NOT Your GUARDIAN

WEAK (18+)

Our lovemaking was always risk and promises. For if he held my life in his hands, I held his soul in mine, and he knew it, but still want it.

***Sasi***

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"I suggest you stop this now, continue your shoot or I'll be the one shooting on you atop that dressing table."

Raki whispered on my lips the moment we let go for a while to gasp for a breath.

"I choose the dresser."

I replied deliriously, my mind is clouded with so much passion I can't think clearly anymore.

"Great choice but are you sure about that?"

His eyes hooded with fervor, longing, trepidation, and pain looked at me in question.

"Yes. Please don't make me use my mind right now."

I moaned in despair. Desire swept through me like a raging fire, blazing, putting it off will surely be the death of me. I don't want to think, thinking clearly hurts like hell.

When suddenly, a music broke the silence. Someone fumbles into the sound system and a classic float in the air...making it insanely impossible to control my moans.

I don't know what it is that you've done to me

But it's caused me to act in such a crazy way

Whatever it is that you do when you do what you're doing

It's a feeling that I don't understand..

"f**k you then, I shall."

His voice is feral, so dark and lustful. Suddenly his strong arms are around me, encircling my waist, twisting, pinning me to the wall and he hovers above me, his hand tugs at my hair painfully so that my lips meet his demanding kiss.

Cause my heart starts beating triple time

With thoughts of loving you on my mind

I can't figure out just what to do

When the cause and cure is you.

"Oh my princess.."

He groaned wildly. He grasped my chin to hold me in place as he plunged into the depths of my mouth. He kissed me so hard, I could feel my tongue being sucked out like a vacuum. He pulled at my lower lip and gently bit as I groaned in response.

I get so weak in the knees, I can hardly speak

I lose all control and something takes over me.

In a daze and it's so amazing, it's not a phase

I want you to stay with me, by my side

I swallow my pride, your love is so sweet.

"Uhhhh.."

I moan in pleasure as his fingers traveled from my neck to my open chest, squeezing me lightly, playing with my tips, and leaving a small flickering fire into my skin.

"Nice pants by the way, can I test the zipper?"

He asked teasingly before he unbuckles my belt then pulled down my pants halfway through my thighs. He cupped my already wet crevice beneath the panties and it drives me even crazier, caressing me, sending shivers down my spine just like he always did.

It knocks me right off of my feet

Can't explain why your loving makes me weak.

"You make me want to be so f*****g naughty."

He groaned as he slid his palm beneath my underwear, getting a hold of my watery entrance and taunting me to surrender.

Time after time after time I've tried to fight it

But your love is strong it keeps on holding on

Resistance is down when you're around, starts fading

In my condition I don't want to be alone

"I'm trying to be courteous at least..but you're too frickin' sexy. How long do we have left?"

He whispered into my ear.

"A-about ten minutes.. give or take.."

I said panting in excitement. This is what I wanted all along right?I need a release..

maybe only then, I could forget him and everything that he has made me feel.

'Cause my heart starts beating triple time

With thoughts of loving you on my mind

I can't figure out just what to do

When the cause and cure is you, oh

I was caught off-guard when he pulled me suddenly towards the dressing table, turned me around so that I am facing the mirror. I am pinned between the table and his hard lust behind me. He looked at me through the mirror, his eyes are burning.

"I will bury myself so deep into you so that you will feel hollow when I'm not with you."

He mumbled under his ragged breathing.

I get so weak in the knees, I can hardly speak

I lose all control and something takes over me

In a daze and it's so amazing, it's not a phase

I want you to stay with me, by my side

I swallow my pride, your love is so sweet

It knocks me right off of my feet

Can't explain why your loving makes me weak

"Yes please..don't hold back..."

I grunted breathily… almost pleading, surrendering my sanity. Hearing those words from him is almost maddening.

He undid his fly, as I leaned panting on the mirror. Looking at his scrumptious reflection.

I know it's going to be rough, and I would love that.

"Oh, trust me I won't. Hold tight, it's gonna be a bumpy ride."

He pulled out a foil pack of condom.

"Always ready huh?"

I smirked.

"We don't want that suit ruined, do we? and besides, can you handle some extra attention from the eyes outside that door?...hmm?"

