The alphas mate

    Waking up I wondered if today was going to be a better day, Ever sense my parents died in that fire i've been treated horribly, my pack thinks i killed my parents because I was the only one with them that horrible day. Flashback.     Mommy when is James going to be home? Not tell later Zoey, now run along I will get dinner going, ok? Ok mommy i said as I ran down the hall to play with my Dolls, I had just got new ones for my 9th birthday my mommy got them for me, I can't wait to play with them there so pretty, I opened a new one, she had shiny brown hair, blue eyes, and a dark blue tank top with a black leather jacket and black shorts, i started playing with her until I realized my room was filled with smoke.     Mommy I called out but there was no awnser, while shaking with fear I walked down to the kitchen mommy was hitting a big fire with a wet towel, I screamed I was so scared I couldn't move I was frozen in fear, mommy picked me up and took me outside, Wait here Zoey I will go get your daddy, Ok? Ok, I said as she hurried and went to go find my dad, I sat waiting there for an hour hoping that mommy and daddy are going to come out soon.     As the flames claimed higher and higher I started to worried, I ran Towards the door when something exploded and through me to the ground, When I woke up everyone was staring at me with hate in there eyes I couldn't remember what had happend, I seen my brother James I got happy where's mommy and daddy James? He's next words we're " there never coming back and it's your fault you killed them, I hate you Zoey."  End of flash back.     Ever since that day I have been made into a slave, I never get too go out for runs with my pack all I get to do is cook, clean, and be there punching bag, I get abused everyday, Zoey get your ass down here and start cooking, While shaking I hurried and got dressed and ran down to start cooking, when suddenly I ran into a wall, no that's not it it would have been a lot harder i though as I looked up, i started shaking it is our new alpha James my brother, he was looking at me as he held this angry look on hi face, he was  shaking with anger, as his eyes were turning black, suddenly he grabbed me by my throat and pulled me up off the ground, You f*****g b***h watch where your going, smack I dropped to the ground holding my face where he had smacked me, It hurt but I was good at hiding the pain I mean I've been hiding it for 9 years.     I got up and went to the kitchen keeping my head down so i don't have to stare into his anger filled eyes, i started to make food for my pack, I had to make a lot of food for the pack because were werewolves and need a lot to eat, we burn off a lot of what we eat at least my other pack members do, I just get the leftovers or noting at all. Hopefully today will be better I'm turning 18 now, today is the day that I will hopefully find my mate and he can take me away from this horrible place. I was finishing the cleaning when my brother walked in, we have company coming over tomorrow I want this place cleaned if I find one speck of dust you will be severely punished, averting my eyes I said yes alpha I will get on it right a way.     Ugh my back hurts I mean what should I expect I've been cleaning all day, i still can't believe it's already 10:30 at night I hoped in the shower to soothe my aching muscles. I was in the shower for over an hour trying to soothe the pain i felt and to freshen up, I have to wake up early tomorrow so i can get everything else ready for out guests arrival.     As I laid in bed trying to fall asleep I thought about how I haven't even got a sent nor a feeling that my mate is here, i'm glad hes not in my pack but I worried that I would never find him, My last thought as I finally drifted off to sleep was hopefully he will love me unconditioinally when I find him.