The pitter patter of rain sounded on the roof as the engine died, I began straightening myself and fixing my hair, butterflies fluttered through my stomach with anticipation of what he wanted to discuss. I stopped swinging the chair with my foot as I heard him making his way up the stairs, not understand why such an asshole could have me so flustered. I bit my lip looking down at the ground as he stepped onto the pourch, "Hello," he said politely, "Are you not cold out here?"
I shook my head not wanting to look at him, knowing I wouldn't have the strength to resist smiling, "You wanted to talk?" I asked bluntly.
He glanced around, adjusting his leather jacket as he spoke "I was actually wondering if we could perhaps speak in your room, it's arather intimate topic I wish to discuss in a more private setting."
I bit my lip, my only thoughts were of my mother, she was too unpredictable, no one really knew when the sleeping beast would awaken, "What's wrong with out here?"
He glanced back at Alec's house, "I'd rather not discuss the matter infront of prying eyes," I looked around him with narrowed eyes to find Alec and some random girl with blue hair and a lot of piercings on his porch stairing back at us.
"Right," I turned my attention back to Haven, "Sure, that sounds like a good idea," I stood up off the swinging chair a little wobbly, his hand quickly reached out to steady me even though I was perfectly fine. "Sorry," I mumbled pulling away and leading him inside, we quickly made our way to my room, I closed and locked the door just incase my mother was awake. " I turned to see him giving me a questioning smirk. "There's no privacy in this house," I muttered as an excuse.
He stepped closer to me but I stepped back suprised at his advance, "You want privacy with me?" He smirked tauntingly. I believe he was misinterpreting my fear for something else, I wasn't trying to 'get him alone' I just didn't want my mother bursting through the door and causing trouble.
"You said you wanted to talk alone, we are alone now what do you want?" I swallowed hard looking down at my bare feet, trying to hide the fact that I was blushing.
"I need you to remember something for me, but..." He took me by my chin and made me look at him, "You can't remember until the time is right, I'm afraid I have already influenced you too much,"
"What?" I was so confused, he was speaking total nonsense.
He sighed heavily as he furrowed his brow, "This may be a little scary for you," His pupils dilated and I felt as though I was in a trance, ", but you will stay calm, you will not freak out and you will answer honestly. I want you to remember, the night of the party I made you forget," he paused for a moment as my frozen body reeked havoc on the inside.
There was blood on my hands, I could hear the flies, feel the leaves crunching beneath me as I remembered Blaire's dead eyes stairing up at the night sky, "Why is this happening?" I sank down to the ground trembling with fear and confusion.
"I'm sorry, I just need you to tell me what details you can remember about her, any scratched or bite marks, focus consentrate on what you saw." Against my own will I was remebering again, her torso, there were scratches but strangely not like an animals, more like she put up a hell of a fight. On her leg, it looked as though chuncks had been taken out, what ever happen, all I know is that she suffered horribly. "If that's all you remember then that's okay, it helps," he reached out and picked me up as if I were a child and placed me on my bed, he looked at me again, "Forget this conversation, you sat on your bed to get more comfortable so we could talk," blinking rapibly, I looked around the room, Haven looked at me curiously as I tried to figure out what was going on, "As I was saying, the reason I wanted to talk was to apologize about the other night."
"Apologize? What are you talking about? What just happened?"
"I was drunk and maybe a little jealous," he shrugged, his jacket slidding off his shoulder a little, "I'll admit I found you rather attractive, I wasn't too fond of the fact that you chose the jester over the king, bu-"
"The king," I snorted, ",would that be you?"
He narrowed his eyes at me, "Night in shining armor, whatever, call it what you will, anyway," he sounded agitated now, making me laugh even more, "I shouldn't have said what I said, I should have just kissed you instead, maybe none of that would have happened." Kiss me? Did he really say that? He was jealouse and wanted to kiss me, my cheeks burned as I bit my lip stairing at him. I didn't know how to respond, I felt awkward just sitting there but no words came to mind. He smirked leaning foward, "I can bite that lip for you," suprise took hold of me as he leaned closer his nose brushing mine as his breath danced across my lips. "I should have taken you then and there," his hand slid slowly up my bare thigh giving me goose bumps, "This dress looks sexy on you," I leaned in trying to get to his lips but he just teased me, pulling back slightly, "Did you know blue is my favorite color?" Why was he taunting me?
