I'm pregnant I can't believe it. No matter how many times I say it, it just doesn't feel real, but it is and I don't know who the father of my baby is. I worked out the conception qi.sow hoping that it could eliminate one of them. It could have been earlier then the baby would have been Juan's or the window could be later and the baby could be Sebastians. I thought about this for awhile. I don't want the baby to be Juan's. He cheated on me. We broke up our time together is over now. I don't want to try and make it work only because he feels quilty or obligated. I would rather raise this baby alone before complicating everything. I don't want along the line for this baby to feel unwanted when her father only sees her once a year or can't even manage that or he quits and then blames the baby
