Mia’s POV
He slammed the door with fury and locked them hastily. We were alone. I, barely covered, wet and helpless was left with him, full of desire. I stood no chance.
He lunged at me instantly and pushed me to the ground. He was on top of me. I held my hands close to my chest, holding on to the towel for dear life. His hands wondered straight to my hips, under the towel. They were hungry for more. His lips kept kissing, licking and sucking at my neck sending a pleasurable wave of electricity throughout my body. I couldn’t help it. My heart was racing, my body filling up with pleasure and fear. I was so scared I couldn’t even produce a single syllable. Tears rolled down my cheeks. His father kept banging at the door, threatening to blow it open. I was praying he’d hurry up.
Suddenly he leaped up and took off his shirt, throwing it to the ground carelessly. Then he started unbuckling his belt. He was quick, precise, shivering with excitement all over his body. I took this chance to sit up and move closer to the wall. He got down, pants halfway down his legs, pulled me back under his body and hissed in my ear:
“You’re not going anyway. There’s nowhere to hide.” And continued to take off his trousers. Just when he touched his underwear, planning on taking it off, too, I screamed:
“NO!”. He looked at me with a little puzzled look and got down, his face close to mine.
“What’s wrong, darling? Don’t you want this?”, he said teasingly. I started crying even more.
“No.”, I said shakily.
“You can’t full me. I know you’re enjoying this.”, he whispered.
“No, please!”, I squealed. He started kissing my neck again. This time he was tender, toiling with my body. It was nice, in a way. The kisses filled me with pleasure. I could feel butterflies in my stomach, his perfect, muscular body pressed against mine with deep desire. Fire licked his perfect skin. He smelled sooo nice. His heat outmatched the cold of the room and the floor. My body was beginning to succumb to his will but my mind and heart.
“Stop it! I don’t want it!”, I said fighting back the pleasure. This is not how I imagined my first time to look like: with a complete stranger, in a prison like environment, against my will.
“I know you want this, girl. I can smellllll it.”, he said and began to grind his body against my core and legs. It was pleasure and torture at the same time. Excitement reached peak levels.
“No! No... I don’t… my body... my body does” I answered. He continued kissing my neck. The fire on his body began to grow more fiercely and with them before my eyes, my mind began to clear and my body calmed down.
“Stop it! Stop it, Kai! Please!”, I shouted. Somewhere in the distance his father’s voice called out my name and the banging on the door got more desperate.
“I can feel your excitement”, whispered Kai in my left ear.
“And how about the fear, Kai? Can you smell it?”, I asked with a barely controlled voice. My body was shaking uncontrollably from fear and exhaustion.
“It makes me even more excited”, he answered. He took my hands and pushed them against the freezing floor, holding them above my head. One of his hands controlled my arms while the other travelled down slowly to my chest, slowly preparing to untie the towel. He was enjoying every second of it.
“Are you going to r**e me, Kai?”, I asked with a clear mind. He looked at me with anger. I repeated the question. He let go of my arms and dropped down even lower. His entire body began to weight down on me even more, squashing me under it. It was hot. I could barely breathe. Black dots began to dance in front of my eyes. “Good”, I thought to myself, “At least I won’t remember the whole thing.”
“You’re ruining everything!”, he screamed in my face. I began to slowly slip into unconsciousness.
“Mia? Mia!”, he called out my name.
“I… can’t… breathe… you’re… hurting… me…”, I said just before I lost myself in the darkness. He sprang up in panic. As soon as he did that, I could breathe again and regained my consciousness. He took me in his arms carefully and started cradling like a baby. I closed my eyes. This wasn’t that bad. He was warm and comfortable. He bowed down and looked straight into my face.
“Mia! Mia! Are you… alright?!... I’m so… I’m so sorry! I didn’t know... but I did but… I couldn’t fight back! It was so good I didn’t want to… The desire took over! I’m so sorry!... Please. Please! Say something! Mia!”, he said with a trembling voice.
“Just take me to my room, Kai.”, I answered.
“Ok, Ok! Where are you’re clothes?”, he asked and began looking around the room frantically for the clothes. Then he remembered why this happened in the first place. I didn’t have any clothes. He sat me down on the floor, put on his trousers and then gave his own shirt to me. I looked at his with a little frightened look. Did he really think I was going to undress right in front of him?! He realised his mistake and without a word, walked over to the other side of the room, turned his back to me and let me dress in his shirt. It was nice, clean and still warm. It smelled of him. I liked the colour, too. It flowed down to my knees. I’ve never worn a properly cleaned shirt before. They always smelled of mould and were dull. No wonder Molly threw away all my clothes as soon as I got them off.
I walked slowly up to him. He turned around and looked at me with the same look he gave me in that cursed tower of the orphanage. For a minute I thought he was going to come at me again, luckily, he snapped out of it. He went to the door.
“We’re coming out! Move away!”, he shouted then unlocked the door and opened it slowly. Then he took me in his arms and slowly got out of the bathroom. Molly was so shocked and terrified she didn’t even make a sound, Luke stood leaning against the wall with his arms crossed, Corbus was pale as a sheet of paper. He moved away. Kai walked slowly up the stairs, up to my new room, he laid me down on the bed and went to the door. Just before he left he turned around and said:
“I’m sorry, Mia. I don’t know how long I can… keep myself in check. Sooner or later, I will give in. I don’t want to hurt you, I really don’t, but I’m afraid I will, whether I want to or know.”. He turned away and almost closed the door.
“Kai!”, I shouted. He flung the door open and looked at me like a little puppy. “I… I understand. Just please, try to understand me, too”. He nodded and closed the door slowly, leaving me alone.
Kai’s POV.
I closed the door and turned around. Somebody was standing behind me, waiting.
“I’m sorry father.”, I said hanging my head, “I couldn’t control myself.”
“Yes you could. And next time, you better do it. There will be no forcing… r****g… anyone in my house. You mark my words, next time, I’ll blow the door open and kill you, if I must. I thought I taught you to treat women better. I will not allow you to disgrace the name of the family just like your brother did.”, he said and walked away straight to his study, leaving me alone in the dark corridor.