"Do you tease all your women?" I tried to joke but it came out more as a whisper.
He c****d his head to the side, "I won't touch you without your permission. You told me you didn't want me, I can't just ignore your wishes my dear." I rolled my eyes at him loosing my motivation, this wasn't worth it, I appreciated his apology but teasing me wasn't a good way to get a reaction out of me. I started to pull away but he grabbed my wrist pulling me back, his lips crashing into mine.
My hands instantly curling through his hair as we fell back on my bed, I moaned against his lips pulling him closer to deepen the kiss, my tounge slipping into his mouth, his body was heavy on top of me, but it felt so good, he wriggled between my legs and began grinding his hardened manhood into me, "I want you," I murmured against his lip.
"What do you want from me little dove?"
"I-I want you to touch me," his hand was instantly on my underwear, his fingers gingerly messaging my core.
"Is this where you want me to touch you?" I nodded pulling him back to my lips as he slid my panties off before returning to the messaging. My body shivered as I used my leg to rub against his hardened length, a groan rummbled through his body as he slipped two fingers inside of me. There was a rattling of the door knob, then a sudden banging on my bedroom door caused me to push him off of me quickly.
I jumped up, straightening myself before going to the door, only opening it a crack, to see my mother standing with her arms crossed glaring at me, "I heard noises," She slurred, "What the f**k are you doing?"
"I'm doing homework, what do you want?"
"Don't talk to me like that, you need to go to the store, I'm out of cigarettes."
"I'm busy right now mom, I will go when I'm finished with this assignment."
"I don't care what you are doing," she snatched my hair and yanked me out of my room, I managed to shut the door behind me as she dragged me down the hall, "You do as I say, f**k your homework, your stupid anyway." I pryed her fingers out of my hair and shoved her away from me.
"Stop it! What is your problem?" I demanded.
Instead of answering she swung, punching me so hard I fell to the ground, "Your an ungrateful little b***h you know that? f**k you, I'll get Randy to take me." She turned grumbling to herself as she went back downstairs, trying to smooth down her greying brown hair.
I held my cheek watching her leave, I felt like I wanted to cry, but no tears would come, with a shaky sigh I started to get back up. A firm steady hand took me by my waist, the other taking my hand to help me stand, Haven walked me back to the room and we sat down on my bed in utter silence. He staired at me as I looked at the ground, to embarrased to speak. I felt his weight shift on the bed, then his fingers gingerly brushed my cheek where she had hit me, "If I may be so bold-,"
"I-I don't want to talk about it," I cut him off, "It's getting late maybe you should get going."
"I just wanted to say you are a very strong woman, a pure treasure," he brushed a strand of hair behind my ear, "If you wish, you could stay with me for a while."
"I couldn't leave my sister," I sighed heavily, ", besides, I don't like you, you're still an ass." I elbowed him playfully trying to change the subject.
"It's okay, I'll grow on you, I always do." He pulled me in quickly, kissing me deeply, curling his hands through my hair. Just as I was getting into it he pulled away with a wicked smile on his face, "Let me know when your finally ready for me, then we can continue our little session." He said before heading to my window, climbing out like an expert, I'm sure he had plenty of practice.
With a heavy groan I flopped back on my bed picking up my phone, I quickly dialed Ray, wanting someone to tell everything to. "H-hey! Kit I'm kinda busy is it important?" She answered sounding strange and uneasy.
"Are you okay? What's going on?" I demanded sitting up.
"Nothing, are you home?"
"Yeah, why?"
"Is it just you and your family?"
"Yeah, are you sure everything is okay?"
"Yeah! I'll call tomorrow babe, I have to go! Mom he's over there!" The phone call ended without another word.
I looked at my phone in confusion, what the hell was all of that? Something was up and I was going to find out, Ray and I shared everything and for her to act so strangly wasn't cool. I threw my phone on the dresser and burried my face in the pillows to try and get some rest for tomorrow.