so I opened it.
Reason for refund: Recipient deceased. Girlfriend passed unexpectedly this evening. Flowers no longer needed. Requesting full refund under buyer protection.
I sat there for a moment with my thumb hovering over the screen.
I had approved refunds before. It was part of running a small business. People changed their minds, breakups happened, funerals got rescheduled. And sometimes people died. That was the world. I had lost my father when I was nineteen, and I still remembered the way strangers had looked at me in the weeks after, like they didn't know whether to offer condolences or silence.
The request had a note attached. Please process quickly. Devastated. Can't think about flowers right now.
Something about that word, devastated, felt rehearsed. But I told myself I was being cruel. I told myself that grief took strange shapes and that my job was not to judge the bereaved.
I moved my thumb toward approve.
Maren called me before I could tap.
"Did you see the Cross refund?" she asked. Her voice was tight, the way it got when she was trying not to yell.
"I'm looking at it now."
"Don't approve it."
"Maren, his girlfriend died. I'm not going to—"
"He's done this before." I heard her shift the phone against her ear, and I could picture her in her little studio apartment with the plants on the windowsill. "Liv, I've worked here for two years. I handle the refund queue. That name, Julian Cross, it's come through three times under different orders. Mother's Day, he said his mother died. Last month, he said his grandfather died. Different email addresses, same delivery neighborhood. I flagged it in the system but corporate said we couldn't prove anything because the names didn't match exactly."
I set my wine down.
"The girlfriend thing," I said slowly. "That's a new one."
"It's the same thing with a sadder font."
I pulled up the order history. Maren was right. Three refunds, three different email accounts, all routed to variations of the same address on Harbor Ridge. The names on the accounts were different, but the card messages had a rhythm to them, a certain theatrical sweetness, like someone who had learned how to sound in love by watching movies.
I closed the refund window and opened a browser instead.
It took me eleven minutes to find her. The delivery address was a penthouse, but the name on the order was Julian Cross, and Julian Cross had a public profile that linked to a small private account. From there I found a tagged photo. The tag belonged to a woman named Elena Marsh, and her account was not private.
The first post was from ten minutes ago.
She was standing in front of a mirror, holding ninety-nine red roses in her arms, laughing with her whole face. Her caption read: Thank you baby. Tonight we meet his family. Everything we talked about is finally happening.
Below it, in the comments, someone had written: Finally! You've been waiting for this for two years.
The post was timestamped 6:58 PM.
The refund request had come in at 7:02.
I stared at the screen for a long time. The roses in her arms were the ones I had arranged. I could tell by the ribbon, by the exact way the black paper folded at the corner. I had wrapped those flowers with my own hands less than an hour before she posted. And the man who had paid for them was telling me she was dead.
My chest went cold, and then it went hot.
"Liv?" Maren said. She was still on the line.
"He's lying," I said. "She's alive. She posted a picture with the flowers ten minutes ago."
There was a pause. Then Maren said, very quietly, "That's worse than I thought."
"Yeah."
"What are you going to do?"
I looked around my apartment at the thrifted furniture and the stack of unpaid invoices by the door and the single framed photo of my father on the shelf. I thought about every time a customer had tried to take something from me and I had let it go because I needed the money more than I needed the fight.
Not this time.
"I'm going to deliver something else," I said.