TAMED INNOCENTLY.

8

Beth's point of view.

i don't know why but i have an unsettled feeling in my heart.i just feel like something bad is about to happen as Eric hoots outside a vintage green gate.i wonder who lives here.oh god i hope it's not one of his sadist friend.the gate is opened and the first thing  seen is August looking like he lost a relative.i turn to face Eric in horror "so your punishment is to start where you and your friends left?" a lone tear escapes but i dry it off as first as it escaped. "stay inside the damn car" he steps out slamming the door so hard and i immediately know that something is wrong.there is trouble in paradise. Eric stands stiff in front of August like he is ready for something ...violent? suddenly ,he throws a punch at August and i sit shocked in my seat. a few days ago those two were one trying to send me to hell and now exchanging blows?.i push the door open and run to August's side who was bleeding,"stop it, you're hurting him" i yell at Eric harshly just to turn around and find the fool am trying to protect smirking."oh yeah?so now you would rather take his blows?damn it" he turns around holding his head like he cant believe it.i know what the did to me was unforgivable but am not God, may be i was paying for something bad i did but didn't realise.i pull August off the ground" i just came to apologize to him but didn't expect to find you,and since i did,i am sorry for the things we took you through,i shouldn't have..." he gets cut off by Eric's blow "will you stop it please?" i cant hold back the pained voice "will you shut the f**k up?who is he to you? haaaa" he shakes my shoulders harsly "why do you care if i killed the fucker.he means nothing to you and it will stay like that till the end of time" he says pushing me in to a wall.i turn around only to notice that August held on to keep me from hitting he ground." get the f**k out of my home right now." he spits at August directing him to the gate. August gets in to his car and off he goes.

he suddenly grabs my hand and drags me to the door that was in front of us.i pull it out of his roughly and this gets him turning around to face me "i overheard you saying that this is your home and i don't want to live with you.you are so annoying" i spit crossing my arms but the asshole just turns around and opens the door pulling me inside with him and locking the door behind him."what the f**k is your problem?" i yell and i am furiously pushed to the wall behind me"you do not get to fuckin curse in my face and i won't tolerate disrespect from you.you hear me?" he asks and what i do shocks me as well.i push him to the floor and lean down to his new height,"i am damn sure that i didn't get married to a chameleon so don't you fuckin forget what you told me at the restaurant before we got married.OPEN MARRIAGE.and you also said i can do as i please just likeyou.so i dont fuckin expect you to care for waht i do or say.you hear me?" i say the last words standing up straight and tilting my face.he thinks he will take away my freedom? his not even ashamed of asking for respect after what he has done.that motherfucker.he stands up looking like he is about to kill the devil, but i am not shook,i don't even dare blick, i just cross my arms on my chest.

i am suddenly off the ground and facing a back and it dawns on me, did he just flip me over? i punch his back yelling at him to put me back down but the asshole just takes me to a room and locks the door behind him.God i think this is it.this could be his torture chamber and i might need a facial surgery after this. he throws me down and i am met with a cold bed instead of a hard floor.fear overtakes me and i know what his now going to do.he is going to tie me up and wag me badly..God why didn't your angels remind me to keep my demons to myself.God i swear if you get me through this i will consider joining a choir.i say my prayers silently and i almost choked at what i see once i open my eyes.a naked man.i take my eyes up just to realise its Eric..wait....."what is that supposed to mean" i ask out of breath "what does it look like to you?" he answers with a question climbing to my side.i tilt my head in confusion "so...you not going to beat me up" i ask kind of relieved only to have him getting on top of me "are you just dumb of innocent,either way i want your clothes off" hell no,,,there is no way in hell..fuck i didn't see this coming."u are not going to force yourself on me are you?" he looks at me "ofkos,i am not if only you want it as well" i push him off to run but he slams me back on the bed and starts taking off my top,"Eric you can't do this its r**e "i cry out" oh yeah?watch me" he pulls it off forcefully and gets to my belt and i decide to swallow my pride" Erics i am sorry, i promise i will never  disrespect you or curse in your face,i promise i will do whatever you ask for" i beg looking in to his heartles eyes" you heard your chances love,it's just a matter of clothes and i show you who is the man in this relationship."  "please please please" i can't even control the amount of tears coming out of my eyes now, i try to pull my hands out of his grip above my head where they are pinned but all in vein.he pulls me out of my pant with his arm and now i am only in my knicker and bra.he takes no time pulling out my knicker and i cross my legs in shame.i can't even watch myself wash underneath let alone in the mirror.

he tries to part them but i resist which am thankful."part the damn legs or i will break them" he gowns but i won't hear that.it could be my only chance to save myself.he lets go but keeps the grip on  both hands above my head.he leans close to my ears and i think he is now playing the turn on card and i know i already worn because he stands no chance in winning me over "i get what i want " he promises and blows air in my ears  which stattles me and he uses that as the chance to part my legs. "please i beg,please please please" i know i am acting like a coward but better a coward for a day than dead forever.but all i do is i vein.i suddenly feel something hard, so so hard and i wonder what it could be ask his hands didn't seem as hard. i pull up my face face hoping that he didn't come to bed with a stick without me noticing."shyt, Eric that's so big....it wont fit" i cry harder now.it's like am in a horror movie "trust me baby, it will fit and you seem tight so i can't promise gentleness" he bends down and press a kiss on my collar bone and that's when i felt it breaking through. he pounds into me so fast and he makes sure that he is all in and i scream at the top of my lungs.this is the most painful feeling i have ever experienced "f**k, why is there blood around my d**k", he brings his face up and looks at me like he discovered something important to him.suddenly there is a look of regret in his eyes "this is your first time? God,what have i done" he gets off me and heads to a door which turns out to be a washroom on opening it. i curve into a ball and cry my eyes out.it hurts like a bitch.every movement i try to make turns out to be painful,it feels like i have stitches down there.i wish someone could take away the pain.