I don't know what is wrong with me. I feel a blinding attraction for this girl and what do I do, I offer to get her an apartment ro temporarily stay in with hee boyfriend. I basically offered to get her a shag pad. I can't imagine that they would do a lot of other things. They haven't seen each other for a year. When Zoella and I didn't see each other for a while that girst day or two we went at it like rabbits. Although our relationship was mainly about s*x. I made a few calls and set some appointments. Then I called Zoella to tell her that I wouldn't be seeing today. I was planning on skipping our date today before making plans with Mila. Which is why I was home for breakfast and how I got myself into this. I don't know why I feel this way about her. It baffles me. Honestly it's just so
