Nancy helped me to stand, and we moved to the class to attend a lecture. It was so much tired, I was so much tired because of the constant lecture, I looked to Nancy she was staring jasmine and her fellow girls all the time. I was thinking about Zion all the time. The mystery was not getting low, zion sudden changing behavior was out of sense. I was constantly trying to focus on the lecture but my mind keep diverting to another dimension.
Zion notebook was coming in front of me , why he draw my picture? when he start noticing me? why he divert his all attention from jasmine to me? why he done it with me?
Miss lily snapped near my face and said;
" SALENA HUTTON pay attention towards the lecture otherwise I will punish you.."
I flinched and said;
" Mam sorry!.. I'm having trouble can I wash my face. My headache is getting high since from morning.. "
" Okay no problem you can go.. "
" Thank you!.. "
I excuse to class and went out from the classroom. It was so annoying that I have to lie with my teachers. I wish I could do better than it. This f*****g annoying day is not going down. I took few steps to the girls locker room with absent mind but before I went inside the locker room I saw Zion Zurchary father Mr. Zurchary was moving to the principal room which was quite shocking for me.
I saw Zion was moving forward with him. They were looking tense like they are in some kind of problem.
I took a few seconds pause and thought maybe I should have to follow them? but wait a minute it is good idea or not Salena. I looked with strange eyes my inner devil was keep saying to me;
" Come on salena follow them!... It is great time to discover mystery it is a chance to known about Zion may be they are talking about you? may be they are talking about Zion mysterious life."
My inner angel came and said;
" No Salena it is a bad habit you can't do that? you can't see that it is personal for them. What will Zion think about you when he known that you followed him and his dad... Just be yourself don't go! Keep yourself out from the danger!.. Just follow your inner peace and soul stay away from these conflicts.
I was thinking may be she is right I don't have to follow it, my inner peace of mind is more important than Zion mysterious life. ofcourse I'm slowly learning that even it. I react, it won't change anything,
it won't make people suddenly love
and respect me, it won't magically
change their minds. Sometimes It's better to just let things be, let people go, don't fight for closure, don't ask for explanations, don't chase answers and don't expect people to understand where you're coming from Zion I known that he is mysterious but I can find a different way to known where he is coming from, I'm slowly learning that life is better lived when you don't center it on what's happening around you and center it on what's happening inside you instead I can understand that he is suspecious but I will look forward. I took deep breath and went to the locker room but than I thought may be once I have to check what is the problem they are discussing about.. I quickly run towards the principal room which was located third floor but before I reach out there I saw Zion and Mr. Zurchary was coming out from the office. I was late which was depressing for me.
I said;
" s**t I missed it ..."
I was hiding myself behind the pillars because student are not allowed to visit third floor but I somehow managed.
I saw Zion was moving down stairs and his father was already gone. I took deep breath that they don't notice me but I was wrong. I took few steps out from the staircase and move down but suddenly someone pull me from my waist. It was all sudden that I could not noticed that who done it.
I saw the light of stairs start blinking and only I saw a presence of one young man who was holding me. I only saw his deepest eyes who where seducing me. I known these eyes are for me! I known you are belong to me.
He wispered and said;
" You don't have to be here! it is not safe for you Salena!.."
" who are you!..."
I tried to focus on his face and voice I only noticed it was Zion. I pull me again closer. Our bodies were just merely inches away from each other, his lips were about to touch me. I was feeling hotness of his body.
" This is second time you are in my arms? No one is ever really ready Salena but yes you are I have fire! but when something takes your breath away with ease,we have no other choice than
to endure you because no matter the consequences."
I pushed him backward and said;
" You can't get me!... "
I start running down and moved to the class. My heart was beating fast, I saw Nancy was coming out from the class and she saw me in tense situation. She moved to me in rush and hold me from my shoulders.
" What happened salena!.. '
I was about to cry but I somehow control my feeling when I noticed that everyone was watching me mysterious. I quickly moved out from the college with her. She was sure that something is happening with me but I was not in the condition to tell them.
After college;
I walked out of the college with Nancy. We just stopped at the ground entrance. Nancy said,
" Okay, Salena, take care of yourself and please just visit the doctor's clinic. I'm saying to you it is a serious injury."
I said;
" No, I'm fine. It is not hurting like that much, but thank you!"