Arching his brows at me, I heard the foil ripping and he pulled it down on his own thick rod.

I try hard to fight it

No way can I deny it

Your love's so sweet

It knocks me off my feet

"Here I come, baby."

Pushing me down on the table, I put my right-hand flat on the desk and the left on the mirror in front of me for added support. Caressing smoothly my protruded behind, he pushed my legs apart and without a warning, plunges into me.

I winced at the sudden intrusion; it is rough indeed but the wetness from my cunt makes it easier for his hard c**k to slide inside. He didn't even stretch me, but still, it's a remarkable stunt on my part. Like a slut, I let him enter me, ravish me and own my body. In this little space of dressing room, I am his.

I get so weak in the knees, I can hardly speak

I lose all control and something takes over me

In a daze and it's so amazing, it's not a phase

I want you to stay with me, by my side

I swallow my pride, your love is so sweet

It knocks me right off of my feet

Can't explain why your loving makes me weak

When he rears up and slams into me again the sting disappeared. He flexed his hips, his erection pushed against me with such intensity I couldn't contain my stifled cries. He leaned forward, sucked my ear and the pleasure lanced through my body that runs directly to my groin…

He's holding my waist in place as his right hand traveled towards my c**t, massaging up and down as he slammed torturously into me again and again. I whimper in his every move.

"Sasi...my baby..so.sweet.shall.I.make.you.come.fast?."

He spoke the words one by one in rhythm with his ramming.. fast.. dominating me.

"R-Raki...yes please.."

My hands begin to tremble as I felt the build-up of tension from my legs to my thighs, and I almost fell if it wasn't for Raki's swift reflex to catch me, and yet he didn't stop attacking me. I felt so helpless, writhing against him as he deliciously played with my c**t while striking that sweet gland inside continuously.

I get so weak

Blood starts racing through my veins

I get so weak

Boy, it's something I can't explain

I get so weak

Something 'bout the way you do the things you do, it

Knocks me right off of my feet (off my feet)

I can't explain why your loving makes me weak

I began to meet his every thrust, eager to reach that climax I am so hungry about, but then he slowed down his pace. He withdraws halfway, then insert fractionally, and slams hard again, making me jerk in agonizing pleasure.

It is mind-blowingly good.

"Sasi..why do you hate me?"..

He asked all of a sudden while I'm having the best moment of my life swimming on cloud nine.

"I-I don't hate you Raki..please..ohh."

I couldn't take the slow pace anymore. I want to come so bad.

"Then.. do you want me?"

He asked slamming hard on me.

I get so weak in the knees, I can hardly speak

I lose all control and something takes over me

In a daze and it's so amazing, it's not a phase

I want you to stay with me, by my side

I gasped and nodded, unable to speak as he rakes my hot d**k faster.

"Say it.."

He teased me once more, hitting that sensitive gland in unison with the flicking on my front.

"I WANT YOU!..ohh..please..Raki..."

I spoke louder than I intended to, never caring about the surroundings any more. I forgot where we were, what I am doing, or even the reason of my existence.

All I know was that I want to quench the insatiable need ripping through my body.

"Then have me, you will."

He replied hoarsely as he tightened his grip on my waist, pounding into me harder, faster..deeper.. and I'm all sensation everywhere, sweet, sweet agony of pleasure swept into me, I'm building...I'm lost in the moment of sublime peak, trying to absorb all the sensations,

it's mind-blowing,

it's body blowing..

In this moment, I felt that he owns me,

I am in his disposal,

to do as he will.

I want to stop him,

I don't want to stop him.

I..want..ohh..no..no..no!

This is too much..

Tears began to form in the corner of my eye from the intensity of our lovemaking, I arched my back as I looked into his reflection on the mirror.. deep, dark hazel eyes that looked back at me with the same passion. I couldn't believe the image of me that I am seeing, this wanton woman is not me..

I swallow my pride, your love is so sweet

It knocks me right off of my feet

The half-opened suit, unruly hair, teary-eyed in heat…gaping mouthed and heaving badly..

It's not Chantara..

It's Sasi..

Raki’s Sasi..

and the thought of being his, trips me towards the edge, biting my lip to prevent myself from screaming as my climax came..

