Chapter 1- Packing regrets
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đ đšđ©đ€đ€đ in my cramped apartment, staring at the mountain of boxes piled on my living room floor. The thought of spending the next few weeks with Liam, my ex-boyfriend, twisted my stomach into knots.
We were about to embark on a trip to Alaskaâa journey to clean out my grandmother's cabin and prepare it for sale. The cabin had been left to me after her passing, and I had no idea how I would manage it alone.
âAre you seriously packing those shoes? Weâre going to be in the middle of nowhere!â Liamâs voice sliced through my thoughts, dripping with the same condescension that had contributed to our breakup. He tossed a pair of my favorite boots onto the floor, glaring at me like I was making a huge mistake.
I clenched my jaw, fighting back the irritation bubbling within me. âI canât believe you came over here just to criticize my packing. If you think you can barge in and dictate how I prepare for this trip, youâre sorely mistaken.â
âIâm only helping you because your grandmother would've wanted me to. Besides, you have no one else to help you,â he shot back, slamming his duffel bag down on the couch. The sound echoed in the small space, amplifying the tension already hanging thick in the air.
Taking a deep breath, I reminded myself why I had agreed to this in the first place. I hadnât wanted his help, but I had no other choice. The thought of tackling it alone felt overwhelming.
âI didnât ask for your help, you know,â I replied, my voice tight with restraint. âBut you insisted on coming along. So do me a favor and try to be nice, okay? Weâre going to be sharing a small space for a few weeks. Itâs not going to be easy if you keep acting like a j*rk.â
He crossed his arms, a smirk dancing on his lips. âYou always had a way of making things worse. Iâm just trying to keep it real, Lysandra. Itâs not like weâre going to have a five-star hotel experience out there.â
âMaybe you could try being supportive instead of a d**k,â I snapped, feeling my frustration boil over. âThis is my familyâs cabin. Itâs important to me.â
For a moment, I caught a glimpse of concern in his eyes, but just as quickly, it vanished, replaced by the familiar wall he built up. âFine. Iâll be supportive,â he said, mock sincerity coating his words. âAs long as you donât pack like youâre going on a fashion shoot.â
âLetâs just get going,â I said, gesturing toward the door. âWe donât want to miss our flight.â
âAfter you,â he said, rolling his eyes in mock submission, but I could sense a hint of amusement lurking behind his bravado.
As the plane touched down on the snowy tarmac of the small Alaskan airport, a mix of excitement and anxiety surged through me. I could see the vast expanse of white outside the window, and while it promised a winter wonderland, the thought of being trapped in a cabin with Liam for weeks made my stomach twist.
Once we collected our bags, I spotted a familiar face waving at us from the arrivals area. It was Gerardo, an old friend of my grandmotherâs.
âLysandra! Liam!â he called, his voice booming above the noise of the airport.
âHey, Gerardo!â I waved back, a smile breaking through my apprehension.
âReady for an adventure?â He clapped his hands together, his eyes sparkling with enthusiasm.
âReady as Iâll ever be,â I replied, forcing a grin as I turned to Liam. His expression was less than enthusiastic.
As we stepped outside into the frigid air, the cold slapped me across the face, reminding me I wasnât in my comfortable apartment anymore. Gerardo led us to his old pickup truck, the bed filled with snow gear and supplies.
âHope you donât mind a little bit of snow,â he chuckled, patting the truckâs roof. âItâs a beautiful drive to the cabin, though. Youâll love it.â
As we climbed into the truck, I settled in the back seat while Liam sat in the passenger seat. The interior was cozy, with the smell of pine and a hint of wood smoke from the heater.
Gerardo started the engine, and the warmth quickly enveloped us. âSo, whatâs the plan for the cabin? I heard youâre selling it?â he asked, glancing back at me through the rearview mirror.
âYeah, I have to clean it out first,â I replied, my voice tight with the weight of it all. âItâs... a lot to handle.â
Liam interjected, âShe didnât ask for my help, but here I am, being a good Samaritan.â
âMore like being forced into it,â I shot back, unable to keep the irritation from creeping into my voice.
Gerardo chuckled as he navigated the winding roads. âWell, itâs good to have a partner, even if you two have a little history.â He shot us a knowing glance, and I could feel my face flush.
The drive unfolded in a blur of white landscapes, towering pines, and the occasional glimpse of wildlife. I watched as the scenery transformed into a winter wonderland, feeling the tension in the air gradually dissipate. The hum of the engine and the crunch of snow under the tires created a soothing rhythm that contrasted with the whirlwind of emotions inside me.
As we approached a small town, Gerardo turned off the main road and pulled into a local shop. âFigured we could stop here and grab some snacks for the journey,â he said, killing the engine. âYou two want anything?â
âSure,â I replied, grateful for the break. âWe could use some supplies.â
We climbed out of the truck and stepped into the crisp air. The shop was a charming, rustic building, its wooden facade adorned with holiday lights. Inside, the scent of fresh coffee and baked goods greeted us, and I felt a sense of nostalgia wash over me.
As we wandered through the aisles, I picked up a few bags of trail mix, some chocolate-covered pretzels, and a couple of energy bars. I noticed Liam near the coffee station, pouring himself a cup with a furrowed brow.
I ignored him and reached for a bag of Jazzy Gourmet Popcorn. Tonight, I knew Iâd be curled up by the fireplace, savoring these snacks while the world outside froze over.
The distant hum of snowmobiles interrupted my thoughts, followed by the store doors slamming open. Curious, I glanced over and saw a group of boys stomping in, snow dusting their boots. My heart skipped a beat. Not wanting to draw attention to myself, I quickly turned back to the shelves, pretending to be absorbed in the endless rows of snacks.
"New girl, huh?" A husky voice cut through the quiet, and I hesitantly turned around. Standing before me was a tall brunette, his hair dusted with snowflakes. His cheeks were flushed from the cold, and his lips were a striking shade of red, almost like they'd been kissed by the frost itself.
I nodded quickly, feeling the heat rise to my own cheeks, and turned back around, hoping the moment would pass.
"You just visiting, or staying a while?" His voice was closer now, and out of the corner of my eye, I saw him grab a bag of chips from the shelf beside me.
"Iâm staying for a few weeks," I replied, offering a small smile. "Iâve got a place up on the mountain." I gestured vaguely upwards, though I wasnât pointing at anything in particular.
"Oh?" His response lingered in the air. "Thatâs pretty far, especially now in January. Weâve had a few feet of snow already, so youâll probably be cut off from town soon. Better stock up while you can." His brown eyes gleamed as he pulled up his hood, and with a playful wink, he added, "Trust me, you donât want to run out of snacks."
That felt like it held a deeper meaning, like he wasn't talking about real snacks...
One of his friends called out from the other side of the store, and he nodded in their direction, taking a step back but keeping his gaze on me. "Iâll see you around..."
"Lysandra," I blurted before I could stop myself.
He smiled slowly, my name rolling off his tongue like warm honey. "Lysandra," he echoed, letting the sound linger. Then, with one last look, he walked backward toward his friends.
Compared to him, my ex probably looked like a featherless chicken.
I was about to shake off the encounter when I felt a tug on my jacket. I turned, groaning when I saw Liam standing there, his face twisted in that all-too-familiar frown.
"What was that about?" he demanded, stuffing his hands into his pockets.
Ah, Liam. Ever the jealous type. I couldnât help but smirk, knowing exactly how to play this game.
I shrugged nonchalantly and brushed past him, heading toward the counter to pay for my things. "Nothing important."