I couldn't hold back the flood of tears. It’s been a long time since I last cried this much. It hurts. It still hurts so much. I went into the room and cried quietly. I sat in the corner, just letting the tears express the pain I was carrying.
Why did we have to meet? I was doing fine as a single mom to Precious. I wish we hadn't gone back to New Orleans. I wish everything hadn't become such a mess. I wish I hadn't met him. Then I wouldn't have fallen for him so hard.
I didn't expect to love anyone again after Roger played me. I always hoped that if someone else came along, he’d be the one I’d spend my life with. But why? Why is it like this? I don't want it to be this way.
Lord, please take away this pain. I’m struggling. It hurts too much. I shouldn't be feeling this way because I hav
