“If you like it, I don’t care about anything else. Your happiness is all that matters to me.” Why did he have to go and say it like that. I know he explained it away so easily. Maybe he was afraid I would read into it and think something completely outrages like I did the second he said it. When those words left his lips my heart fluttered. Why? Why did my heart flutter. Shouldn’t my heart know that it isn’t allowed to do that. That it should only flutter for Juan. It’s just after seeing that dream place, holding Ava in my arms and pretending to be his wife paired with those words had thrown me. My whole equilibrium shatter making me spin completely out of control. Looking at Sebastian in that moment made it feel like time froze. I saw every detail of him so clearly. That dark hair of his
