Damon I didn't go back to the manor after the fire, I stopped by the club, banged my office door and popped more alcohol. I know I should be out there with Camilla, or better still finding those who did this, I should be out there spilling the blood of everyone who has offended me, but I couldn't do any of that, I couldn't do any of that because if I want to get vengeance for my daughter, I'll have to start from myself, I'm the number cause of her death. That's how f****d up this whole thing is. Pouring a mould of cocaine on the desk, I separated it into thin lines with my debit card. I sniffed in the first line, shifted the next line closer and sniffed it too. The feeling I got from this is exactly what I need but not what the people around me needs, but that didn't stop me. I pushed t

