Blue

Chapter 3

I watch him scan around the room and settle on the island to put everything on. “You said the quickest way to your heart was margaritas so...I thought it might be nice to make some. If of course, you don’t mind drinking and also, have a blender.” He jokes.

“Yeah yeah I get my apartment is small but I do have a blender, thank you very much.” I reach up to grab it but I’m too short and almost drop it but he catches it before it lands on the counter. “Thanks. Sorry...I’m a clutz.” I say praying he thinks I’m cute.

“It’s okay, you’re still cute.” He says and kisses me on the cheek. I look at his lips for a moment longer before he walks away to plug the blender in. We eat and talk and he makes me a huge drink that surprisingly is the best margarita I’ve ever had. “Seriously what did you put in this? Did you drug me?” I joke and he laughs. Hard. “Of course not. It’s just...a secret family recipe.” I smile. “Okay but fair warning, I can get drunk off of these pretty quick if you don’t stop me so, be prepared. I also apologize in advance for anything drunk me says or does she’s a bit wild.” I laugh. He smiles, looking into my eyes and says “You’re beautiful you know that?” as he brushes my hair out of my face. I look down at the floor instinctually but he firmly grabs my chin and makes me look back at him. “I asked you a question, Sweets.”

I look at him amazed and nervous all of a sudden. I shyly say “no...I didn’t know that.” and I feel my cheeks burning red from embarrassment. “Well, I’m going to make sure you do.” I smile and see such a warmth in his eyes. I look at his lips and he sees me staring. He holds my face with both hands and kisses me as gently as he can and I feel my heart swell up and practically burst out of my chest. I kiss him back, harder. More demanding. Needing him all of a sudden. I push harder and harder and he pulls away slightly and says “your drink is melting silly.” I giggle. 

“Well, we can’t have that now can we?” I grab it and chug the whole thing as fast as possible, getting brain freeze in the process. He laughs at what a dork I and I pretend I’m dying from the pain and land in his arms. He holds me and says “another one, coming right up.”

I drank two….maybe three more? I don’t know it starts to get fuzzy after that. We watch a random movie we picked out on Netflix but mostly lay on the couch cuddling each other, and occasionally kissing, but not for long. I giggle stupidly and he laughs at me. He plays with my hair and I can feel his eyes on me. 

“Well little lady, I’m afraid I have to use your restroom.” I sit up and say “over there” as I point next to the bedroom. He smiles and goes and I’m left already missing him. I check my phone and see 3 unread messages, all from Josh. 

“Hey baby you busy?”

“Aww don’t tell me you are.”

“Hello??? Are you even alive??” I roll my eyes and text back. “I’m on a date you perv can you keep it in your pants?” 

“Whoa a date?! But what about me?!”

“What about you.”

“Is it serious?” I pause for a second. Is it? I like him but….he keeps sending me mixed signals.

“I’m not sure yet. Keeping my mind open.”

“More like your legs.” 

I am just about to send something I’d probably regret later but I hear Logan coming out of the bathroom and I quickly hide my phone in the couch and put it on silent. He comes back to sit with me and suddenly I can’t take the butterflies. Right as he sits down I sit on his lap with my legs at his sides. 

“Whoa there Sweets, careful before you start something you don’t mean to.” He laughs but doesn’t try to move me off.

“I mean to.” I say as I kiss him, hard. I feel him run his hands up my back and to my shoulders. He touches my neck and kisses it gently.

“Well Sweet girl, you're gonna get what you signed up for.” He says as he grabs my hips and lays me down on my back, hovering over me. He kisses me and nibbles my ears and I kiss him back, instantly feeling the wetness in between my legs. I’m worried he will feel it soaking through my leggings but before I can do anything about it he glides his hand down. 

“Well….that was fast.” I smile and he smiles back at me. I think about how much I want this but also….Ginny’s words ring in my ear. “Never have s*x for the first time while you’re drunk! You don’t want to forget the fun.” I laugh to myself and then think again. Gosh why can’t Ginny leave me alone and let me enjoy this? But also...do I really want to do this? I am drunk...I’m not sure. He senses my hesitation.

“Hey, you okay?”

“Yeah I just…” I blush embarrassed. “I um...I’m not sure I want to have s*x….tonight.”

He lightly laughs at this. “Don’t worry Sweets, I don’t have vanilla s*x anyway.” He whispers as he slides his fingers into my pants gently, asking permission. His words don’t register because I’m too distracted with him sliding my pants off.

“What are you doing then?” I ask curiously, but I don’t resist him.

“You never said you weren’t open to cummiing. Did you?”

“No.” I say with a huge grin on my face.

“Well good. Because I want to taste you.” He says to me with a devilish look in his eyes. He bends his head forward and I watch him every step of the way. He looks at me and gently massages my lips. He spreads them softly and smiles. He lets them close and continues to rub my thighs and spread them again. His fingers feel so good and warm and I’m practically itching for him to keep going. He feels my eyes on him and he looks up at me. He locks his eyes onto mine and inhales, smelling all of me. His eyes roll to the back of his head and he says “Mmm…..you smell delicious Sweet girl.” 

I shudder. Did he really just smell me? And he liked it? I have goosebumps running up and down my spine and as I feel his tongue I lay back onto the pillow and let out a soft moan. He uses just the tip to circle right around my c**t and he gently holds my lips open for him. I push my hips into his chin begging for more and he starts to rub harder. I feel him circle around my opening and taste all of my wetness. “So Sweet.” He moans as he goes in deeper. I feel his hand move and circle around my wetness as he slides a finger inside. I feel him inside of me and my moans beg him for more. He slides another finger in and starts to push in hard. I move my hips with him and revel in his tongue swirling around my c**t, teasing me. 

I then feel something I’ve never felt before. It feels like he’s pulling up inside of me. There’s a pressure I don’t recognize but it feels amazing. He pulls harder and harder until all of a sudden something comes out and hits him in the face.

“s**t!!! I’m so sorry!!”