She asked;
" But Salena you don't tell me about that mysterious incident which happened with you? what actually happened with you? "
" Nancy please I don't want to talk about it? I just want some quality of time with myself. I'm already freaking out with this overwhelmed day.. please give me some time to heal my own mind. "
" okay! okay I understand but promise me tomorrow you will tell me each and everything about today. "
" Okay I will now bye!.. " Nancy start moving to her home while I noticed something while we are talking.
I was talking to her, suddenly Zion came and parked his luxury car in front of me, and got out of the car with an attitude.
He took his black jacket and wore it in front of me. I just shockingly saw his face with my big ball eyes.
He came in front of me, Jasmine quickly came out from the campus to the ground entrance to see him, while I was just staring at him. That was so annoying. He gazed over my face and moved forward. I was sure he was here for me. He looked towards my face and made eye contact and moved towards Jasmine.
How f*****g insulting it is, he just wants to insult me.
he said;
" Jasmine babe! Come quickly, we are going for a hangout."
Jasmine excitedly went towards him and hugged him tightly. She said:
" Ohhh! My love, I love you! I'm super excited to be with you."
He looked towards me and held jasmine's waist and moved to the car. He took her towards the car with an attitude, he was trying to be jealous of me because he couldn't salon.
He opened the door for her and wore sunglasses. He got into the car and moved on.
I was staring at myself. Nancy gazed at my face with anger.
I said;
" Please! don't look at me like that. "
She said;
" You know what, you are a super i***t, a super ultrapro-max i***t. When he was trying to break up with her, why did you stop him?"
I said;
" I already said to you I have zero interest in him."
I started moving out of Nancy because now I can't hear about her nonsense anymore. I slowly walked out of the campus, still struggling to move on my feet. I said to myself, Salena, this pain is nothing in front of that jealousy which is happening in my body.
I was moving on in an empty road, cold air was blowing, the freshness of trees was giving good vibes, it was hard to walk with such pain. I try to reach the bus stop as soon as possible.
After walking ten minutes, I felt fatigue fatigued, my body said," Now I can't move on!..."
I sit near the side corner of the path and try to relax. I took a water bottle and had two sips. Suddenly, a car stopped in front of me, and a tall boy with ice-colored skin, gray eyes with muscles and a muscular body came out of the car.
he said;
" Are you a salena?"
I looked towards the side corner and on the roadside to see if he was really looking for me or another girl who's name was also Salena, but there was no one.
I shockingly said;
" Yes! I'm Salena, but why are you asking this?"
he said;
" Ohhh! I'm Madam Alexia's ex-student, she sent me here to drop you home."
I said;
" Oh! Yes, Mam Alexia is my favorite teacher. Actually, I had an injury today, maybe that's why she told you. "
he said;
" Yes! Come inside the car. I will drop you."
I said;
" Thank you so much, but I don't need that, I can manage it by myself. "
he said;
" No OK! "
I said;
" Actually! I don't ride in someone else's car. It does not comfort me, but thank you a lot for your kind guest."
he said;
" Okay sure! But I can drop you at home by walking if you don't mind. "
I said;
" sure! So what do you do? "
We both moved towards the bus stop. He said:
" Actually, I run my own family business."
I said;
" Great! I'm a student of business management, just trying to solve my family problems."
Everton said:
" Ohh! Well, problems exist in every family. Just be strong. Here we reach the bus stop."
I said;
" Yeah! Finally, thank Everton!"
he said;
" Wait a minute Salena, here is my card. Whenever you want my help, you can call me."
I took his business card and stepped inside the bus. I said thanks to him before the bus trip.
The bus started moving on while I was checking my cellphone. I checked Madam's email.I reached out to my street.
The bus stopped and I stepped out of the bus.
I walked towards my house.I was still checking my cellphone. massage. I glanced, I glanced over the side street where Zion's car was parked. I shockingly saw his car back and his car again. The car was about two miles away from me.
I tried to see who was inside the car. Are Zion and Jasmine still there or not?
I peekingly moved towards the car and tried to see them.
I reached out to the car, and gazed over inside peekingly. Zion was lying over jasmine. Both were in a position of intimacy. Zion's hand was inside her pants. Jasmineinee was enjoying his pleasure touches.
Zion was sucking her neck and shoulder and trying to reach her n*****s.
Jasmine's hand was on his body. Both were lying in the machinery position. Jasmine was holding him so tightly! I hold my hold so tightly after seeing them closer to each other.
" These f*****g feelings are just destroying me! Why do I care for him?"
When I saw them, my heart beat started releasing like never before, I just felt some liquid was coming out.
