SEAL

This is me ,but allow me address my character with the name Kesy . This is real life of course Kesy isn't from a rich family, she comes from a broken home of 5 siblings each with a different Dad except the last two siblings ,raised by a single mother who tries everything she can to provide to her children , kesys family includes ,Desire (14yr old), Nessa(7yr old) Prince(5yr old), Hayat( 3yrs) ,so this is literally a girl's home with one young boy . I was not the oldest despite my age of 18yrs old , we have an elder sister but she didn't grow up with us , she was raised by her rich dad , And when it comes to my father , I really don't know what it feels like to have a dad cause me and my dad we have never sat down to talk about anything cause he has another family and he is a very successful man dealing in politics but I wasn't raised as his daughter due to issues that happened between him and my mother , I don't know about it much but all I know is even when my Father didn't bother to raise me , he choose a good mother for me who went miles to educate me . Financially we were really not okay , our mother did different heavy jobs to raise us , So when I finished my senior level , I decided to stop school and start working with mother so that my little ones could get education too . Everything was a mess by this time , we had no rent , sometimes we could even fail to get food yet we spent the whole night working my a market , we usually went to work in the evening and came back in the morning, cause that the only way we could provide food and education to my baby siblings. we had to work extra hours but this life isn't fair at all cause despite the nights we spent awake , we still failed to raise enough money for our family . it was sad that I really spent many nights sleeping at the valandars of the market and watching my mother sleep too but still money was still a problem. My baby sister Desire could stay with the kids at night till we return in the morning. When it comes to my mother's love life, she had a man , the father to our last baby siblings Prince and Hayat , but he too wasn't well enough and he barely came home ,so in my opinion he was not a responsible person cause he barely helped mom on bills at home. Things got worse ,mother couldn't send my baby sister to her senior level, cause we barely had money to eat and pay rent , I watched my mother stress everyday yet work so hard but all in vain. At one time we lost our capital we had ,so we couldn't go to work anymore , I was really scared how we will start living life yet I was still a little girl too , though I barely enjoyed my teen Era cause I was always stressed on how we could find money for paying bills . I decided to go to town and get a job ,likely mother's friend who was a doctor decided to offer me a job to clean his small clinic and always be there when he is not around , the salary wasn't good but it could help buy food at home cause right now mother had no capital and she was a bit sick . I worked for months and I was the one buying food at home , but my mother always felt bad about this . so she decided to go get a loan inorder to get capital and start working again so that my baby siblings return to school, With God's grace, she got a loan and resumed to work , my sisters went back to school, though it was difficult to handle both education, and bills with the little profits she got yet she had to pay the loan .We reached at a point where the rent is high so we decided to get a smaller house and shift to another place . At one time I feel like this was the beginning of everything, if we hadn't shifted , everything could have remained the same , we could atleast remain in our struggling life but a peaceful one .............