Finding Yourself

XVIII

Keeylah Mason

*Two Weeks After The Shooting*

I was laid up with Carter at his house on a Saturday night, while my mom and my little brother went out and his parents were on a business trip. This was great to be with Carter. Just us, no distractons and nobody to bother us. Carter was making small circles on my lower back, and once in a while, he'd kiss my forehead. We were watching "Fault In Our Stars" and this movie was truly sad. Two victims of cancer falling in love with each other.

We were living in a comfortable silence, when then Carter's phone beeped, indicating he had a text. He unwrapped his arm from my waist and took his phone out his pocket. He read the message and chuckled.

"Wassup?" I asked him, curiously.

"Messiah says Drea is staying with him for the night and she wanted him to tell me to tell you." He explained.

I shook my head and grinned. Those two were made for each other. They had been insperable for the last two weeks. These little dates here and there, but they claim "they just friends." Friends my ass.

"Those two are somethin' else." I laughed. Carter argeed, returning back to his previous position. But instead, his hand went to stroking my thigh. Up and down, sensually. I gulped, cause I knew this was gonna lead to s*x and I dont know if I was ready foreal.

"You like that, huh?" He whispered on my neck, making me shudder. I moaned as my answer, as his hand rubbed my c******s in my shorts. Wrong day to wear shorts, I thought.

I felt his warm hands slip into my shorts and he pulled on my panties, askin' for permission. All I did was nodded and I felt one of his fingers inside my treasure. My body jolted and then the moans came up, I closed my eyes and enjoyed this feeling.

"Damn, babygirl, You tight as fuck." That instantly brought me back to reality.

Tell him you a virgin, b***h.

"B-baby, t-t-there is something I've g-gotta tell you, fi-first." I tried to murmer out, but he kept pumping those long fingers into me.

"What?" He grunted as he focused on trying to make me climax.

"Im a virgin." I whispered, not ready for his reaction.

Soon, his fingers slipped outta me and he looked at me. I didnt want to look at him, so I looked down and played with my fingers.

"Damn... Im sorry, baby. you shoulda told a nigga." He said, sincerely.

"Its okay, i guess." I mumbled.

"Plus, you aint ready for this long d**k 'nyway." He chuckled lightly, tryna make light of the now awkward situation.

I laughed. "Maybe I am..."

He rose his eyebrow. "Stop playin' with me, Akeeylah. You already know my d**k mad hard."

I straddled on top of him and a started to grind him, slowly.

I earned a grunt from him, which put a smirk like that.

"Damn, Keeylah. Get off of me. You ain't ready..." He was stuttering and I knew I was doing something to him, finally.

I've always wanted my virginity to be taken away and I'm glad it would be by, Carter.

I grinded a but faster, placing kisses all over his face.

I proceeded to then take his shirt off and I took mine. I kissed down his chest, tweaking his n*****s and going down the way of his happy trail.

"s**t, damn you asked for this." In moments later, he flipped us over and he quickly took my shorts off along with my panties and my bra.

Ominous.

He Kissed Her. Slow And Softly. Massaging Her n*****s. Carter Pulled Back So She Could Breath.

"Your Ready." He Asked. She Nodded.

He Started Playing With Her c**t Circling It. Pulling It, Massaging It Up And Down Then He Positioned Myself.

He Pushed The Tip In slowly, Carter Looked At Keeylah, She Was Biting Her Lip Hard. He Pushed Myself Half Way In Before She Screamed Putting In Nails In His Arm.

He Gave Her A Minute, "You Okay." I Asked. "Yea Keep Going." She Looked At Me.

He Pushed All The Way In Giving Her A Second To Adjust. He Pulled Out And Pushed Back In Going At A Slow Pace. While Circling Her n*****s With His Tongue. She Started Moaning Louder.

He Pulled Out Again Causing Her To Whimper. He Pushed Back In, She Clenched Around Him Before She Screamed His Name.

"Carter!"

That Alone Put A Smirk On Carter's Face.

She Started To Shake Having Her First Orgasm.

"Can We Go A Bit Faster Now." She Nervously Asked. Carter Laughed And Nodded.

He Lowered His Lips On Hers As He Rubbed Her Over Sensitive Clit.She Clenched Tightly Around Him, He Could Barley Push To His Second Knuckle Groaning As He Realized Just How Tight She Really Is.

She Could Barley Breathe With All The Pleasure She Was Receiving.

As His Palm Brushed Over Her c******s. She Gasp And Arched Her Back. She Was Reaching Her Climax.

His Thumb Turned And Rubbed Against Her Spot Should Be Causing Her To She Arched Her Back And Scream Loudly.

"c*m Baby." He Groaned In Her Ear, Thrusting His Finger Into Her While Her Body Shook. Just Like He Hoped, She Came All Over His Fingers. Pulling Them Out For A Taste. "Sweet. Just Like I Always Imagine."

She Smirked While Carter Slipped Out And Flopped Next To Her, without first muttering a "Damn" first.

They both slept, but sooner or later, Something would come of this late night escapade....

*********in the morning*

Keeylah.

I woke up to "She Wildin'", this ringtone was specified for my mom. Cause she always wildin.

"Pick your damn phone up, ruining a nigga sleep." Carter mumbled, turning over, still sleeping.

Ion know how this nigga could sleep on a damn couch. Plus, the T.V. was still on and s**t.

I rolled my eyes and picked my phone up the floor.

"Hell-"

"WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU AKEEYLAH JAMAYA MASON?" My mom yelled.

"Too early for this s**t, man. & I was at a friends house, damn." I mumbled. I'm cranky as f**k in the morning, my mom know that and Carter put in work last night, all I wanna do is sleep,

"Don't cuss at me, child. And get your ass home now! I have some news to tell you. Drea here so i don't know why-"

I hung up on her ranting, I wasn't tryna hear that s**t to be honest.

I went to the camera, looked at myself and gasped.

I looked like I got some real good dicking down. Lips swollen, hair all per the place, but I had that special glow.

I sighed and tried to get off the bed, falling face first.

"Dammit. My body sore and my legs hurt." I smacked my teeth and picked my clothes, and crawled to the bathroom, which didn't make s**t any easier.

I went into the bathroom and changed back to my shorts, my black sweater., and slipped on my black and red bred 13s. I tied my hair into a sloppy ponytail.

"Babe." I said, going back into the living room.

"Mhm?" He mumbled.

"I gotta go, but last night was good and....memorable." I smirked.

"Oh yes baby, do it like that." He mumbled some more.

I frowned. This nigga.

I rolled my eyes and took my keys, going back outside to my CLA. I got into and swerved out the driveway, heading back home. ______________