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Inside the house, Fiona was already waiting.
The moment Emil stepped into the grand hall, she appeared at the top of the stairs, her figure framed by the pale light of morning.
“You came,” she said softly.
Emil lowered his head, unable to meet her gaze.
Fiona descended the stairs with measured grace, each step deliberate. When she reached him, she lifted his chin with a finger, forcing him to look at her.
“There now,” she murmured. “Isn’t that better?”
Emil’s eyes burned, but he did not speak.
“Good boy,” Fiona said, her smile faint and cold. “You’ve learned your place.”
Behind her, the house seemed to close in, shadows stretching long and deep.
Emil felt the weight settle back onto his shoulders, heavier than before.
And in that moment, he understood: the summons had not simply called him back.
It had chained him.
---
The house swallowed Emil whole the moment he returned.
The silence of Greene House was unlike that of the cottage — here it was oppressive, not peaceful. At Thomas’s, silence was filled with the hum of life: the scrape of hoes in the earth, Jacob’s chatter, the crackle of firewood. At Greene House, silence was something else entirely. It pressed on him, carrying with it the unspoken weight of expectation.
Emil had lived with it his entire life, yet now, after a brief taste of freedom, he found it unbearable.
He moved through the halls with his shoulders tight and his eyes down. The portraits of the ancestors stared down at him, their frames heavy with dust and varnish. Their painted eyes seemed sharper now, as though they knew he had dared to step outside his assigned place.
At dinner, Fiona watched him without comment. Mike tried, once or twice, to draw Emil into conversation, but the words fell flat. Emil’s replies were thin, monosyllabic.
Fred and Greg, however, smiled too much. Every word they spoke was laced with satisfaction, every sideways glance carrying the smugness of victory. They had him back where they wanted him. Their trap had worked.
---
In the days that followed, Fiona’s grip tightened.
She did not raise her voice or issue punishments. Instead, she made her control known in quieter, subtler ways.
The books Emil had kept in his room — the ones he had smuggled from the library, his only small treasures — disappeared. When he asked the staff about them, they shrugged.
The window latch in his room was fixed, nailed shut so he could not sneak out at night.
His chores doubled. He was ordered to clean the stables, scrub the stone floors, polish the silver. He was not permitted to join the staff at meals anymore, but was instead instructed to eat alone in the kitchen once everyone else had finished.
The message was clear: he was being pared down, piece by piece, stripped of any fragment of self he had managed to salvage.
---
Emil tried to endure it in silence. He told himself he could survive anything, so long as he held onto the memory of those days in the village — Thomas’s steady presence, Jacob’s laughter, the warmth of belonging.
But memory began to sour. Instead of comfort, it became torment.
At night, he lay awake replaying every moment: the sun on his face in the fields, the sound of Jacob calling his name, the way Thomas had said *You always have a choice*.
And now, lying in the dark of Greene House, he realized he had chosen wrong.
He had come back.
He had given up.
---
The breaking points did not come all at once, but in small, almost invisible cracks.
One morning, Fred cornered him in the corridor.
“You’re quiet again,” Fred said, stepping into Emil’s path. “What’s the matter? Missing your peasant friends?”
Emil stiffened but said nothing.
Greg appeared behind him, blocking his escape. “Maybe they’ve already forgotten you. Maybe they’re glad you’re gone.”
The words sliced through him. Emil tried to push past, but Fred shoved him against the wall, hard enough that his shoulder ached.
“You think they’ll still care about you, Emil? You’re nothing. You were nothing to them, just like you’re nothing here.”
Greg leaned in close, his breath sour. “Better get used to it.”
Emil clenched his jaw so tightly it hurt. He wanted to scream, to strike them, to make them bleed the way they made him bleed inside. But the fight had been drained out of him.
He shoved past them and fled down the corridor, his chest burning, his eyes stinging.
And for the first time in years, he thought of Emily Ritter — his mother, the shadow whose name had always been a curse.
He wondered if she had felt this same helplessness, this same crushing weight.
He wondered if she had wanted to run, too.
---
Fiona noticed his unraveling.
One evening, she entered his room without knocking. Emil stood by the window, staring at the nailed-shut latch, his hands trembling at his sides.
“You’re restless,” she said calmly.
Emil turned, his face pale. He didn’t answer.
Fiona stepped further in, her gaze sharp, assessing. “You went running once. You will not run again. Do you understand?”
His lips parted, but no sound came.
She reached out, her hand brushing his cheek — a gesture that looked tender but felt like ownership.
“You are mine, Emil,” she whispered. “Everything you are, everything you could be — it belongs here. With me. With this family. You cannot escape it.”
A tear slipped down his cheek before he could stop it.
Fiona smiled faintly, as though satisfied. Then she left, closing the door behind her.
Emil sank to the floor, his body shaking with silent sobs.
That night, he did not sleep. He sat against the wall, staring at the nailed window, and felt the walls of the house pressing closer, crushing the air from his lungs.
---
By the end of the week, even Mike noticed.
He found Emil in the stables, sitting in the straw, his eyes blank.
“Emil,” Mike said gently. “Come inside. You’ll catch cold.”
Emil looked at him, his face hollow, his expression unreadable.
“Why?” he asked quietly.
Mike blinked. “Why what?”
“Why bring me back here?” Emil’s voice cracked. “Why didn’t you let me stay gone?”