I quickly moved from there to my house, without seeing further more.
I went to my house, and pressed the ringing bell. I was in a stressful condition, my blood pressure was high. Ohh, I needed to get my feelings down and had to get a bath quickly.
Nobody answered my door bell. I started tapping on the door again, and I said:
" ohhhh! Open the door! Brother!"
Then I just remind myself, ohhh stupid Salena's house keys are already in your pocket, Brother is in the office, you f*****g i***t.
I took my keys and opened the door, and got inside. I locked the house so that nobody came in.
I took off my clothes and moved inside the bathroom to take a shower. I was depressed after seeing him. Why is he doing that? Why did he suddenly change his behavior? Why did he just insult me in front of campus and now he is just f*****g jasmine in front of my house? Just why me? How rude and annoying is it? Why is he doing these kind of annoying things?
"What is happening to me suddenly? Why am I getting so much stress and anxiety from this?"
I turned on the shower and closed my eyes. It started falling on my body and I felt the coldness of water on my body. It was just releasing my depression and stress. When I closed my eyes, I saw Zion in front of me.
I opened my eyes and tried not to think about him anymore.
"Why do I always see him in my dreams? Why do my eyes always looking for him? Why do I fall for him? Why should I do it? Does my heart always beat for him? Why is he giving me those indisible index?"
I wipe my eyes and hair. I stepped out of the washroom. I was feeling empty after this shocking scene.
I took a causal t-shirt and trousers and wore a t-top and jumped on the bed.
I took my cell phone and checked massages. Nancy massaged me and sent Ed a picture of Zion and jasmine together in the car. When I saw their status picture, my blood pressure again started rising.
I put a pillow on my face and started screaming loudly to release the tension and anger, then I just fell to sleep.
About two hours later,
I heard the voice of a ringing bell, which had just waked me up from sleep, I said.
" Who the hell is there now?"
I walked downstairs and opened the door. My mother was standing in front of me drunk, she was holding a beer bottle in her hand.
She said;
" Ohhh! Salena, there has been a few months since I haven't seen your daughter. You are you?"
She tried to hug me, but I took two steps back because there was a strong smell coming out of her drunk. She was fully drunk even though she couldn't stand properly on her feet. I gave her support on my shoulder and got her to the room. I helped her to lay on the bed.
I saw her face, which was telling me her pain.
I was thinking;
" Mother, why do you love your dad that much? Why just betrayed you? Why does this one-sided love always hurt people? Why do they always suffer from a pain which they never deserve? How is this gonna make Mother Sense? Mother, your Destiny and yours are the same. l'm also suffering from this pain. I'm also trying hard to get a rise from it, but sometimes it is not in our hands. He always suffers from different and hard feelings which are not in our control. Your Destiny and mine are giving us a ruthless love, we dying suffer with it our whole life."
The door bell again started ringing!
I said;
" Now who is there?"
I quickly ran towards the main door to open it, I checked out the window to see who was there. He was his brother.
I opened the door for him, he said:
" Darling salena! how are you holding these begs!."
I said;
" What's that? Brother!"
he said;
" Your dinner and groceries! Tell me about Mother. Where is?"
I said;
" Still drunk! She is sleeping. Brother I thought he had to get a doctor guidelines for this. He can't. He left Mother in this condition.".
He said;
" Yes! You are right. We need to do something for her. Well, we will think about it. First we have to make a good dinner."
My brother and I had dinner together. He asked me about campus while I was in a stressed mood. That's why I didn't say anything about it.
I am tired of everyone today. Zion's behavior was outside of my thoughts and mother, Everton and Mom and, more over, Jasmine and Nancy.
The stressful and stressful day came to an end. Now I can work peacefully on sports week preparation.
Next Morning:
" Something special awaits you each day, every hour and every single minute, and every single second."
The bell of that f*****g alarm just opened my eyes. Here was something. I have to deal with it, another hard day is waiting for me.
Now I have to deal with the most annoying man, Zion Zachary.
I quickly got ready. Today I think maybe I should have to ignore him to avoid last day stress-I got ready casually, with a crop top and jeans. I put my jacket on and walked downstairs.
Going to Brother was already going and mother had also disappeared. I took a deep breath and said,
" Why can't my family behave normally and are happy? Well, Salena, you can't blame destiny every time, so this is just your family issue."
I checked the time, I said," Ohhhh I'm getting late for college, I need to hurry up. I quickly ran outside the house, without wasting a single second.