LOVE OR LUST

I'm standing by the hotel's window,looking at the stars.Imagining they are thousands million km away but still can reach us.I've read star light needs 4.3 years to reach earth.So,the star light I'm seeing that may have been destroyed. I usually don't think of these stuffs. But today I'm! Sometimes I don't get my mind.I become a stranger to myself.Maybe it's an affect of age.who knows! I refilled my glass with wine.It's Richebourg, one of the most expensive wine's. Nowadays, I'm obsessed with expensive things.And again don't know why. Right now, I'm in a renowned 5 star hotel, spending splendid time. I was going to have another glass of wine but Noah is here.He has returned from his office meetings and exhausted. I went near him,gently take off my rob and smiled at him.He smirk and put his hand around my waist.Then I kissed on his neck but he didn’t kiss me back.Maybe he isn’t in mood.But I insisted. After 10 minutes I find myself in bed,pleased.Noah is a good partner. I didn’t know the meaning of orgasm before him.He find me that pleasure. I put on rob and order food for dinner.Noah looked sad and sit quietly beside me.I huged him, my lips touched his lip but my phone distracted us.I got a call from Max. I received and said I'm going to be home tonight, food is in the fridge. He said nothing and hang up. Noah, who was already worried, got more anxious. He put his hands into mine and asked''how long will you hide?'' I said nothing and took a long breath. Food arrived, we eat silently.Food is obviously good.But Noah is still off.I try to arouse him but no response. So, I ask him straight, ''Is it your wife?'' He simply nodded. 'Does she know? ',I asked. 'She is guessing so'',he replied. 'Make her believe you.Give her some time,take her on vacation'I advised. ''Let's not talk abot this. Wanna watch movie?''he asked. I smiled and nodded. We're almost 35 years old but still interested in rom com movies.But today I choosed a thriller. We lean against bed and turn on tv. The movie is pretty good and there's so many intimate scenes.Maybe these turned him on as I felt his hand is going down my bra.I turned to him,smirked. We started kissing as if a kiss can heel every pain.