It's been a couple of weeks since my major overreaction. I thought that since we slept together it would be something big. That it would have s big effect. I thought quitting was the right move. I obviously thought to much, especially about myself. I resigned and Sebastian said no so here I am. Alexis had come home a couple days later. She is still wearing her boot and loving her new wardrobe. She still come with us to the clubcwhen Matthew has tennis practice. She goes to the polo field and supports her team from the sideline she gets very verbal and sound more like a coach. You can see she wants to just go on the field and do it herself. She complains about all of them all th way home. She really misses it. The game was ended after the accident. They had won because they were ahead. Alex
