They brought food to my room so I wouldn't have to get up and walk to the kitchen. I have to be careful because I don't want anything bad to happen to the twins. The food is delicious. It wasn't cooked by Yanny, our cook, and I know this kind of meal can only be bought in the city. It seems Ardent ordered it. He probably had someone pick it up. I’m so sad and my mind is racing, so I ended up stress eating. I kept sighing, crying again because of the heavy weight on my chest. I can't stop it or control my emotions. I’m overthinking everything. I prayed for my mind to be at ease, then I forced myself to sleep, hoping I’d feel better when I woke up. I woke up in the afternoon to Precious touching me. She was stroking my belly and whispering to it. "Big sister is here. I love you both. I lo

