My love, My Suffering

"In life we have to deal with everything with every situation and circumstances to achieve our aspiration." I glance at Rosha my make up artist my, best friend and my manager. She is gay a beautiful and decent one. Ive been with her since college when I'm still a small freelance model. My career in showbiz industry is soaring. Since then we had been preparing for this interview for almost a week, with one of the most popular TV host. "Your so pretty my girl, I always wanted you to enter this industry since then but you are always saying no, now enter that studio and show them all what youve got, show them what real beauty means." I stand and glance my face in the mirror. I don't know what's with my face and body that catches the interests of editorial magazines. I believe that their is no standard form of beauty, it comes in different size big or slim, tall or short, whatever your skin color black, white or brown. Your physical appearance is nothing compared to the content of your soul, what's inside you, your attitude and the beauty of your heart and soul is what matters most. But today people are so obsessed and insane about the perfection of your appearance, your curves, your body and your perfect face is what they are looking for. I sighed for so long before going to the studio. Suddenly someone knocked the door. Rosha immediately open it. To our surprise three huge well-built white men in perfect suites are standing in front of the door. "Excuse me ma’am I'm Levin and our master wants to talk to you." As he reach his hands. 'Who are they?' I asked my self but I still reached and shake hands with him not to offend. "I am so sorry Levin but I can not, I have a TV guesting so if you could please excuse me." As I am starting to walk away and go to the studio. "I'm so sorry ma’am but our master would be offended and he don't take no as answer, I'm afraid you might be facing a lot of consequences later." I glared at him in his men. I am so not impress and i hate people who can use their power and position to suppress anyone. I immediately leave them and on my way to the studio. Levin sighed and called his master. "Master i am sorry to inform but she refuses. As i can see in her personality she might don't like being dragged against her will" he is saying on the phone. As he expected the girl is really so stunning so gorgeous and could captivate anyone, "ah very angelic, that enchanting beauty." Levin cant help his self to appreciate her. My master really has a good eyes sight for a beauty and he is worried for the girl. "How dare you Levin to stare and adore what's mine and how dare that b***h say no to me." Levin knows that his master is really so angry he can hear a sound of a broken glass and a cracking sound and he know that his master smashed his phone on the wall. At the studio everyone is stunned and looking at this beauty. They are checking if she could have any flaws but they did see nothing rather they are awed by her. Asiah is sitting comfortably and smiling so nicely at the TV host, to the camera and to the audience as she answer the TV host questions. "Asiah my darling, you are now the most talked woman in our country as you invade editorial magazines and your picture are all over the social media. Are you not afraid that at your young age you will be facing cruelties an judgement from this new industry?" What's the point of aspiring to reach your dreams if your not that strong enough to face every challenges. What’s the point of going through a lot of hardship to finish her college if she can't answer this simple question. "You know what Miss Claire I've been already in a lot of struggles, problems and hardships in my life, so I think I'm now strong enough to face all that cruelties. We have to dream about what we might became tomorrow and aspire to reach our potential, so every dream we must be strong and potentially capable." And the crowd went wild and clapping for her answer. She had been preparing for this interview and she knows that Miss Claire is still has so many questions to put her down. She knows that this TV host is so cunning, she have destroyed few artist and that's what she is paid for. "Asiah darling, I know you are receiving a lot of indecent proposals now. What's your point on this." Now she's starting as I thought. And I knew she will ask a surprising question later. "Miss Claire I think receiving indecent proposal is not new in this industry so I think it depends with that person to handle that situation she must think twice and must face all the consequences of her decision. So you must learn to love and respect yourself so you can easily reject away those indecent proposals as for me I did not receive any." I answered and smiled at her. "So did you used or accepted indecent proposals to reach this stage of your life." Claire is really annoyed with this b***h she's to confident and she don’t like that one. Asiah look forward eye to eye with Claire and she said "Miss Claire as I told you a while ago I never had  received any indecent proposal you are accusing me of using and accepting indecent proposals just so i could reach where i am now" And still smiling sweetly. "That's the easiest way actually to reach the top Miss Claire, but for me i used my heart and my wit so I came this far. So as for you Miss Claire did you accepted any indecent proposal to reach where you are right now?" I questioned back. Looking at Claire's reaction she is starting to sweat, so my accusation might be correct at all. "Of course not, I am the same as you Asiah darling. So one final question before we end this program. Are