Memory Lane

Have you ever wondered how your life is determined? I mean I believe in God, I do, but does He determine the ending of your life, or do you get some say in it? I understand that if I walk into oncoming traffic, then that's deciding to die, but what about the little choices I make? The little choices like deciding to take a bus or drive myself to school? Do those choices matter? Or is my life already set in stone, decided for me, and I just play through it like a movie? I want to believe that I have some say in what happens in my life, even though my life so far has kind of sucked. I have no family, even fewer friends, and no home. I have myself, and that's all I ever needed. I thought I actually believed this until I had to make the ultimate decision of my fate. My name is Skylar; I have a story to tell about what happened to me one day when I woke up in a dark place. The dark place that made me make the hardest decision ever. Only, I wasn't completely alone, and for once, I was okay with that.