Camilla It was as if Damon suddenly snapped out of his grieving state, he is always in my face, saying one thing or the other, trying to get my attention, or to get me to say something to him, but it always didn't end as he always wanted, I always say next to nothing to him, not because I'm angry that he ghosted me, I was angry at other things, things that ended up raising the what if questions in my head, things that ended up weighing me down with the heavy weight of guilt. For these two weeks that I've been at the manor after my short trip to the hospital, I've been pondering on what could have happened had Adrianna not left Emily in our care, maybe she would have still been alive, running around this manor, maybe if I didn't arrive at the school late, none of these would have happened