Mike’s throat tightened. He opened his mouth, then closed it again. What answer could he give? That he had done it out of duty? Out of guilt? Out of fear of Fiona’s disapproval?
None of it was enough.
“Because you belong here,” Mike said finally, weakly.
Emil let out a bitter laugh — a sound so sharp it startled Mike.
“No,” Emil whispered. “I never did.”
He rose then, brushing straw from his clothes, and walked out of the stable without looking back.
Mike stood frozen, the words echoing in his ears.
And for the first time, he wondered if Fiona had been right all along — not about Emil’s place, but about the inevitability of his destruction.
---
The house held its silence, thick and unbroken. But beneath it, cracks were widening. Emil could feel them — in himself, in the walls around him, in the brittle patience of a life lived under chains.
Something was giving way.
And he knew: when it broke, it would break completely.
---
The days blurred after that, each one indistinguishable from the next. Emil moved through them like a shadow, hollow-eyed, silent, a ghost walking among the living.
But one night, something unexpected stirred within him — a flicker, faint and fragile, but enough to draw breath into his lungs again.
It began with Jacob.
---
He was in the kitchen, scrubbing dishes long after the rest of the staff had retired, when he heard a noise outside. At first, he thought it was the wind, a branch scraping against stone. But then came a soft tapping — deliberate, rhythmic, unmistakable.
His heart lurched. He hurried to the window above the sink, but the shutters had been bolted from the outside.
The tapping came again, followed by a low whisper.
“Emil!”
His breath caught. He would have known that voice anywhere. Jacob.
Hands shaking, Emil pressed his ear against the c***k in the shutter. “Jacob?”
A stifled laugh. “Finally! You’re slower than Thomas said you’d be. Thought you’d fallen asleep on me.”
Emil’s chest ached at the sound of him. For a moment, he couldn’t breathe.
“What are you doing here?” Emil whispered urgently.
“Checking on you. Thomas said you looked worse when you left, and I didn’t believe him. But he was right, wasn’t he? You sound like death.”
Emil shut his eyes, tears pricking. “You shouldn’t have come. It’s not safe.”
Jacob scoffed. “Not safe? What’s Fiona going to do, scold me to death? Please. I’m harder to kill than I look.”
Emil almost laughed. Almost.
---
They spoke in hurried whispers, separated by wood and iron. Jacob told him about the village — the harvest, the new calf, how Thomas had been working too hard. Emil listened, clinging to every word like it was air.
For the first time since his return, he felt alive again.
When Jacob paused, Emil whispered, “I miss it. I miss you.”
The silence on the other side was brief, but Emil felt its weight.
“I miss you too,” Jacob said finally, his voice unsteady. “It’s not the same without you.”
Something fragile broke in Emil’s chest. For a moment, he let himself imagine it — leaving, running away with Jacob, starting somewhere new where Fiona’s voice couldn’t reach.
He almost believed it was possible.
---
But the moment shattered.
The kitchen door creaked open, spilling light into the room.
Fred stood in the doorway, his expression sharp with suspicion. “What are you doing?”
Emil froze. His pulse thundered in his ears.
Fred’s eyes darted to the window, then back to Emil. A slow smile spread across his face.
“Talking to ghosts, Emil?”
Emil’s throat closed. He could still feel Jacob on the other side of the shutters, but the boy had gone silent, clever enough to know danger when he heard it.
“I was just finishing the dishes,” Emil managed.
Fred stepped closer, his smile never wavering. “At midnight?”
Emil forced a shrug. “There was a lot to do.”
For a long moment, Fred studied him. Then he leaned close, his breath hot against Emil’s ear.
“You’re lying.”
Emil flinched, but Fred only laughed softly and stepped back. “Careful, Emil. Mother doesn’t like liars.”
He left as quietly as he’d entered, leaving Emil trembling in the dark.
---
When he pressed his ear back to the shutter, there was nothing. Jacob was gone.
The silence that followed was worse than any jeer, any cruelty.
---
The next day, Fiona summoned Emil to her study.
She sat behind her desk, her expression calm, her hands folded. Fred and Greg stood nearby, smug as ever.
“You had a visitor last night,” Fiona said softly.
Emil’s breath caught. He glanced at the twins, who grinned like wolves.
“I—”
Fiona raised a hand. “Spare me the lie. I know who it was.”
Emil’s knees weakened.
Fiona leaned forward, her eyes like steel. “You will not see him again. Do you understand me?”
Emil swallowed hard, forcing the words past his dry throat. “Yes, ma’am.”
Her smile was faint, satisfied. “Good. Because if you disobey me again, it won’t be you who suffers.”
His blood ran cold.
“Thomas has land to lose. His family has debts. And that younger one — Jacob — I imagine he would not endure punishment well.”
Emil’s heart stopped.
Fiona’s smile widened just enough to show her teeth. “You belong to me, Emil. Do not forget it.”
---
He left the study shaking, the threat echoing in his head.
It wasn’t just his freedom at stake anymore. It was Thomas. It was Jacob. Fiona had found his weakness, and she would use it until there was nothing left of him.
That night, Emil sat in the dark of his room, staring at the nailed window. The memory of Jacob’s voice lingered, warm and fleeting, a spark against the crushing cold.
It was the last flicker of hope he had — and Fiona had smothered it with a single threat.
When dawn came, Emil did not rise with longing. He rose with resignation.
Because now, even hope was dangerous.
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