I detonated around him..

again and again, my c*m dripping into his fingers.

My orgasm was so loud, ripping me apart, scorching through me like a wildfire.

My body trembled, pulsing, shaking..

"That's it baby..feel me...uhhh.."

Raki growled as he reached his own release..

he came violently inside me, while I continued to quiver with aftershocks.

It's sweet heaven..and hell at the same time..

It's insanity gone wild.

Who would've thought that I, Chantara Lamwilai of Thailand, a supermodel, and an introvert, would be doing crazy, wild s*x inside a dressing room, with my bodyguard?.

I can't explain why your loving makes me weak...

He held me tightly for a moment, inhaling my scent just below my ear. Then he eased gently out of me. Took a couple of tissues from the dispenser beside the makeup kits.

"Bend down.."

He instructed me as he cleansed my p***y with wet wipes. I’m exhausted from our little rendezvous, but to my surprise, I feel energized. My nerves are alive and my blood pulsing rapidly that I felt hot and warm.

After cleaning me, I let him put on my pants, buckled up my belt and he helped me sit on the couch nearby. He sat beside me, wrapping his arms around my body from the back.

"How are you feeling?"

His chin rested cozily on my shoulder, and I melt from the touch of his body on me.

"Fine, I guess.."

I replied sleepily, closing my eyes for a moment. My head felt heavy as his heady woody scent enveloped me. He smelled of pine tree leaves fresh from the rain. So relaxing, calming my furrowed mind.

"Gather yourself, the photographer, and phi Best is coming. We will talk later when we get home."

He mumbled in my ear, leaving a soft kiss on my shoulder before he stood up, brushed my hair a little and buttoned up my suit then move to stand by the door.

My eyes sprung open when I felt his absence in my zone.

"What are you-"

My words were cut off by soft knocks on the door, which Raki opened at once. In, came Phi Best and the head photographer of the shoot.

How the f**k did he know they were coming?

I looked at him in amazement, but he just smiled and shrug his shoulders.

A FEW HOURS LATER

I slumped myself on the bed as I fell face-down on it. It was nearly sundown and the first day of getting back to work was exhausting. Though I enjoyed it, being at home was more appealing to me. I decided to just lie there, non-moving for a couple of minutes. Taking my sweet time to reminisce the moments earlier at the photoshoot after the 'dressing room' incident. Heat flooded my face as I recollected the scene of how I madly insinuate a copulation act with Raki.

What in this world has taken over me to do such a humiliating move?

He has been all smiles all throughout the shoot, his eyes never left mine. I knew it, I could feel it though I didn't see him through the bright lights of the strobes. I knew he was looking at me, and I looked back, not at the cameras, but to the direction of the pull I am feeling.

His presence tugged at my inner soul, my heightened senses knew where he was, what he was doing and how he was feeling. It's like some string of connection was formed inside that room, I couldn't point out exactly. Do we have an agreement? What are we going to talk about later? Is he going to ask me about my feelings?..

Thinking I did a good job hiding my dilemma.

But what I am more concerned about was, does Raki feels the same way towards me? Does my existence affect him the way he does mine?

And if ever I am....if I am...How will my parents react to this news?

So many questions left unanswered.

and my head hurts from thinking a lot.

urgghh....I'm going to be crazy at this point.

I stood up and blew a deep breath…when suddenly, a soft knock broke the silence within the room.

"Miss, it's me... Raki."

Four words that held me captive on my bed. I couldn't seem to move, to stand up and open the door. I am so nervous; I think my heart will come out of my chest.

"I'm coming in."

He said when I didn't reply.

When he stepped inside the room, his eyes were the first to capture my gaze. The closer he gets, the more nervous I become..

He became my focus, his sultry eyes, that sexy grin I want to wipe off his face. I was so engrossed in inhaling his presence that everything else in the background blurred out. Only him mattered, and that slow pace he took towards me.

"Stop gaping at me like that, or else.."

He smiled mischievously, and I inhaled sharply.

"Or else what?"

I asked bravely even though my insides started to quiver.

"Let's talk..before I lose my mind again. Stop teasing me.”

I couldn't believe he denied my obvious flirtation.

"So, what are we gonna talk about?"

…to be continued.