Things have been awkward since the carnival. I felt like part of the family and I’m not. I’m an employee. I shouldn’t be so familiar with the family. This is probably why Zoella was always freaking out. I should just keep my distance from Sebastian. He makes me feel to comfortable. The way I reached out for him in that haunted house and he held my hand. It gave me butterflies. We always do that. We always find ways to touch each other. It’s not right the both of us are in relationships and even though these touches are always innocent they are still very inappropriate. When I walked in here on my first day I never imagined that I would get the job and then I did. Then I got fired and I never imagined that I would be back. Most of all I never imagined that I would ever get along with Sebast