you virgin? We know you worked as a model and its hard to keep your virginity if your a model". Asiah is stunned hearing those question she is now here and no turning back she must quickly find a way to be out of this studio. "I do actually, uhm... yes, I am a model but if you have self respect then theirs no wrong from it. We are just poor and nothing so in a way to sustain my college I worked part time as a model, cause I believe that I must priorities education before career and I know this education is the only treasure I have that can not be taken away from me, entering this career and being an actress is not permanent at all. As for the question I think virginity is not important this days, you may hear it cliché but I stand with my words and I don't care if people would believe me or not, but I still believe that the inner soul and what's inside you is what matters most, for me as long as you have a good heart and a beautiful soul inside then you don't have to be afraid. " Rosha is so proud of her Asiah as she is clapping and jumping, appreciating the intelligence of this girl. She put so much love and dedication for her career and she knew Asiah would shine bright and this is that day. As she is waiting and watching inside the dressing room. The door opened she immediately hugged her. They fixed all their things and prepared to leave but Asiah's mind is thinking of that one mistake that she had done in the past. How dare that TV host remind her of her most regretful past. If she could return back time she would love to correct it. She did it because of poverty and to sustain her education. Rosha pushed her a little "hey froglet you look like yuck.. like disgusting.. come on girl i know you are thinking for that one particular scenario again, as if you are r***d by ten men.. duh... girl wake up nothing happened to you in that day." Rosha stated while patting my back. Rosha always making her laugh and smile that’s what she loves about Rosha. She is her best friend and make up artist since they are in college they are partners in finding part time jobs, joining every beauty pageant in every town no matter how far it is as long as the cash price is good then 'go girl' that's an additional income for them. As Flin is watching the interview of his innocent angel he is getting annoyed and getting more angry. He don't want that smile flashing in that screen, that beauty, that innocent face only belongs to him and he don't want it to share to the world. She only belongs to him. He touch the screen of the TV as if he could feel the softness of Asiah's skin. "How dare you my angel to show your beauty, sexiness and your smile to every people in this country, they only belongs to me, mine only. Ill punish you for rejecting my request a while ago." Grinding the remote control in his hands and blood start to drop. As he continue to watch he also can not control his temper he immediately grabbed his new phone and called Levin. Levin is to shock hearing the loud angry voice of his master Flin. "Master anything i can do for you?". "Delete all of the photos of my angel in the web and to all social media sites. Go to the publishing house of all that f*****g magazines that has her photos if they don't compromise kill them". He hate this feeling so much that, he is now so mad gritting his teeth. As he hear about the virginity issue he gasped and drags the huge TV smashing it on the floor. He again dialed Levin’s digits again. "Find the person who snatched my Asiah's virginity burn him alive. Do you hear me? do understand it clearly?" Shouting commanding Levin. "Yes, master i got it". Levin now is afraid of what can his master do just to have Asiah and he is now afraid of it. He know that his master is not pertaining to kill all the people by bullets, but to kill their business instantly. As for that person who have taken Miss Asiah's virginity they must deal with it and burn him literally. At least he is now relieved that his master might loss interest in capturing Asiah knowing that she is not pure anymore. He deeply sighed and start to work dealing one by one with the magazine's company owners. As they hear that its an order from his Master Flin Claud the heartless billionaire, they crawled like a earthworm on the ground afraid to show their head because in any moment Flin's claw might drag them away from the ground and eat them alive. They begged for their business and within a few minutes all was settled He opened his drawer and bring out the documents about Asiah. Reading it again and again but he cant find any connection with a man, she have many suitors and according to his investigation Asiah only focuses on her studies and put all her efforts to her part time job as a model. His investigation also says that she only loves herself, family and her career and she never dated any guy. They only man very close to her is Rosha the homosexual. And they did not find any clue regarding her virginity and he immediately discarded Asiah's documents in the trashcan. Flin is looking at the portrait in his presidential suite and cursed to all the saints that no matter what happens she will own Asiah and punish her day and night with his d**k for not staying pure. "How dare my sweet Angel your in my dreams all night and almost leave me sleepless. Ive come this far to bring you with me even if your not pure anymore I will still bring you and ill f****d you in all the corner of my mansion." Just now he can feel his huge buddy in his crotch "just a little longer my big buddy i know you cant wait for my sweet angels little girl by tomorrow you will shove that little girl".