The secret pain in me

I was raised up by my mother and my step dad .We lived in the same same compund with my grandparents and my uncles ,well everything was good the family was peaceful .As years passed my my second born come along as by this time life was going on well . after a few years later my little brother come along now we were three sibblings . my step dad didn't like me that my much and as a child I could feel it and I also knew that I was missing something which was my father's love . Though I was raised in a family where there was a father figure in it I never felt the protection and that love of a father becouse all I had all along was my mother . my mother has played the role of a father a and a mother for me .